We all have a hidden fantasy of things we want to be.
We just afraid to go out and chase that dream.
We imagine it.
We pretend to the deepest degree.
We're just afraid to chase that dream.

Whether it's a scientist.
A doctor.
An actor.
Or athlete.
We know our interest.
Similar to our hearts.
We chasing our fantasies.
When we should chase our dreams.

Of course some will never be achieved.
But we must believe.
While we chasin' our dreams.

The biggest surprises come to our wishes.
As many answers comes from our prayers.
Whether it been successful.
Whether it means being rich.
We must still chase that dream.

Or we be wondering about them in our fantasies.

Listen but listen closely and the truth emerges that deserving of your attention.
Mad, as many loves to be.
Money drives many related themes.

Some mighty men have fallen on the waste side.
But more men will admit.
Many affairs started because of money.

Many women seek a man with something.
Whether they have a woman or not?

Many just chasing.
Then folks think it is just folks imagination.
When we know some just attacking the famous?

Who?
Isn't doing nothing that those with less are doing?

Some bite quick?
When words of interest are tempted?
To ride an easy thrill of existence.

Rent paid.
Thrills offered.
Car notes paid.
Thrill offered.

Bills simply taken care of for them.
Thrill still offered.

But we must stay in this pretense?
Like this just doesn't exist.

Some ladies still chasing at this moment.
Although this is simply a poem written.

Constantly chasing a dream.
Only to end up lonely.

You go for the exterior.
Instead of the interior.

Of course you've heard.
Not all glitter is gold.

You constantly bragging about your looks.
And about those you dated.

Hadn't you realized?
That over time looks fades.
Yes, you're simply vain.

Still you're constantly chasing a dream.

You've been used and abused.
And then try to call all your dates a fool.
When you was using them too.

Cute folks surrounded by others.
Seems to blind each other out.
Because only one can enjoy the attention.
When they ALL are hanging out.

We all chasing a dream.
It could be a woman, man or lover.
We all chasing a dream.

I could a job.
It could be a sweetheart.
We all chasing a dream.

It could be a friendship.
It could be anything on the edge of our mind.
We're chasing it.
We're seeking it.

Hoping to make it a reality.
Which isn't hard to see.
If we only truly believe.

Don't lose common sense in the process of chasing love.
We all wanted it.
We all need it.
Except realize the differences between the two.
Or the pursuer might end up using you.

Move not, upon desperation.
More likely you're creating a bad situation.
In your journey to chasing love.

But if you find that connection.
And feel that affection.
Than chase on.
Who am I?
To tell you are wrong.

Money, the mighty green.
Attracts women to men.
For those without it the dollars.
Doesn't get the attenion they should.

And they fall under the title good.
They doesn't play the chase game.
They earn what little money they have,
the honest way.

But pay close attention to the ladies that wants to get paid.

This pay to play gets in the way of love on many days.
We aware that nothing is free.
But concerning relationship's a man can dream.
That he will find a woman not chasing the mighty green.

Like the mistress and hustlers and the fools we know.
The actress or the models upon the magazines.

******, stood before many supporters.
Stating his vision of his world.
Singling out one group hindering him.
Shall I say them.

Many stood by.
Supported him over various times.
Until , some realize of those dying.

Trump, stands before many.
Supported by those with his vision.
Singling out , one selected group

And have the idea, they will built this wall.
And the fools believes.
Oh, how some are truly deceived.

Christ, stood before many and spoke truth.
His words today stands out, as living proof.

Check it.
Respect it.
God knows, the wise verses the fools.

Check on love?
Inspect it.
As you check it.

Write about love.
Just don't edited it.
As you write it.


Love has so many summaries to speak of in life.
When you check on it.
Be not one of those trying to destroy it.

Measure it.
Treasure it.
And enjoy it.
It's the length of it that please.
Or the depth that you love.

Touch it.
Kiss it.
Squeeze it.
Especially if you know what you doing?

Now, check your mind.
What?
You think I'm speaking of exposes your mind.

If someone says, you just like your mom?
Check yourself, check your mouth.
Is it really?
A compliment.
Not if it leads to an argument that could have been avoided by a simple answer.

If some say, you just like your dad?
Check yourself, check your mouth.
What is this comparison truly about?

