Some loves less.
Some loves more.
Some loves 99.9 percent.

But I love 100 percent more.

It will warm you.
It will smother you.
That you will request for some limitation.

But it's my heart.
It's my soul.
I just know I'm gonna love you 100 percent more.

Many must be pondering about Stormy D.
What kind of pleasure she has that you pay $130,000?
Was it for ***?
Or for silence?

Obviously, the man loves to pay.
And pay well to his toymates for dates.
More likely for silence.

To some, it shows an insecurity complex.
A man without a game to get his lady of choice.
Remember, Marla was a mistress before a wife.

We heard about the eighth wonder of the world.
Some has even level in a seven wonder.
Now, I want to describe the first wonder of the world.

Nothing created can compare to her.
Yes, she one special highly respected virtuous woman.
Oh, no not completely perfect.

But like us all, we have our faults.
Except I look past them to see her soul.
And within hers is a loving spirit.

No new year resolution will be made.
For like life, we challenge to achieve better things.
2018, it's just another year.

While 2017 has disappeared.
We find glory and better things in the new.
While others still are holding onto yesterday.

Yes, a newborn will be born and for sure a death will come.
For 2017 holds the same truth as the year that passed.

But we must not stop believing in our hopes and dreams.
Because 2018 means we're moving forth to be better than before.

Ten
Nine
Eight
Seven
Six
Five
Four
Three
Two
One, welcome the New Year with joy.
Pray for blessings of peace than ever before.
While knowing some soldiers wish leaders remember they the one at the forefront.

Pray, that the unjust get the justice they deserve.
For us very aware some serving time cause of crooked judges and lawyers.

Pray, that lost souls come to be saved.
Remember there's a message within Lamentation three and twenty-five.

Pray, that racism slowly disappears.
A racist is only as strong if you never confront them.


Pray, all leaders of any government comprehend the people they represent.
Not a party-line of distress folks dictating to them.
Which mainly is why we are in the mess we see ourselves in.

Pray, accordingly to how you feel?

Well, you are here.
A few are partying.
Not so concern about COVID-19.
Because it's 2021 a new year, some new fun.

One thing that will remain during the new year?
Is life?
Yes, that's right.
It's life.

Somethings will change according to your vision.
Some will stay the same doing this new year of 2021.

But whatever joy you chose or seek?
Make it better than in 2020.

Make better decisions.
Make better joy.
Make better memories in 2021.

Remember there is only going to be one 2021.
So make it fun.

News, worthy
Folks loves the 2nd amendment.
Preach it quicker than scriptures of the bible.
Uses tricks of words to defend it.
But legal killing with them many fails to mention.

Innocent coworkers hurt, shot, killed by a dus

From the beginning of the year.
Until the last.
I go out of my way each of them to love you 365 days of the year.

Some measure the month.
Other the days.
I do them both cause I'm glad you love me 365 days of the year.

Season changes constantly.
But notice my love goes through various degree of growth.
Yes, 365 days of the year.

We hear?
What's wrong with the youth?
Back in the day, this wouldn't be tolerated.

But back then, there was structure.
Total guidance and firm discipline.
Nothing like parents trying to appear youthful.

You know 42 trying to be 22.
Or 36 trying to act 17.
With children's now in their teens.

We knew what not to do in church?
Create no havoc in the schools.
Oh, we have "get hurt" guidance tools.

Okay, parents raised in the old school of rules.
Speak back, if you want too.
But act not shocked by what came back at you.

Parents back then were on the same page.
No calling them by the first name unless to introduce them.
They told you this.

We just knew how to act?
You knew long before Otis and Aretha sing about respect.

These 32 trying to be 17 and 42 trying to be 22 hadn't learned these traits.
They still trying to creep and have midnight dates.
Creating another 9 months carry over blessing or mistake.

In honor of myself.
I thank GOD for my imagination.
For my ability to create.

Some poetry might be corny.
Some might be brilliant.
But seven thousand poems are wonderful.

And they all upon this site.

Some, some folks will never see.
It's truly hard to believe this is my claim.
Or my theme in life.

But to write seven thousand poems is an amazing task.
****, just this second I might write one around wearing a mask.

Happy one moment.
Sad the next.
911 will forever be with us.

Policies and strifes affects us in various ways.
But innocent death is too hard of a price to pay.

