Can I tell when I can tell?
Do I want to tell?
How often will I ask?
For one never knows
I'm out!

If you ask, yes I do invite struggle
Why not? For I always embrace a new
plight
Tickle me there or anywhere
Yet dont you ever dare! And I mean,
Yes and truely mean, yes you heard me
Let's just say as the cliche does go
"We shall not walk that walk, talk that
Talk". Blah blah blah!
Skid marks, iron fists, jokers abound
Who gives a real ****? And why?
Why so many questions?
When you already know
Just please don't pretend to care
Offer a how do you do!
Let it all go and simply sleep well

I crumble that page
Toss those thoughts out
Try and try again
One thought leads to another
Banish that to the depths
And a new attempt surfaces
Just don't let those thoughts go
And never let them not flow
Otherwise who will cherish
Those intimate ideas?

Whats that mean when those who shadow you
Come and call you?
Doesn't even scrape near.
Those fears, answers or aplogies
I choose, not you, to draw near
So basically ...stay the hell clear.

Just a suggestion for you're about
Wait! About to head out
Might want to watch yourself
And pay more attention
You said what for I ask?
Cause just look down
What's at the table or my hand?
Just look at your right hand
That cigarette is awful close
To your most personal belonging
Take off before you singe

I just want to add another
If you will call my name
Just don't simply blame
I have nothing to offer
Cause my life is spent
Let's just randomly wander
Those fields are so golden
Just like a ginsberg rattle

Even collapsing channels
Won't prevent our minds funnels
For it seems unclear
Somewhat touching
Our dearest fears
Touching what?
Or do you dare?
Place yourself alone?
Till you crawl back home
Guess what? I'll be there!

When I gather the winds
And draw upon the clouds
Is it a mere whisper?
Or a whisper spout out loud?
Are you here to cleanse?
Or merely seek control?
For I'm not here for nonsense
Mama raised no fool
However if you dare
Now I'm slowly losing control
If I stay retained and focused
Maybe I can harness the tool

Sometimes I feel like life
My life...
Is under a microscope
So go ahead!
Adjust magnetization
Till you see clearly
Enough to descend

Simply don't care if you comprehend
You are you and I'm still not certain
And I really truly don't give a ****
Please just don't second guess instinct
I'll say please if you care to please me
Maybe then we'll take that long ride
Simply step away and keep that fervor
Just enough to ride us into places
Those places until now yet unseen
Even though I say I dont really care
You know that truth so just come near

Will anyone come for me?
Throw a glare beyond compare?
Have a drink without a stare?
Imagine how simple it could be!
Just wash your hands
And throw it away
Does it count when you don't?
And when I don't
Who'll set me free?

I call upon rains as the clouds pass.
Whistling toward summits while birds flock by.
A patter on the face brings me round.
Delicate drops singing aloud.
At once I know nature's heard my cry.
It's then I realize I've just been found.

And that's what some say
But yet one draws upon it?
Maybe grow from it?
Till the light comes their way?
It's not just what's written
Or spoken from a friend
It's always in that strength
Which carries us apart

Just now will be that right time
Will be in that other space
Cherubs shooting poison at me
Cats singing hanging from drapes
Every other verse is "gonna **** ya"
Shadows dancing across the walls
A tugg of war wells from below
Or from up up afar, for they know
Voices saying your that rock star
Also don't step out into that dark
If need be make sure that it's light
All that music throughout the night
Will eventually make you stronger
Help you to say keep it on coming
For now your immersed in the place

It's neither right nor scorned,
It's finding your light to pour.

He'll , I'm broker then last years Easter egg!

Sometimes a treasure map can be so
much more then physical gain
Life sends you down many streets and different alleyways
Maybe that map leads you right where you most need to be
That magical compass never strays
You my eternal friend yes are my spiritual treasure
No need another map be unfurled
You the one I found is forever lasting





Forever ever lasting

That beautiful tree tends to harness
Emotions we all should follow
Or simply care not too
With all that matters, is it you?
That fate we become
Yet those vacant stares
Can we recognize that which we harness?
And dare to recognize all the carnage

Realization has a clammy palm
Does not matter right or wrong
Don't be too decisive
Just follow and gather yourself
For you ARE! And that is all
Realize, Emphasise and do it_
Not much more to say
You can nod, I'll walk your way
Only question...will I do you good?