Somethings folks compare us too?
Might be an awakening call out to you.
So check yourself?

You married to a twin.
If given a chance?
Would you sleep with that twin?

Check yourself?
Check your worth and honesty.
It will tell you a lot about yourself.

One might say no.
One might say yes.
But in the end, you're hurting your spouse's feelings.

Check within.
Check your fantasies.
Sometimes, it's better to leave it as a dream.

Yes, a dream untold.

Given to you unselfishly.
Given to you so kindly.
Not to be hurt.
Not to be used incorrectly.

Cherish the love someone gives you.
Adore the feelings offered you.
Admire the one loving you.

Life goes through various bumps in the road.
Except happiness holds more than we ever know.


Cherish the love that cherish you.
Adore the one that's adoring you.
Admire the one admiring you.

And you find love that truly enlighten you.

If some women has kissed many of frogs to find their prince.
Then many of men must have kissed many eels to find their queen.

If some women have tolerated a lot from their guy to cut him lose.
Then many men has suffered a lot in the same way too!

Love follow direction to locate the truth.
Truth of discovering the one deserving of you.

If love has finally touched your heart.
Cherish it, adore it forevermore.
Cherish it, adore it, forevermore.
Make it something so honorable.

Remember what you went through to get it.

You'll be the sun.
Just radiating with rays.

I'll be the moon.
With enough romance for both of us.

I see your eyes as the stars above.
For a man that know ways to love.
Will forever be the warmth of a woman's love.

You are my angel.
I am your blessings.
And together we will create nothing but cherish moments.

Once, you are blessed?
Cherish your lady like a treasure chest.
Protect her like a new found lost gold.

Keep her smiling.
Keep her happy.
Keep her satisfied to the point of a forever smile.

Keep her the focus of your vision.
Keep her informed of all your decisions.
Let her know when she speaking that you're listening.

Cherish your lady.
Like when you first met.
Be not afraid to ever, ever confess it.

Chicago, what's going on?
Killing after killing like it's just a game of darts.
In fear of gangs claiming territory they simply don't own.

And if the government takes a gang eradication approach to deal with it.
Then we would make it a racial attack.
Mainly because the Chicago raging coming mostly from gangs that's black.

Then you hear these ministers crying foul to the news.
But ask yourself?
What?
Are the ministers trying to do in your neighborhoods?

Like many, they preach sermons in church on Sunday talking about storm warnings.
But not true activists like the old guards during segregation.

Take on these gangs like Jesus took on his distractors.
Be brave, be strong, what do you have to lose?
Except for your life.

Sometimes, it's a challenge you have to pay.

Through stupidity, we go for locking these gang members up.
When just maybe they deserve the chair?
Once fear is placed in many.
Then many gang members comprehend the consequences.

Can't always blame the police force, or the mayor for the stupidity of a few.

Young youth thinking in a gang they must show their loyalty.
Forget what color your gang claims?
At the end of the day to them, your blood of death means not a thing.

You better turn that lip back to a smile.
Don't make me tell you again.

What did your mama say?
Well, do it!

Wait until your daddy gets home.

Go get me a switch.
And wrong sizes.
Oh, you think this is funny.
Wait until I get back?
I give you something to laugh about.

If I have to get up?
You gonna regret it.

Don't be running in and out that door.
Letting the air/heat out of the house.

Best one-teachers must think money grows on trees.
Oh, how I wish?
They all be cut down.

Don't ******* back there.
Ever rode with mom you know this one will good.

You got fast-food money.
We got food at home.

If you not eating what everyone else is eating?
I guess you be starving tonight.

Call the police if you like?
And when they leave?
You better be leaving with them.

Sssh, don't tell your mama.
Sssh, don't tell your daddy.

Child memories of yester years.

Judges, lawyers and advocates soon or later must weigh the importance of worth.
Within several correctional complexes and jail is seated MEN more than women for failure to pay child support.

When assigned logic should be placed upon those to stay employed and have deduction taken by the employers.

Some women lives to have fathers or their child arrested and the courts plays right into the game of fools.
Obviously, if he's behind more than he can ever pay.

Logic, must be adjusted to level some type common sense to life.
For, there's no way that total can ever be met
And essentially, you're losing the child's connection to the father by being played by the mother.