Those that rushed upon this day to assist.
Was soon vanished within smoke from plane attacks of towers that define a city.

911 forever linked to destruction of the twin towers.
But from that America became a firm power.

We are us.
Hate us?
We Americans will forever love us.

Divided we might be.
But united in spirit when others rise up against us?

WE ARE AMERICANS.
And proud to be.

Think?
Why other countries seek to attack us?
We are what they are not?
A force to be reckoned with.

Unforeseen event is something not planned for.
Unless, you are God.
He created the moon, the sun and the stars.

Unforeseen events that leaves a tragedy.
Soon becomes apart of life's memories.
Like death that we all know can happen suddenly.

911, is apart of our memories.
Innocent people just doing their job.
Hadn't offended anyone, is now gone.

Why fools?
Why fools?
Do the things they do in the name of anything?
Is a question to forever wreck the brain.

Thousand of lives taken.
Thousand of families shaken.
But we go on in honoring you.

Honestly, many do.
In memory of assuring us anything can happen.
When you're not harming anyone.

Families left sad.
Families left wondering when they have 911 memories.
Innocent folks just doing their jobs.

And now they were gone.
We reflect and wonder why?
Then it's hard to explain any criminal mind.

Just think of why America stand strong?
You can attack us and we will survive.
It's within to not give in to cowards.

It's just not our nature.

Beauty's recognized, the moment you walk into anyone presence.
If, we are created in God's image.
Then you were a blessing from heaven.

A angel without wings.
But an anointed personality.
You're not about pretense.
Just about reality.

As , a Queen of beauty.
You have the power to make kings bow down.

Not a mean spirited bone in your body.
Which elevates you higher to many.

You attracts friendship.
Unlike others that distracts it.
Your company is worthy being in.

You're a search for lover.
And a loyal friend.

You must be brave without a gun.
To be brave with one.
In law enforcement you're serving a purpose.

You upholding a position of authority.
When you have a badge and a gun.

Within prison correctional officers aware of that danger.
Taught to read body reaction and vocal tone and ****** expression.
Because they have less than you do.

If you nervous when approaching a subject.
Then fear rules your heart although you have a badge and a gun.
Then you should wait for back up before approaching anyone.

Let not the gun place you in danger to hurt or be hurt.
But to protect.
Many officers wear that badge and earn various forms of respect.

Essentially, many shocked and surprised when couples divorce.
All but a few.
We know the circumstances that led to marriage.

By playing the lust came you created a nine months thing.
We know.
We have seen how hastily marriages are arranged.
To save face before a few.

Still some abandoned ship with knowledge of not taking another trip.

Where there is no love?
There is no emotion too.
Just a clingy way of existence.
Because of a couple of decisions.
Until you see a brighter picture,

Some things deserve to sail on.
And that includes love when the feelings are gone.

God is love.
Love is of God until you within the walls of church.
And you listen, you hear those speaking for him.

Offering their opinions.
Offering their views.
Without even understanding his perspective.

We, are here to comprehend.
We, are here to adjust.
While God guides us wisely.

Nothing on this  earth will easily be accepted.
Be loved completely.
If so?
Then why churches support racism in some form?
Why ministers preach against interracial marriages?
And others firm about interfaith connection.

God watches.
God question us.
And like us wonder about our personal love.

Then we only have to look at scriptures to see that nothing truly have changed but the decade.

What's in society?
Within the words of scriptures.
God watches.
God ponder.
God wonder.
Will we get in teaching lesson.

Changes occurs.
Changes happen.
Somewhere within us lies what God requires of us?

There's a bigger picture many yet to see?

Obviously, many, many black males aware that all whites don't want to see a black man rage.
They can't handle it.
They can't deal with it.

With weapons, white men love to intimidate.
Without them they hundred percent weak men.
Barely able to stand their ground without the laws supporting them.
Even when wrong?

A black man uproar in leveling out the same punishment.
Will have them running into the nearest city of protection.
And you can see that various forms of history have shown what the male population intimidates them.

Not any Asian man.
Many see them as timid afraid to create an uproar.
Not any Native American.
They taught them a lesson at the Little Big Horn.

It's the strength and face of the black male that creates to them the most fear.
But maybe their biggest threat is the black female.
The ones they feel much comfortable with.

