But beautiful people need beautiful things
The sky is boiling with rage
And you are in my sights
I need to feel something
Anything!
Does the journey carry me
Oh! Carry me up high?
Like that tidlewave
Awake up in the sky

Sometimes I feel like life
My life...
Is under a microscope
So go ahead!
Adjust magnetization
Till you see clearly
Enough to descend

How fleet we dance
Do we even care or just there?
Never mind if you don't dare
***** you in all the places
You don't wanna share
Open up to compliance
And defy defiance
Wait! Know what's up?
Or a jester locked in a trunk?

It's all my mistake not knowing what
In not knowing should we act fake?
Or stabilize reality?
A rainy day matters
For when we feel every drop
It's like a waterfall
On our soul!

Do you realize what it means to me
As you said that my life did matter
No matter what I did say
For my breath was carried on
As a breeze gone awry
And if I have to sacrifice
For a friend whom found me
Then that's all shall matter
You and I friends forever

For your laughter is an immense surprise
It bedazzled my senses, bringing light
Long lost light toward my eyes
Was that an intentional wink?
I beg no forgiveness as I think
Like a moth, a light, a life
You only have one to share

A love poem to myself, lets see?
Does it require a sense of symmetry?
As I ponder on this ponder
Doubt I'll be able to see
Taken aback a slight twittle
Oh...well stars fly at night
Do I sigh? Or maybe seem to?
Yeah! Jokes not dimming just light
Back we go, now how to start one?
The answer if there's one
You Cant!

Many people handle many situations
In various ways
Some may sit and wither
Others take them head on
No matter how you choose to handle them
Just know that mine will always be
The hand you need when you need it

When oh when shall it arise?
Only you know when you know
Could be in that passing stranger
Or simply that kind gesture
For no one really, really knows
What we are all capable of
If you know please share
Not just to myself, the world
Many eye's need opening
Many souls come alight
That's all...good night!

What shall I write?
Let's think for a sec
Really matter?
Or give a hoot?
I've this whole page
Just think or not
What would you decide?
See now you're drawing
So now are you thinking
Set it down and swallow
Now I see it will follow
Will follow thee
Doesn't have to make sense
For goodness sake!
Tis a mere blank page
Well let's say to...yeah!
To begin with
Till a closure is met

You can go wherever you want
Wether near or just abound
Just don't matter to me
For I'm not wearing matching shoes
Will comprehension uplift thee?
Though as support in your soul?
Now what are we speaking of?
Shall we ask or simply mask?
What rhetoric or canter
Will make your day better?
It's all nonsense dont deny
A second thought or glance
Simply lose ones self in order to...
Well plain and simple
No arithmetic involved
Or proper spelling
Live! Live! Live!

I want to jump in with you.
Clear the skies, clear our eyes.
Are you ready for that leap?
And will they lend a hand?
Make us a simple mockery.
Or even care to understand.
We are one plus one is music.
As my better half our love's true.
If it takes such a simple reach.
With no **** reaction to others.
I simply care to seal that breach.
Let us just hold hands now.
Grace the hills and ocean blue.
When all's done we'll sing anew.

As I delve oh! Just how deep?
Really tisnt a question
For I'm already in too far
Would you like to hold my hand?
Just get a little taste
A tiny taste of who I am?
Or maybe, yeah! Just maybe
Once our hands are locked
Then well see the deep end
Here now already, ahahh!
Twas easy so you see
Try not to be bewildered
Just follow that rhythm
That one that keeps flowing
Its been there all along
Do I need say more?
Thought you're already there
Look into your own stare

One thing when I met you
Knew I was encapsulated
Brightness of your eyes
Originality no disguise
Simply simply you

If you wannabe
Your *** will be knocked right oughta that tree
Dont you believe in me?
We'll see what shall be
Cause mama raised no wannabe!

Will anyone come for me?
Throw a glare beyond compare?
Have a drink without a stare?
Imagine how simple it could be!
Just wash your hands
And throw it away
Does it count when you don't?
And when I don't
Who'll set me free?

People always say friends come a dime a dozen
Well you can keep your dozen just give me smiles, laughter, good times
That's all I need
Sitting back sipping cool drinks
Chuckling at fun stories
Swatting gnats as they buzz around
Our beverages of choice
Feeling that euphoric feeling of true acceptance
Just being you and enjoying good genuine people
Now thats friendship

Write more so you know
Which way to slowly go
Never forecast anxiousnes
Just forget about chance
There you go!
Once more take it real slow
And fake it graciously
In case you forget

Yo! Jack wasn't nimble
Jumpin that candlestick
Jumpin without no pants
Getting burned down low
So next time think a little
And save your weinersnitzel

Sometimes a treasure map can be so
much more then physical gain
Life sends you down many streets and different alleyways
Maybe that map leads you right where you most need to be
That magical compass never strays
You my eternal friend yes are my spiritual treasure
No need another map be unfurled
You the one I found is forever lasting





Forever ever lasting

My caretaker mumbled, "I'll make sure you have bliss".
And for God sake why?
When I'm leaving a ****!
Muttering back to her, "no one else cares".
Followed by that vacant stare.
As her hand reached out.
To touch my heart.
I felt the only thing to do.
Was answer with a ****.