Most men doesn't get justice with the mothers that doesn't pay child's support.
More ladies barely get the arrest treatment that men does.

If woman by choice can decide to have tubes tied.
Then men should be directed to have their produce system clipped.
To not produce being a breeding maker further on.

Somewhere, someone gonna see that family's bonding is lost in a family relation.

I have adapted.
I have planned it.
Cause I have created the activities carefully around my feelings.
When I choreograph my heart toward you.

Like the spins of the Temptations I had you amazed by my ways.
When you first heard me say, I love you.

To the prim and prosper.
It could be You and I.
But it's our Christmas time to share.

We have the tree up.
With the star a top of it.
And decoration surrounding it.
And yuletime music playing.

Yes, we're Christmas' jamming.
As it's Christmas me and you.
Enjoying the festive mood.

Silver Bells.
Silent Night.
Joy to the World is heard.
Even, the song about that certain reindeer.
As we exchange our presents.

Candle burning.
The lights upon the tree flashing.
We're making memories everlasting.
And we're too old for Santa.

But he can stop by.
We're never to old for presents.
If it's just a sign of an Angel.
With just a word of a blessing.

I just know, it's Christmas for me.
And Christmas for you to enjoy.

One gift.
One gift can bring so much joy to another.
And a Christmas smile to you.

One call.
One phone call can enlighten a lonely soul.
Just to hear a voice showing concern.

The greatest gift that we all are gifted with is love.
Which isn't for sell of for purchase.

There isn't a mean person in this universe.
Who hadn't show kindness somewhere?
And in their own way shown a Christmas smile.

We say this day is for kids mostly.
But to say mostly means you leaving room for everyone to smile.

Cause there's nothing better than a Christmas smile.
All because God is smiling upon us.
For every joy you share upon this earth.
The more others know of your heart.

The joy.
Christ wouldn't complain.
The smile.
Christ wouldn't complain.
To see a child smiling upon Christmas' Day.

He's aware of his importance to us.
And comprehend Santa's importance.
Whether he's frictional.
Just remember Christ wouldn't complain.

We hear people forget the reason for the season without contemplating the joy of the occasion.
Even if adults loves to tell an innocent child that Ole St. Nick truly isn't real.

Within time, they come to realize certain events of how great parents are to them.
Just know one thing stands true.
Christ wouldn't complain.

Not if, a smile is upon someone face.
Cause Joy To the World we all should seek.
Not because of the holiday's seasons.

Funny, when Christmas comes around we find every ministers wanting others to put Santa's down.
As if, JESUS would be upset to share his love with him.

Christ, be the first to recognize him.
Cause Christ wouldn't complain.
Not if the world was at peace.

We glance.
We met.
We talked.
We walked.
And then we knew.
Our love is true.

We laughed.
We cried.
We supported one another.
We always protecting each other.
For the facts are real.
Our love is true.

It's an affair of our hearts that keeps us together.
I cherish each moment we share with one another
I would write a book.
But somethings we do shall remain between us two.

We kiss.
We love.
We hug.
Yes, and even argue.

But one thing stands true.
We honestly in love.

On my knees entering in.
I pray my prayers to the Lord above.
Just relying upon him as I've done before.

He's been my shield and my protector.
Who has guided me with unselfish love?

On the church pew I now sit.
Listening to a needed word.
And the message spokes volume to me.
Similar to the scriptures that I read.

My church.
Where tranquility resides?
Where I can always find a peaceful mind?

My church.
Where God welcoming everyone?
No discrimination because you disagree.
Even God has that feeling.
When He ministering to your personal needs.

But, he understands your questioning.
And He guides you accordingly.

Church.
That worshipping place for everone.

Doctrine, within churches, is a joke.
Where many use the word forgiveness for all our sins?
We see evangelicals states family values as a trait.

But stays cry when a ******* seeks to be a senator.
Now, of course, this is a southern state.
Where cousins kick it many of times?

I guess many weren't raised like many of us.

Then churches mainly about money.
Uses tricks and schemes of guilt to achieve tithes and offering.

Morals go out the door of the church when sinners make up the pew.

Preach love and in ways preach hate.
But when leaders of faith don't stand up to racism its about membership.

