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Jordan Chacon Apr 2014
"The Feeling Inside"

I'm sitting here all alone
just watching the world go
on, while I sit here
in this mood I put
on the mask to hide

myself but the truth is
I am depressed watching as
all my friends are hooking
up and either in love
or just what up, why

have the gods done this
to me please Freya have
mercy on me I just
want to be me not
without her or without this

feelings of love and envy
these are the feelings that
remind me of the pain
that was passed to me
so Freya please have mercy
on me
Jordan Chacon Apr 2014
"Can't Stop"
There is nothing to do,
I have my music but
it doesn't stop me from
thinking about you, you the
one that I hit the

ground for, and apparently I
never got back up after
everything that has happened I
just can't stop thinking about

you, that one that has
made me feel the happiest
I ever felt in years,
after all the pain, and
even the move, you are

apart of my life, and
without you my heart
is as empty as the
deepest void that was ever
imagined, in this world today

every time I try to stop
loving you it just makes
me love you more, even though
it brings back the pain
from all the memories that
haunt me day and night
Jordan Chacon Apr 2014
"Said"
I keeping saying that I'm
done, done with the stressing,
with the caring, and with
the past, but the truth
is that I can't stop

caring for you I refuse
to, there will always be
a hole in my heart
that will never be covered
up, no matter how hard

I try that hole will
always be there to be
filled by you, the only
one that has ever put
one there the way you

did to me, that is
why I can not move
on to the future and
leave the past behind because
I care to much for you
Jordan Chacon Apr 2014
"U.N.I"
I still have your blue
pen in my bag it's
the only object that I
have to remind me of

you, I don't get waves
of missing you any more
it's more like hurricanes in
my eyes, and there's no

chance of us working it
out, I have always though
it was you and I
forever but everything wasn't alright

but I fell in love
with you on the first
kiss, but now it's over
and I can't get over

this feeling that I'm feeling
for the first time in
my entire life, from you
and only you that can do
Jordan Chacon Apr 2014
"Repeat"
So here we go again
I'm sitting here thinking about
what was happened again and
again, well at least I
know now that I'm not

the only one thinking the way
I am, you make me
feel like I'm here but
I'm there, so on and
on I go feeling, and

thinking of what should be
what could be, even after
everything, after all the pain
and thinking I want this
to be, you and me
Jordan Chacon Apr 2014
Crossing

No part of the world I wanted
And yet I came to the Tree
The pain of my life, I shunned it
And yet I bore it for thee,

Seeking to understand you,
Struggling against the spear
Hurt and helplessly hanging
Nine nights that lasted years

Until I said yes to the suffering,
Allowed it to pierce my heart,
Thus making my final offering
Of the last thing that kept me apart,

For my desire to find you
Was greater than it all--
And I felt the spear pass through us
As the ropes give way, and I fall--

And realized the mystery
That we are one upon the Tree
That I am you, and you are me
And bound and free.
Jordan Chacon Apr 2014
Your Name

Your name
Shouted across the battlefield
Whispered in the darkness of the soul
Written on the forehead of the sage
And the heart of the poet
Burning in the minds of explorers,
inventors and madmen
Tattooed into your own
Etched in indelible letters
Engraved in my soul
When all else fades,
It remains
Shining in darkness
Your name.
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