a study confirms
an ******* is good
for evolution

a
woman tears
a form of music
keenly
listen by eyes
of opposite ***...

I always
fight
with me
to
Understand her..

On
that final day
I
Spoke to my memory
in her...

a knock on my window
deep sleep
got up
opened, to see
a floating guest
Wow!!
your message  
entered
to hug me
tight
very tight....
a joy of death
a prayer
enough
enough...
please turn me into stone
......  to enter your garden

a feel of something
a flood in my heart
an heaviness
seeing neighbor
and his possession
a beautiful wife
a beautiful house
and few children
an emotion to possess
...... but mind compensate
an another emotion
came like a wall
called ENVY
stops me.......
to self pity
directed my mind
towards fate...
Every time
seeing them
kind of hot air
checked
its another type of Greengas
Injuries to society....

She came home
from office trip.
Cleaning the bed
found a ring
not hers

Read
Ego is the first enemy
to Love..
In office
her goodly eyes
always makes an attempt
to bend my ego
to fall in..,

paid money
buy a hose
to **** life…

I walked in
wonder of the world
never felt anything
disappoint…
a dream
revisited the wonder
a total dark
a mild noise
sat and listened
chat and the giggle
of the workers
who built the wonder.
amazing…
the structure retained
the sound and vibrations
of the artisans…

she fumed,
why you lie?
I explained, See
you can memory
a fact or incident
in the form of story
sometimes the mind
was so biased
while netting a story
of your loved
……..
So, I lie to lie
to be in your
good book
am not responsible
its the nature
of brain…
……….
When I lie
I'm not…

"Why" she born.. somewhere,
when I am waiting for her…. here.

"Why"  I carried Love Letter to my college,
when I know she was not studying with me.

"Why"  I bought gift every year,
when I don't know her birthday.

"Why"  I earned Six Figure Income,
when I know.. Cannot marry her.

"Why"  I selected Beautiful Dresses,
when I don't know her size.

"Why"  I gave her Friend request in Face book,
when I know she will never accept…

"Why"  I bought  a Luxury Car,
when I know she never prefer to travel with me.

"Why" she sings so lovely,
When I don't have a recorder.

"Why"  I wait all these years
when I know she never love me..

"Why" she born so late,
when I born so early….

her husband
"best wife"
compliments
may look her
better person
But
her soul
never
forgive her
for practicing
an ideal wife
Coz
a deep wound
reflected on dream
her mirror failed
to reflect her image
says
more about her
inability to
raise
an equivalent image
of her husband
......... a dominant
and arrogant nature
of his...............

Waiting for your Girl Friend …… 
Waiting……….
she comes with her neighbor son in a bike……
sitting closely… ……….
the bike pass right next to you…
she looks at your {Begging} eyes
and don’t feel bad coz
she applies….
Law of jealousy on you……..

he is
called Life
One-half...
he is not
called Death
Other-half..

a kind of character
very agile
very intelligent
very strong
very dedicated
never like to follow
the pattern of society
a rebel,
trouble other to believe
there is Devil..
very interesting candidate
to be part of
birth of Hero character
He know very well
only in stories and
movies
they are defeated…

In school
a group came
gave few punches
and warned me
to stop
seeing her…
I warned them
if one more punch
will force to
bring my pet
to teach lessons…
they all laughed
loudly. Bring..bring..
they didn't  know my
pet was an elephant!!

Both were pushed into the room.
Where she pushed him from her bed
people around cut the wire of Direct.
He was placed next to her,
He cried out of love to attract the attention.
She still in sleep and could hear the song of his..
He was rolled in cloth and moved to her hand.
he was given her ******
he ****** thinking he was breathing but food came into mouth and his nose is open to breathe
Now, the bonus, the smell of his mother
The birth of bond never dies in him  and subsequently added
when he smelled it from his daughter..

On Death

my
grandfather's stick
became a tree...

Spouse

A
doubt
carries a hidden
hope...

Infidelity

A slip 
into animal
behaviour...

Speed

A
journey towards
tiredness...

Thorn

you touch 
you bleed
a sign of life...

Kiss

a permission
to
enter the door...

Wisdom

I know 
my
unknowns..

Mom's lies

a beautiful moment
she tell
when we don't know
how to understand...

No 100%

A
highly guarded Castle
on the hill.
but
lights leak from
the corner of the door and windows..

Neuro-scientist 

She understood 
on her first date
men
not only have 
elasticity
in the brain
but also in...

Is we loose
     condition mind at night

Is a night means
           animal mind
many looses self
           a big sorry….later

Is night encourages
           predator mind
women means
          prey to male mind

Is drinks used
           at nights
to suppress conscious
           encourage mistakes..

success means
stress

failure means
death

cooperation means
belong

rebel means
gift

good means
hypocrite

bad means
devil

love means
freedom

marriage means
cage

young means
careless

old means
careful

poor means
blessed

rich means
cursed

am confused
Is life means myth??

a date
she ate icecream
while my eyes ate her
once got over
left her in the entrance of her home
waited
for her to walk in
was more like

the chariot and horse of Cinderella
waited
for her to enter in her house
So they can back into pumpkins and rats..