Shrinkage scares many.
Racism rising high and silently they stay.

Why preach Jesus?
When we aware he would stand up to hate.

Why use his parable for learning lessons?
When many ministers only preaching for attention.

Oh, all faith deserve the blame.
None seem to be saying a thing.

Somewhere, you will hear about the meaning of Halloween?
And various themes it is compared too.
No more than in church.
Where certain leaders will use the word sacrifice?

Oh, it is Devil's day.
Or days will those evildoers seek blood as a ritual.
Then comes the truth that they don't want you celebrating it.
And offer from a religious point various reasons and perspective.

So if October 31 is devil's day.
Then isn't 364 days sinner day?
We ALL sin and fall from the grace of God.
This is written?

Isn't Sunday for some"Saints Day" to pay respect to the lord.
So why?
After church sinners continue on with being hahaha devilish.
So every day has some form of Halloween.

We see assaults daily.
We see killings daily.
We see sin constantly.
And all certain churches can do is pick on one day.
Heck, it especially hard being a "black cat".
Like they chose their color.
Oh, brother!

Some sit there and take in the message of the word.
While you wonder about others seated next to you.
If the message was ever heard.

Some sit and say amen to the truth.
Whle you still ponder what's going on next to you.

Church folks.
The people, who say there come for the word.

Sometimes you wonder.
Wonder, what change after church?
Where outside you see the attitudes change?

People arguing over almost anything.
Not that they are not legit.
But there's a time and a place.

Church folks.
This inner family of members.
Where you only need three touching and agreeing?
Except, even them seems bent on debating.

Was the minister's message ever heard?
Did they not listen to the mesaages of the sermon?

And what about the visitors?
Do you think as church folks you left a good mark upon them?
Least, to ever return again.

Church men.
Yes, many church ladies knows the creeps amongst them.
Always trying to hit upon them.

And the church women.
Even some creeps in the ministry is trying to eye even them.


Church folks.
Oh, they comes in many varieties.
But without them
Where would we be?

They do pray for you.
As they do me.

A changing world.
A changing opinion and thoughts.
The world hadn't stayed the same since Genesis.

Revelation layout a brand new world that's different than the first.

But listen to certain church folks you'll be lost.
They preach what's against God's law?
From written words of men during a time of the past.

Rules that limit women to submissive roles.
So somethings simply old but some men love to dictate still.
Be quiet do this, do that without opinions or regrets.

And a few women abide by this.
Why?
I can't explain this.
Except that the phase a man is head of the household.

Then church folks debate the subject of love.
Overlooking happiness within.
Adam shouldn't be with Steve cause a woman was created for a man.

And be honest, we all see the friction between them.
But happiness goes out the door.
And they quick to over look God is love.

Perfect, I might not be.
Confessed all sins I've done.
I'm not better than anyone.

From church boy into a church man and folks think we totally different than others.
Oh, separate yourself from the World we are told.
But it's this world that taught me things hidden from us in church.

They speak, they state church man means so very much.
And when we violate that loya oath.
We covered by those without sin cast the first stone.

Sinners can be saints, as saints can be sinners.
I guess some of us fail to comprehend, we're no better.

Ministers, that so-called voice of God.
Twisting scriptures to fit their beliefs.
And rather you admit it?
Many constantly do it.

Even trying to guide your political choice.

One minute God is love.
Then another God against this.
A church of confusion ministered by our trust.

Except, no one, can ever point out where God was a racist?
This just something of his stupid creation called people.

And scriptures address the poor shall inherit the earth.
Even today the wealthy are a strange breed.
Like the one that inquired about eternal life.

One directed what he must do?
Instantly he was exposed not willing too.
Even the good samaritan had a sincere heart.
Did more for this helpless one than the one that represented the lord.

Then we question many of them.
They love the phase don't put your mouth on the anointed.
Then we must when we spot the hypocrites?

Within the church of confusion, many come away lost.
Cause the sermon taught to you doesn't align with God.

Who simply monitoring us daily?
To find a sincere heart.
Only on this earth do we discriminate against relationships.

Don't step outside your race.
Two same-*** is against his law.
Without addressing their happiness.
That a point of life, many could care-less.

And this is when you know that it's true.
God is love.
Cause of the stupid things we do.