Chew on that! How proverbial
Once you taste that grit
Finally opening those eyes
And finally laughing
Was it merely hit or miss
****! You certainly did
This time you missed
Does this merritt a wish?
Or simply goodbye to taste
Yeah! You know the flavor
Goes on and on
Till reality cups your lips
And washes it away

With a blink we'll envision
There's no cage involved
Just an incision
Shhh! Soon you'll understand
Shall we falter or simply stand?
From our visage someone else's glare
Doesn't matter until we share
Yet if you don't its reality tightrope

Never knew you for you never existed
Imagine that connection beyond compare
Oh yeah wait! For it was never there
Simply saw you, another boy on the block
Yet so special that no one should mock
For if truely you were there
Wouldn't I have known it?
Gone the distance to share that connection?
A simple response is all I ask
Let's climb those stairs together
Not divided by our individual space

Don't whisper to yourself
An echo may occur
Drawing those thoughts
Which can overwhelm
Or merely be bypassed
So do we listen?
Take a chance
What's the problem?

Can I rest my head on your shoulder?
And you can choose which one?
It will make me feel better.
Let's say just outta fun.
Even though don't know you.
No matter your taste.
Wait! Did I just say that?
Now seeps in disgrace.
For you felt that connection.
For a moment or two.
I'll let you go for now.
Finding another one.

Sense is senseless for those who grasp nonsense.

Always that time when that simple gesture opens your heart
To that abundant smile melting you
From the very start
Can I experience another moment
Of what heaven blessed you for
For what? To call me a nut and sit back
And totally make me laugh!

Dancing blindly tiptoeing through the luminescent moonlight
A star catches your eyes bewilderment ensues
Flutters and shakes awaken your senses
Smells of florals and pine tickle your nose
Your feet crunch upon deadening leaves
And suddenly you feel that sweet calming whisper
Nature calls you beckons you to that tiny stream
And your toes bask in true purity
It's only you and your sublime happiness
What else do you need?

Deep inside we dig
Ah! A wallah! wallah!
Different cultures
Thoughts abound
A simple sound reprises
So now we meet again laughing
Aloud...aloud I praise that moment
When we shout out!
Hey! I know you and you I
Let's fancy a stroll or simply be simple
Hugs are amazing! Just like love
Manners and farting not so well
And if you decipher them
My love goes to you

Please identify your nonsense
Please declare what you seek
Please decipher your undoing
Please acknowledge your weak
Please share a little undoing
Please grasp that you cannot
Please whisper your behavior
Please express that your taught
Please dismiss the favored
Please focus on the untrue
Please best you realize
Please know my love is true

Can you tell me a secret?
Or I tell you?
Who decides...
What deamons decide?
When your that chosen vessel
And cannot speak
While it watches you
And attempts to play
At thought
Was I there for you?
Or simply that pawn to ******?
Do it and I dare!

Can I tell when I can tell?
Do I want to tell?
How often will I ask?
For one never knows
I'm out!

So many are capsized
Lost in a wave of comfort
Not wanting to realize
Or even to care
Just go ahead
Play that role

Whats that mean when those who shadow you
Come and call you?
Doesn't even scrape near.
Those fears, answers or aplogies
I choose, not you, to draw near
So basically ...stay the hell clear.

Bedroom ceiling had myriad patterns
Mostly latin symbols as well as horific faces and designs
A dark demon with long fingertips and red eyes taunted me each night
One week straight
Many visited yet none in physical form
Yet seemed so to be
The shadow people were sent to absorb my essence frequently
They were very swift and darty
Yet I could use my hands to dispell them
One night they had one young one with them
You see...they have to be gone before daylight and through open door or  windows
The sunrise approached with young one stuck inside
They pleaded from outside window to save it
Scrambling I kicked out the screen and threw it out
Then from that point on formed an alliance
And would warn me of impending dangers

Sometimes you think everyone sees
But...you are the one who truely does
Blind or not we see
Or do we capsize the viel?
To undertake till our souls prevail
Relinquishing no fear or thought
What matters?
When your not taught

Where'd ya go baby?ok! I see.
Just pacing along. At what point
Shall we hear that song?
For you're smooth and sly yet graceful
Till you bite on down and slurp around
That sound we been awaiting for
Tis coming around
Come on get ya one we missed the last one
Not now maybe later. Says who? Baby blue

When I gather the winds
And draw upon the clouds
Is it a mere whisper?
Or a whisper spout out loud?
Are you here to cleanse?
Or merely seek control?
For I'm not here for nonsense
Mama raised no fool
However if you dare
Now I'm slowly losing control
If I stay retained and focused
Maybe I can harness the tool

Just now will be that right time
Will be in that other space
Cherubs shooting poison at me
Cats singing hanging from drapes
Every other verse is "gonna **** ya"
Shadows dancing across the walls
A tugg of war wells from below
Or from up up afar, for they know
Voices saying your that rock star
Also don't step out into that dark
If need be make sure that it's light
All that music throughout the night
Will eventually make you stronger
Help you to say keep it on coming
For now your immersed in the place

An unopened door revealed a crack
Unleashing that light so magical
Meeting souls still in flight
From me them and you
Then together we come anew
How dare we unravel what was lost
Or simply toss around our meager thoughts
How dare we cross that simple page
When all's lost without a stage
To and fro we shall always go
Till a soul comes bound for you

My quill runs dry
I have nothing and everything to say

No leash to tame me only words do I say
Don't look into my future
I've not looked into yours
I can be a follower
If I follow the right tribe
Even then just cast me out
Survival dares a chance
I do wish to gamble
Light footed and mean at heart
Some day you shall know
Whose pulse you left behind

I call upon rains as the clouds pass.
Whistling toward summits while birds flock by.
A patter on the face brings me round.
Delicate drops singing aloud.
At once I know nature's heard my cry.
It's then I realize I've just been found.

What will that trigger be? Do you dare ask? Or simply claim and take the walk. Not so easy after all. Learning how to fall let alone crawl. Till you can finally see.