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1.3k · Oct 2018
CREEP
MARIE J Oct 2018
It is so hard to sleep.
I can still remember.
Moments like that,
i don't want to go back.
My body,
it is like a dying tree.
My eyes,
It's like every night is a sunrise.
My life,
it's almost resting.
But suddenly,
Someone creeps in.
It gives me curiosity,
to find out something.
My brain is not dead, yet.
But it is also, in those moments,
I suddenly gave in.
I was too tired,
of everything.
And so I leave.
But you did not care.
Goodbye, creep.
1.2k · Sep 2019
Bahala
MARIE J Sep 2019
Bahala na ko,
bahala na ka.
Bahala na tang duha,
bahala na ug magkinaunsa ta.
Ang gugma'ng walay pulos.
Dili na gyud nato mapugos.

Magkita nalang ta sa mga panganod.
Maglantaw sa gugmang gi anod,
sa makusog nga hapak sa mga balod.
Hinaot atuang makaplagan,
ang kalinaw sa atuang huna-huna.
Pag amping sa kanunay, kay ako pud.
817 · Oct 2019
SMIRNOFF
MARIE J Oct 2019
Last sunday, we go videoke.
Kaming unom, grabe'g panganta.
Naay nice ug tingog, naay okay ra,
naay wala gyud sa tono, naay nag sabay-sabay ra,
ug naay feeler gyud kaayo nga singer siya.

Niabot ang time, naka feel na mig uhaw.
Ni offer ang isa, isa ka bucket ambot ug unsa.
TOK TOK TOK ayay naa na ang gihulat,
tambal sa uhaw gipatong sa lamesa.
PAK! SMIRNOFF ANG GIDALA!

Kami nagpadayon ug kanta,
kachada sa pamati, sa ilimnong ma'lami.
Niabot ang last nga kanta,
Obladi, Oblada, tala na mamauli na ta.
Nihapit's balutan, mao na po'y gitirada.

Nanglingkod kadjot sa seawall,
nagpahangin gamay usa musakay.
Nipara mig cab kay hapit na alas dose,
sa rural basin mabiyaan mi.
Wa na gibyaan gyud, maygani naay super 5, pero tag 50 gyud.

Kami naabot sa tagsa-tagsang panimalay,
wow kalami sa akuang katulog bai.
Pagmata nako, nganong init kaayo ko?
Wa ko kasabot sa akuang gibati, gitugnaw ko pag ayo.
Yati, ngano man ni? Nag inom man unta kog vitamin C.

Pagka uran2 naa koy gi share sa fb,
nag react akuang miga kay sgalain pud daw iya ginhawa.
Taod-taod nag my day ang isa, gi dextrose kay gihilantan sab siya.
Nag text kos isa pa, kung ga daot pud siya.
"OO" mao na iyang reply,
***! why kami gyud upat dai?

Ang isa silingan ra namo, wala may gibati.
So, isa nalang kulang, akua gitawagan.
Wala mitubag, akuang manghod iyang gi chatan.
"Yes dai gihilantan pud siya", mao nay reply.
Wala nay lain, ang SMIRNOFF mao jud akuang pasanginlan!

Kaming lima baling yarok, sa smirnoff nga mabugnaw.
Ang isa wala nag mind kay nagsaad di gyud siya mo inom.
Mao toy amuang gidangatan, gipang ubo, sip'on ug gihilantan.
Grabe, unsay naa adtong smirnoff nila?
Ngano kaming lima ang naapektohan?
PS. Songhits KTV bar, hahaha mangayo mig refund ug mangayo mig health assistance kay daot inyua smirnoff!! HAHAHAHA! Kami dili palahubog biya nganong inyua ming gi igun adto? dili lalim maka absent.
676 · Sep 2018
Untitled Love
MARIE J Sep 2018
We could've tried it, but it's too late.
The stars were not align,
for us to feel something.
Something very strange,
you know, like we are floating.

I did not fall when i was still there,
because i seek answers,
Now that i am away, such a cliche.
I am now falling, but you can't catch it.

That stare, creeps me inside.
All i wanted to do is hide.
Hide my smile, so you won't see
Butterflies killing me gently.

I'm just sad, you did not make a move.
So i tend to move away,
Hoping there's really something,
With the way our galaxies meet.

Nothing. You did nothing.
Was i too assuming?
I don't think so.
Because you spoke.

You spoke not in real words,
not even in front of me.
That for me, isn't romantic.
You can't express it just like that.

Maybe we need perfect timing.
Maybe the universe cursed our stars,
to not align or something.
It's just sad to watch the stars, right now.
649 · Mar 2019
nothing
MARIE J Mar 2019
my life is pointless
i want to go back,
to nothingness,
where life is nothing,
but a dot.
420 · Sep 2018
SOMEONE
MARIE J Sep 2018
Someone, we’re breathing the same air.
I give my love to the air.
Hoping you can feel it.

Someone, we’re under the same sky.
I give my smile to the sky.
Hoping you’ll smile, when the sky says "Hi".

Someone, we’re oceans apart.
I’ll swim if there’s a little hope.
A little hope that you, as well, will swim.

Someone, please know you are lovely.
And i think it's so lovely to be lovely with someone.
Maybe it's like floating in the air, the skies, and the ocean.

Someone, i will not say goodbye.
I’m just going to float somewhere,
Somewhere i can be with no one.

Then i realized, you were with your another someone.
And, I, could never be, will never be that someone.
Till then, you have my love always, someone.
246 · Mar 2019
criminal
MARIE J Mar 2019
i have killed you,
but i want to **** you again,
and again, and again,
in my mind.
213 · Sep 2018
MOON
MARIE J Sep 2018
Both are looking to the moon.
Both have different thoughts.
I am think of you, if you are watching.
I don't know what you are thinking,
while you are watching.
pls for once just think
183 · Nov 2018
FAKE HAPPY
MARIE J Nov 2018
How lovely it is to see,
their family so happy,
sharing kisses and hugs,
what a perfect holiday.

Here i am, scrolling up and down.
Reacting with so many hearts and wows.
Oh how i long to be real happy,
To smile so pure and genuinely.

This circle that i am right now,
i really don't know how to get out.
And so, I always dream about the parallel universe,
maybe my circle is so perfect there.
christmas is about family, but as you grow older things changed, from happy to sad real quick, i don't know how to explain, but when i think about our family being complete, it so depressing. i know everyone is not real.

#christmas #family #sad

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