I’m a fool
I’m stupid
A *******
This is what
Being a nice guy is
Always waiting
For the right moment
For the right place
That never came.
Yeah, I’m a fool
Letting her go.

I’m out of my rhythm
Shaking and chilling
Though my heart is bursting
With fire
Full of hate and despair
I’m out of my melody
Swaying on one side only
I wish I could
But no matter what I do
It’s still the same
There’s nothing but pain
It already swallowed me
Hate and despair
I’m out of my harmony
Digging deep into my misery
Sinking into oblivion
Without love and hope
I’m out of tune.

that one moment
we're together

feels just like
an eternity

My head had gone rough
no I can't, that's enough
never had a chance to laugh
still my heart is standing tough

I was thinking
why was I pushing myself
to what I can't do
to what my body can't handle
to what my head won't work

then I realize
it's what I want
it's what I need
it's what I **love

Return to what I used to be
Reclaim my lost glory
Recover the deepest wounds
Retrieve my lost time
Restart a new life.