But beautiful people need beautiful things
The sky is boiling with rage
And you are in my sights
I need to feel something
Anything!
Does the journey carry me
Oh! Carry me up high?
Like that tidlewave
Awake up in the sky

We three sat
Down by the pond
To see the water wade
And talk about
Some of life's
Simple pleasantries
& some parts which
Well? not be so happy to share
Words here, words there
Words so simple
Yet so locked in a dense cloud
Thick cloud of light
Ambiguity and drizzles
Of comforting grace
Graceful deliverance
From the swirling storm

And that's what some say
But yet one draws upon it
Maybe grows from it
Till the light comes their way
It's not just what's written
Or spoken from a friend
It's always in that strength
Which carries us apart
Carried from within

There is a reason for your matter
I tend to get lost with all the chatter
People don't normally punish me
Yet they don't when I speak aloud
If I started getting first thing first
Will it bite me in the ***?
Or cut up with the best?
Am I simply a proverbial *****?
Or just simply putting me out?
Oh! So you think with no doubt
You're sure **** right!
If not just got something
Something to seriously say
Path my way or go your way

A love poem to myself, lets see?
Does it require a sense of symmetry?
As I ponder on this ponder
Doubt I'll be able to see
Taken aback a slight twittle
Oh...well stars fly at night
Do I sigh? Or maybe seem to?
Yeah! Jokes not dimming just light
Back we go, now how to start one?
The answer if there's one
You Cant!

But beautiful people need beautiful things
The sky is boiling with rage
And you are in my sights
I need to feel something
Anything!
Does that journey carry me
Up up high?
Like a tidlewave
Wake-up with you
In the sky

Let us open the skies, Yes! Yet just you. For I am not here, not here for that reason.
That moment shall arrive and you'll know in all your glory
Never doubt, yet if you do
Don't be afraid, embrace it!
Then it may follow you and so what happens if it's true?
Call back and hear the echo
Once more you've changed
Yeah! Changed the story

I have a far travel ahead
For which I shall see clear
Are you behind?
Or simply in the clear
What if I can't comply?
And decide turning back
Will you stretch that mile?
Wear your soles into the ground?
Simply to be beside my side
I will outstreach my hand to you
Just in case you grow so weary
Please listen to that pulse
Which has brought us together
For I cannot stand to be without
My true love I hold so dear

What will that trigger be? Do you dare ask? Or simply claim and take the walk. Not so easy after all. Learning how to fall let alone crawl. Till you can finally see.

It's all my mistake not knowing what
In not knowing should we act fake?
Or stabilize reality?
A rainy day matters
For when we feel every drop
It's like a waterfall
On our soul!

I dare not got about.
For a fright may follow me out.
The deepest door to abhor.
New blights cast net ashore.

Sacrifice clearly indulges itself
And strikes along the way
But Hey! What do you expect?
All those self proclaimed
Or claiming to be so
Just doesn't match does it?
The only thing which matters
Is the letter S
So soak that in!

Beware! For shall one seek
What those have often followed?
You know that fragmentation
You'll seek or see till the end
The answer lies in no comprehension
Just a simple smile , laugh or touch
Or piece of mind
So simply ask yourself
And don't dare
For at once the mind does close

I stared at my own heart today.
Pulled a lost and found.
Only to better the way.
Link me to the ground.
Life's beat crying aloud.
So when I lift forever one day.
Marking the spirit's rebound.
Know I'll wear a lighted crown.

Can't reach out, can't reach out at all
I've way too enclosed myself
Those who gather love seeing me fall
What's done has been done understood
Not going to explain for a second
Yet here I am doing just that
Yeah!
And ain't that quite a hoot?
Juggle those circle of *****
To find out who lands or still in air
And as far as my upcoming act
Place both hands upon sharp blade
Prepare to swallow, just breath
No need for a heart attack!
For those will aid if they are true


,

Explanation goes so easy
When no one cares
To decide who dreams
And whom dares
I don't declare
I only follow
The whispers which unfurl

It took fragile miles drawn from wrong.
To erupt and lay claim.
Alignment painfully gone.
Grinding piled teeth along the way.
Around infected perimeters rim. Contenders bid humanity's stay.
Aloud, each crowd bewildered.
Will announce the lost each day.

The dark engines teased me they did.
Knew of past slips and crevacies
dipped.
Started with taunts, long sorrowful sips.
Showed cemented souls in dank pits.

A true vision expressed so intense.
Snipped out so quickly.
Dare to recall that spark.
Reaching loudly arms apart.
Always cruel blinfolds
Missing hearts inner spark.

Man, don't get me down!
Many a years never around.
Call that showmanship dribble?
Or passing insults to nibble...
In prelude of plowing a frown.

Oh hell! Shut up that shoe cotton!

Can we escape to a place
Where thoughts escape?
And once there...
Will we be free?
Or merely desire
To think once again?

As I delve oh! Just how deep?
Really tisnt a question
For I'm already in too far
Would you like to hold my hand?
Just get a little taste
A tiny taste of who I am?
Or maybe, yeah! Just maybe
Once our hands are locked
Then well see the deep end
Here now already, ahahh!
Twas easy so you see
Try not to be bewildered
Just follow that rhythm
That one that keeps flowing
Its been there all along
Do I need say more?
Thought you're already there
Look into your own stare

Gentle hugs and soft kisses
Where else can one go wrong
Let's just respect last verses
And just know we'll meet around
Around where fate draws near