all you have to do is pay bills and fall over

******* on the assembly line workers
with your corporate grin

exhaling smoke
i come to you

existence measured in evaporation
a small break in the page margin

whiskey and coffee on a cold night
makes my nasal cavities sting

but mostly it just makes me love you more

if it was my choice to say
i probably wouldn't tell you

if it was my part to speak on
i could fill you in but not now

if it was my choice to say
i probably wouldn't tell you

if it was my part to speak on
i could fill you in but not now

you might exist finitely
but not here
and not now

here you will live in forever
in pieces of porcelain i will
hang your pieces from the trees

and listen to the wind at night
like a screaming child at three in the mornoing

we got together in the snow this year and
when i say we i mean me and everyone beside me

we showed each other all of our stitches
we replaced all of our gravemarkers with each other's heads so as to
always be looked down on

i couldn't lie to you
after a two full months of sundays

obligatory religious pilgrimage
offer yourself to the archetype
give in
give up