she
touched my chest
to
check her butterfly...

Being surrounded
by
Energy saving devices
spread all over the kitchen
Now
Need of Energy wasting device
she took her mobile..

she was poor
family problem
struggle in studies
love to stay with her
never wanted to help
helping,
make her weak
now she is like a rock
associate professor
carry library on tongue..

Wanted to be hunter
but later understood
"a hunter is a coward,
who enter animal
territories with a
weapon and hide
behind the bush.
**** the innocent
animal and then
come out take
a selfie to elevate
as if he was brave…"

What you learn from
a tale of
Fox and the Crow
If you meet an
average looking girl
tell her voice was awesome
For girls
If someone tell
your voice is beautiful
he already skipped your
outer beauty
Don't speak
Fly off from him..

Long back,
I was working in a tea shop.
Every morning, She visit our shop
She likes our tea  
I always prepare special for her lips
Though, she was a Manager of an institution
she treats me as her friend
Whenever she was absent,
I think of her, the way she sip the tea,  
the way she hold the cup and
as she sip, of the faint half-smile of her lips.
And I know her exact combination of Milk & Sugar
When she drinks, I can see her soul in her eyes.
I thanked the women harvest the slopes
for the sweetest leaves on Nilgiri's mountains.
She got transferred,
But the cup remains my treasure,  
It bring her memories,  
back to me…

Suddenly
an awareness
you have a body..

a meeting
of two chemicals
a fine reaction
both are transformed
and a baby
handover an appointment letter
to be father and mother..

Waiting for your Girl Friend,
Waiting ……. She comes
No Response. 
You decided to drop her
from your heart
Then, came to know
through her friend
that she hates you
Do not worry 
thank God Coz …..
You entered in her bad books.
………….. atleast .

her smile
like a stone
on my still glassy lake
slushhh...
inside
heart broken  
body-shaking
made
an attempt to reach
her shadow but
she moved
to collect
another stone
to aim at
someone....

Boring
took my bicycle
Pedalling...
on the way.... Girls College
Full of colour
Wow!!!
Human way of colouring..

Pedalled further
a beautiful garden
Full of colours
Wow!!
Nature way of colouring  

Pedalled further
a Bird Sanctuary
Full of colours
Wow!!
God way of colouring...

For
a change
he stand ****
while painting

Father
a pampering machine

Mother
an advising machine

Brother
a safety machine

Sister
a jealous machine

Boyfriend
a dating machine

Husband
a lubricating machine

Son
a life machine

Daughter
a rebel machine

Neighbor
a relaxation machine

I started walking
I don't know when I started
a sign board
directing to heaven
Went in.....asked about God
they gave a note pad
to write down my wishes
1. 4 inches tall
2. Broadly build
3. Thick hair
4. Half white
5. Strong hands and legs
6. In build Style/courage/Arts..
Now my proposal kept
before the God
The God about to sign
i stopped
Coz
my girlfriend also
Standing in the 'Q'
to change specifications
according to me..
then we reconciled
Came back as original...

When watching
action movies
what happen was
hero goes
for accomplishing
the mission,
carries a Silencer Gun
when he shoot
their will be
no noise..
agreed
But how come
the victim also
die silently….

an instrument
can bring
religious attention
in us

I adored
keep silenced
When I see the most
beautiful voice
is the talk of her hand
on the office table.

you want security?
         you are insecure

you want luxury?
       you are lazy

you want love?
       you are lonely

you want long life?
       you are yet to live

you want superpower?
       you are coward

you want unselfish people?
        you are selfish

you want happiness?
        you are not understood life

you want to be good?
        you are wicked

you want to be right?
        you are wrong

In school,
went early, there
was a preparation
for independence day
they were digging
for flag pole,
then inserted
the wooden pole and
hammered around the pole.
checking the
wobbling, and
continue to hit
till the wobbling stopped
I understood
this is how nature
give problem
till we stop wobbling  
i.e. our atrocity
and become a man.
till then, we  get
hammered by nature...

her heart
surrounded
by me
as high walls,
only
my
shadow enters...

a dead leaf
float through the wind
a freedom
from attachment
a rest…

her head and eyes
looked straight
on the road
cannot attract her
few month..
one fine day
entered her mind in dream
found memorybook
of mine,
she recorded minute
details of me
dress, mood, opinion..
amazed
what prevent her?
not to look at me
and ……….
came back,
shocked
a neighbor girl
looking for
her memorybook
in my mind…

Sitting next to me
She gossiping with her friend and
suddenly she turn to me,
asked, "am disturbing you??"
I replied, "am not concentrating.."