All you lonely and heavy burden has been called to church for closeness with the lord.
Where you should be welcome?
You felt you were met by cold souls acting like the welcoming committee.
Unaware of their required goals.

Here, you standing praying outside the church.
And many loyal members asked why not in?
You reply, "you felt like this church was the church of turn away souls".
Where you should have been met with warm?
You instinct stated you was met with strict coldness.

Your activities calls you back to your past.
In fact, you feel like they are pushing you personally back.
All because you're not impress with members of the church of turn away souls.

You still focus upon your goals.
You following the lamp and the path that affects you deep within.
You determine alone without anyone assistance.
To make closeness with Jesus your purpose again.

It's your mission to defeat those within the church of turn away souls.
Amen!

Church, don't like you to point out the truth.
It would affect the direction they trying to lead you.

Like, how can you preach folks being on their job on time?
But not a church on time?
Sound good, sounds great.
Then why is your church always late?

Remember, the church doesn't like you to point out the truth.
But these the rules setters trying to guide you.
And don't get upset when they invite a few guests and they state the same thing too.

Outsiders, judging you.
But these leaders trying to lead you.
Guide you.

Leaders, in positon but always late.
Deacons that collect the tithes and offerings have lateness down.
And your choir there every now and then.

Oh, the loyal faithful members are very aware of this.
Many, when ministers around address this.
And still, you hear various excuses.

And that infamous phase-God not on our time.
Sound good, great truth.
But if Jesus was coming in the flesh.

Watch, how many would be requested to be on time?
And will be there.
Yes, those leaders crying be on time.
Always late.

And that is their biggest mistake because all eyes on them.

Check out the one that you're interested in.
Identify the one that comes across your mind.
Annouce to the one you found.
That they are the one.

Like an agent of the operative force.
Do it secretly.
Cause everyone doesn't need to know everything.

Except don't be a spy to the point you offend someone.
Cause in truth.
You might find yourself a lonely one.

Commit to the choice you love.
Introduce yourself and your qualities.
Admit that you're interested.

You found the target of your heart.
And they're very open to your love.

If anyone in this world have never faced circumstances.
Then they just a figment of a good imagination.
Where reality in hid behind dreams?
Where con artists?
Is trying to come up with new schemes.

Love, love is a circumstance that control our hearts.
Mold us in ways, we never thought would ever come.
Whether through joy.
Whether through hurt.

Circumstances is within all of us.

Claim me.
Claim me the same way you did before.
With your love.

Impress me.
Impress me deeply with your heart.
I personally decorate it with a star.

Just stay true.
Just stay true to who you are.
It's that image that stands out.

With our love so true.
I assure you.
We will never be apart.

It kept under close security.
A secret only known to you and me.
Our love is classified.


Agents of various kinds has join the hunt to investigate us.
Using tricks or the spy trade to hunt us down.
Asking questions of friends and other without getting a clue.

Even the FBI has classified you and me.
That the Freedom of Information Act won't divulge facts about us.
That's how important is our love.

Even the CIA has gotten into it too.
Having us wondering, what did we do?
We still to this day is  lost.
Do this love we share come with a cost?


We try to explain it just to be shut down.
That our relationship can't be told to those we know.
It's simply classified.
For the present and for future times.

Secretive, we are.
Secretive, we be.
Until we give them permission to be released.
But we try.
Honestly try.
Just to confirm that its just not the right time.

So, we wait.
Yes, we wait.
But it won't be for long.
Because truthfully, we are fully grown.
And hadn't done a single thing wrong.

The police image has never been good.
The main press, can offer you all the various heroes to impress you of certain kind ones.
This the press, the best kiss up squad around.
They need a source on the inside to snitch out information.
So offending them most likely not going to happen.

Like in the fifties and the sixties when they were the worst of the "bully boys" evidence on video of abuse.
The police image has suffered constanty down through the years.

Strange but honestly true.
And although all races played apart in their negativity.
The white male stupdity has brought them the most attention.
And will continue to do so.

Until they clean up, what they messed up?
Many WON'T accept this serve and protect motto they pushing on automobiles.

Movies, of the golden years at one time presented a better view of the police officers to some extent.
While also pointing out the power to be bribed by the mobsters.

