You're there,
I can see you smile,
I can hear you laugh,
I can feel you're joy,

but
I just want you to know
that I'm here,
silently in love.

I closed my eyes
and lie down
with so many burdens
to carry on my shoulders.

I closed my eyes
and rest,
thinking will I
ever wake up tomorrow?

I closed my eyes
and pray,
hoping to see
the bright light again.

I look at the fridge..
                                 ..empty.
I look at my wallet..
                                 ..empty.
I look at your picture..
                                 ..instantly I'm full.

I'm just a five
She's a perfect ten
I'm just a nobody
She's so popular
I'm just a loser
She's the hottest girl in town

I can't win her
I just know.

Anything can be out of order
even winds changes direction,
even big trees fall down,
even water dries up,
even sun will be covered by the moon.

Human is no different
life is full of uncertainties,
life is full of mysteries,
life is full of possibilities.

Everything doesn't seem right,
Everything is out of my control.

I always lose,
They always kick my ***,
         shove me away,
         ignored me,
         as if I don't exist.
They spit on my pride
but it doesn't shook me
I stand hard,
I looked up,
I believed.

They inspired me to be stronger
I'm fired up!