Poetry has always been a habit of mine
I used to write whenever I had time
I drifted away from this passion so quickly
I quite miss the words falling together
It's how I express myself
So I don't keep everything inside
I let strangers read my feelings
And suddenly I wish to hide
In a deep black hole
Where I cannot be found
My words may mean nothing to you
Though the words have feelings as well
As I begin to write these poems my brain begins to swell
Hoping to get the flowing perfect
That doesn't 't seem to happen often
I've forgotten my creativity
But never the passion for writing
I've always enjoyed the writing
Essays or stories may vary
I use to write poems
Although I feel my emotions are scary
I don't wish to be normal
I prefer to be inimitable
I don't wish to grow up
However I am quite mature
My studies and interests change quite often
For I change my mind quickly
Trying to decide which choice
Would make my life better
Poetry I've miss you dear
Writing I have returned here

I've fought this battle for so long
I'm tired of fighting
Can this be over
So I can be happy
Is that even possible
I'm questioning

This battle should be over
It's leaving me wounded
I can't heal myself
I am broken
I cry out into the silence
For I am alone
In this war

I can't fight this anymore
Because
I'm weak
And I'm broken too
Someone please put me in too
The light where I once was
The light where I miss
The light that was taken by my demons
Which lurk in the dark

The end is just the start of a new beginning
When we die we are just starting
Something new
We will soon hear the deep voice of the Lord Jesus Christ
Or if you don't believe in Jesus
Maybe you will become someone new
Either way the end is just the start of a new
Beginning

They are free
I always see them
In sight
As they are always
In flight
For they are free

The dark is frightening
As long as there is no
Light brightening
We hope we don't see
Nothing scary

For we shriek and wail
Following an endless trail

We want morning to come quick
So we don't have to scream and cry
This morning is a such delight
But still we fear the night

Try and be free
Even if you don't succeed
Never give up on your
Hopes and dreams
Hard work takes time
But eventually it's all gonna be worth it
For you will have accomplished
Everything you have ever wanted
Which are your hopes and dreams

The ship goes higher and higher
As we fly and soar
We get closer to our destination
Which we wish to meet forevermore

We get closer and closer
And then we stop
For we have reached our
Final destination
The galaxy

We wanted to see if it truly looked
Like we said it did
It don't however
It's gorgeous as it is

Hello
I am the one you have never seen
For I hide myself well from
Human existence

I am quiet and stay to myself
If I don't trust you
I don't open up
For I am not an open book

So I hide in fear
That people will
Eventually see who
I really am

So for now I will say
Hello
From a far