Once in a while
          encourage her to hate me
Once in a while
         communicate with eyes not words
Once in a while
         peep through while her bathing
Once in a while
         listen to sound of her kitchen
Once in a while
         help in dressing her
Once in a while
        polish her shoes and clean her chappals
Once in a while
         carry her in arm to bathroom during periods
Once in a while
        make love in front of mirror
Once in a while
         gave entire monthly earning for her expenses
Once in a while
         wash her cloths and dry in spite of maid
Once in a while
        smooch her entire body before ***
Once in a while
        behave like slave to do whatever..

Filling the pin in stapler
stock enough papers in printer
sharpened pencil
charging power in UPS
preparing and serving coffee
transfer money based on her balance
these....
are small love
expressed to my Girlfriend...

there are
so many faces
why?
am still lone...

Me and my friend
both are consultants..
relatively
in same segment.
he says
"I grow better
than him and
can't compete with me"
I revealed my secret
"You compete with me
But
I compete with my clients!!"

She lit
'hope'
in human lamp

she was on mobile
allowed me to touch
her finger...
the palm was a cozy bed
her  finger are  meats
triggering my predator mind
and
nails are color RED
a caution of sign
to feel and leave..

When my call unattended
may think
one way of attempting
the attempt
to enter her heart..

an expense
alter the pain
from inside to outside..

Sergeant called,
Enemy women army entering our border
told them to
throw
boxes of cockroaches
and saved
the country..

With creditor
Inability to raise voice

With police
Inability to answer

With enemy
Inability to see his eyes

With wife
Inability to tell truth

With boss
Inability to ask salary raise

With son
Inability to accept defeat

With daughter
Inability to lie

With girlfriend
Inability to control...

With beautiful neighbor
Inability to ask just....

a confused concept
you never in
to come out.
Is absence of ideology
means freedom??

In office
leading a
marketing team,  
advised
don't apply
'different brush for
different customer.'
it is tedious
formulate a
standardized pattern,
that caters all crowd,
and transform them
into habit.
then,
apply
you experience result
Hence
'paint every one
with the same brush'

Confessed
about her lips
sweet and
sugar coated
Now……she
is rationing
coz
afraid of me
getting diabetics

a place
Like a bodhi tree
our mind walk inside...

Only he who seen
her in college…….
experienced
a doll
beautiful than BARBIE

Only he who heard
her voice..
experienced
more lovable
than ATM CASH SOUND

Only he who met
her in person…
experienced
fear of losing
their HEART..

an identity
of my connection
to this world..

entered
Bookstore
millons of books
millions of masks
an recommendation
available
at the rear side
buying the book
preferring the mask
going to wear
on new journey
for few days..

fell sick
a dream
entered my cave
full of painting
and loud radio frequency
a disturbance
was completely
white washed
by coma
came back
as a clean slate…

her
rejection gave
my
first consciousness..

Went back to village
our old house
entered removing my shoes
(a culture in INDIA to respect the living place)
found an old arm chair near
the window says more about
my Grandma.  She sits near the window walk through her vision

Went to the kitchen. saw the plates
says more about her love
served along with the food.

Her bedroom can create a guilt
to an unorganised person.

Her continue in cleaning and
arranging garage says more about her
Love towards Grandpa

Her power glass tells more about her
quiet eyes, while watching our
nonsenses...

The arrangements of her dress
says her respect towards
clothing her soul...

and many more....

I
noticed
She was consciously
moving
away from me
But
unconsciously
has come
far-closer to me...

****** brought
the conscious of good
in Us

Socrates brought
the conscious of questioning
by Wife

Alexander brought
the conscious of attaining
the Zero

Cleopatra brought
the conscious of beauty
to start Miss World

Sports brought
the conscious of winning
by Match Fixing

War brought
the conscious of stealing
by Invading

Love brought
the conscious of spending
by borrowing

Job brought
the conscious of slave
long Forgotten

Marriage brought
the conscious of control
inserting Ring..

practice
be useful
time of Earth Quake.

an instrument
can express love
to the proportionate
of the value

Yesterday
saw
her on party
a rise in heart beat
was natural
went home
a dream
the event replayed
watched and entered
my heart,
a stranger sitting
and typing fast
my perception
about her
for the memory.
and checked images
shocked
of our marriage
our children's
………………….
Is heart beat
nothing but recording
our illusion??

a date
Met her on mall
but she gave me Red
a pain
Walked back slowly
to paint shop
painted the pain
in blue...
went home
added this blue to other
Now, everything is Blue..

In 1997
When I heard
princess Diana accident
something falls in me
a shadow,
Can feel the separation
of my shadow...
this how every human
would have felt
when cleopatra died...