Which we still see in modern times a rogue hurting their image even more.

I'm just saying until they clean up, what they messed up?
Folks, will still continue to sue the city and the mayor.
Money, money, money.

Cloak me in your Spirit.
Keep me in your Word.
Those are the most beautiful writing to be read or even heard.

Surround me in  your Glory.
Tranform me, from my past.
And I guarantee to you to give you my very best.

When I in need, of comfort I just read the scriptures.
Because within the truth I'll e protected, from the rapture.

So, cloak me in your Spirit.
Just let the message sink in.
You forever will be my very trusting friend.

I can always walk with you.
And, I know I can talk to you.
And always be heard.
With you I'm secured enough to believe that not once will you let harm come to me.
Because in you, I believe.
So, cloak me in your Spirit and abundant love.

Cloak me in your Spirit.
Keep me in your Word.
Those are the most beautiful writing to be read or even heard.

Surround me in  your Glory.
Tranform me, from my past.
And I guarantee to you to give you my very best.

When I in need, of comfort I just read the scriptures.
Because within the truth I'll e protected, from the rapture.

So, cloak me in your Spirit.
Just let the message sink in.
You forever will be my very trusting friend.

I can always walk with you.
And, I know I can talk to you.
And always be heard.
With you I'm secured enough to believe that not once will you let harm come to me.
Because in you, I believe.
So, cloak me in your Spirit and abundant love.

Cloak me in your Spirit.
Keep me in your Word.
Those are the most beautiful writing to be read or even heard.

Surround me in  your Glory.
Tranform me, from my past.
And I guarantee to you to give you my very best.

When I in need, of comfort I just read the scriptures.
Because within the truth I'll e protected, from the rapture.

So, cloak me in your Spirit.
Just let the message sink in.
You forever will be my very trusting friend.

I can always walk with you.
And, I know I can talk to you.
And always be heard.
With you I'm secured enough to believe that not once will you let harm come to me.
Because in you, I believe.
So, cloak me in your Spirit and abundant love.

C'mon kiss me.
Except don't kiss me like you miss me.
That might turn too many engine on.
But be sweet with it.
Be sincere.
Cause once your lips touch mine.
I can tell if it's real.
So c'mon.

Oh, Yes I'm challenging you.
So, what you going to do?

I see within your eyes.
You seem so surprised.
Except why?
You have done it many of times.
C'mon and kiss me.

And if It as real as it should be.
I just might let this built up energy free.
Well, if you're willing.

C'mon Friday.
I wants to relax for the weekend.
And have fun on Saturday.
I wants to enjoy some fun.
Before this new week comes.

C'mon Friday.
I wants to just kick back.
And enjoy my life's freedom.
Because doing the week working.
You have too much limitations.

At work.
You're required to obey the rules.
And that's fine too.
Because this the job that's paying you.

C'mon Friday.
I don't need no one trying to spoil my fun.
But things happens.
When you make plans.
So I might just go with the flow.

And enjoy the unknown show.
Just as long the weekend comes.

4 days, I cried.
4 days, I tried.
Tried to adjust.
Tried to confess without.
I'm less productive.

B real, they tell me.
B true.
They advise me.
Still I repeat.
I'm nothing without you near.

C truth, they speak.
C you, not worth it.
Xcept that's the worst thing anyone should say.
Especially to someone in pain.

That's why I coding my hurt?
Within my heart which is my safe.

One is the makeup.
The other is the shade.
Like the coffee and cream many drinks every single day.

Somewhere, in each state coffee and cream must exist?
And along with it comes to prejudice.

The white female with the black guy.
To some it's new.
To others no major surprise.

Or the beautiful black female with the white guy.
To some it's new.
To others, something many demises.

Most of this version lies in the opinions of slavery.
Where the female slave was servant and willing or unwilling lover to her master?

The first version lies in choice.
For there was a time when a black male best not even approach her.
Now times have changed?

Still, mindests of racism remains.
Except coffee and cream aren't fading away.

We see this in other races too.
But it's the coffee and cream version that offends the most.

So, you might not be his cup of tea.
But you're my coffee, cream, and sugar.
Sweet to taste, when we kissing?

And so much more.
You're so wonderful to know and love.