Short skirt
broadcasting her
beautiful  thighs
a sensational feel
communicating
you are close to
pleasure zone...,

the conditioning
comes
in the form of book..

if a child
       sleep too long
mother hand
      was the first thermometer

Wrote a poem
about her,
but she refused
to read and
gave an explanation
this is how man
steal the soul
of a woman.

Walking slowly
entered the hell entrance
they gave me form
to fill up my sin
a doubt about
love failure??
it is my sin
or hers.....
lady replied, "It's yours
Coz
you would have behaved
so badly......So, she left.."
Can't understand the logic
Coz
it reverse in Earth..

a party
dating a female
a male interrupting
chronically
later came to know
her husband
……………..
a light drawn
am like a cockroaches
ran and hide…

Is God
created island
to enjoy aloneness

Is
human assembled
in alien laboratory
with
auto updation...

She shakes hands
with my enemy
a fear and anger
a feel of dualship
coz
an anger is the male version
of fear..
the fear is the female version
of anger..

Her possessiveness
like a string
to puppet
the only way
am free
when I started
to love the string..

at 80 yrs
almost sick
an angel
appeared
granted wish
to live 10 more years
refused
coz
most of my friends died
my girlfriends are too old to remember me
the growth of technology and to pace with is tedious
only wish is...
please do not disturb my death,,

For girlfriend
*** is the extension of love

For organisation
Promotion is the extension of love

For worker
Bonus is the extent of love

For teacher
Grade is the extension of love

For wife
Loyalty is the extension of love

For sons
Toys are the extension of love

For daughter
Dad is the extension of love

For servant
Dependency is the extension of love

For legs
Vehicle is the extension of love

For mom
Everything is the extension of love

For government
Subsidies are extension of love

am good as well as bad
am good coz others bad
am bad coz others good

am good as well as bad
to do good like alone
to do bad like company.

In kitchen,
an apron the shield,
the sound of woodpecker
on the cooking table.
wielding a knife.
an art of slicing...
directing the ingredients
to form
a delicious dish…… when served
a silence in dining
felt a feel of heaven
her husband and children
enjoyed and
slept quietly…
a ecstasy in family life.

consciousness of
her memory
like a  temple
in my insane brain..

entered her castle
unloaded
my children's..

a chess
a human life
starts with lot of vigor
as the game progress
you loose lot of pieces
like friends and relatives
finally a king
like an old age
restrict your movement
then………
you know the importance
of woman......Queen
she fights to protect you
an understanding
come to MEN too late…

a change
happens
by moods
not otherwise…

Struggle we give to situation when we are not able to
move with ease. The struggle comes when we take
tomorrow world for granted. The less preparation for the
assignment and expect something to happen beyond.
Whenever we face  struggle in spite of preparing well,
we should convince our mind that we are playing
CHESS with the situation having less pieces...

In Macro Level, Struggle has brought lot of
innovation to this world, Struggle has drawn the attention
of the world and  brought new reforms.  

Micro level, If someone say he is struggling, you won't have
good opinion about him, reason we feel sorry for
his incapacity to move ahead of the challenging situation.
Any one who uses the word  'Struggle' not understood the
pattern of functioning of this world.

every time begin with hope
but
end in failure
I rather lick my wound
than retire from love

her text
"Breakup"
was second painful situation
Other one was
On birth
when I struggle
to come out of my mom..

The earth was destroyed
we all stand in line
in front of the God
for rebirth...
I was standing behind her
amd saw her request,
she wanted to become a light
So,
I decided to become a moth..

Every night
I was put myself
in bed
But in dream
I travelled a lot
Sometime themes like
love
lost
horror
disappointment...
But came back
am
Safe in bed
Now
this is the analogy
behind making films
Theatre is your bed
movies are dreams...

If you a woman
Starting..
Your career
Save and hide
some money where
No one knows except you
Coz
If others knows including children
then
they want that money come
into the system called family
Once
You become old
You are helpless...

My life begins
first
sending her message
followed
by coffee
then….

her love
was my relaxation
my love
was her salary..

when you doubt
your own love
..................
how come
tears
doubt the heart..

human to avoid darkness
made me burn
for good and bad
he never know my pain
to cover it
he message the world
that one has to be candle
to burn himself and give light
I never seen a burning man
to light the house

a power shutdown made
panic to our population
to add sin,
some fly die in us
our birth look strong and bold
then, our death never reveal
our life…i.e.
a forgotten journey of
the light we emit..