If several black men cornered any single white man?
Hung him from a tree.
Dragged them from a car.
Or create so much ****** harm.

You have them like now running to purchase guns.
And crying about the second amendment.
Oh, I pray that black man rage never comes because they couldn't handle the mess to come.

Alone, he stood to accomplish his mission.
And now we have this fool trying to gain recognition.
A black man success is everlasting.

This present economy is because of President Barack Obama and rightly so should he claim it.
A black man success intimidates (hate to say it_ white people.

Obviously, when the next guy inherits good.
He quickly wants to acknowledge it as his.
Facts, remain this roll we on presently is because of President Obama.

Even fake newsmakers can stop the truth from being known.

A black man success rides into history.

She smiles.
I only gave her a card.
He smiled.
She only gave him her heart.

But within that lovely note.
Spoke volumes he wanted her to know.

Presents, are great to appreciate and have.
Baut nothing more than having the love of someone that cares.

She smiled.
He cried because he saw the sincerity of love within her eyes.

She kissed him and said, she could never love another man.
He laughed and cried again.
And informed her he simply a blessed man.

I turn to you.
And say to you.
I love you.
I see the same thing now that I saw then.
Someone beautiful within.

I speak truth.
I speak real.
Loving you is still a thrill.
I see the same thing now that I saw then.

No regrets.
None whatsoever?
Loving you been a blessing from heaven.

Able to love.
After all the stress.
After all forms of depression.
And yes, they come in many forms.

Able to love.
After all the hurt.
After all the confession.
Now, I'm in this session of love and romance.

Never thought I take another chance.
But you were appealing and attractive.
So my feelings we reactivated.

So I'm able to love once more.

He disses you behind your back.
Then stands before you saying you're the best.
He treats you cruel before your friends
To them they wondered ,why you hadn't down him?

They pull no punches when they before you.
They direct in saying reject the fool.
In this world there's always someone better for you.

They offer sugesstions to each other, why you stay?
Some simply states that you're afraid of lonliness.
Which gives him the idea that he's your best chance.

That romance stands no chance of finding you.

They wonder.
They wonder hard.

Some says, that because he's good looking.
You won't have a good prize upon your arm.
But, he's just one of the few guys you knew.
That had a slight interest in you.

They wonder.
They wonder when you're gonna wake up.
That this abusive man isn't the right choice for you.

And until you do.
You just be a blind walking fool.

To do away with your heart.
And eliminate your love.
Would be to abolish you forever more.

Except I can't.
Your love is money in the bank.
Too much invested.
To give you a pink slip.

You're my security.
My beneficial companion.
And to abolish you is somthing I wouldn't do.

You're not a slave.
Seeking to get away.
Your freedom is secured.
Cause you have someone to love.
Which is me.

Some against it.
Some for it.
But don't buy into the stories that constantly reported.

They might show you numbers stating about minority females seeking them the most.
But pay attention to the reporters and those stating numbers.

But in the Heat Of The Night, the movies spotlighted some truth of those seeking them the most.

They still sneak to get them afraid the child will embarrass them.
So the family send Melissa Sue Ann down south or to another city and have it done.
Saying he on a vacation for the summer.

Or like a very famous entertainer falsely lied to for decades.
The daughter have the child and her mother fools folks into thinking it's the baby.

Abortion, as much as folks hate it.
And this is your right.
It's won't stop them from being done.

Legally or illegally.
Where there is a will?
There is away.

Don't matter what faith you are?

Life is precious.
It should be cherished.
But before being a naysayer about certain life's events off decision.

Question them, and then stay reminded of certain things.
Many hate abortion.
Then cry about talking care of unwanted children.

And a few cries about scriptures of God.
As if, they are that loving spiritual force.

All laws aren't obeyed.
Especially by the preachers that preach and politicals or the ministers.
But they love advising women on abortions.
When will men learn to leave a decision to that woman.

Oh, here we go.
Men trying to dictate a woman soul.
Some against and some for it.

But more likely, it's those white males trying to control the subject.
Still, under this impression, it's their right.
Women, your narrative is being controlled by man.

Why?
When most trouble a lady face about the decision to have an abortion?
Mainly, relates to the relationship of a man.
So why not purpose vasectomy for men having affairs?

And let the ladies dictates that like men trying to control a lady body.

Oh, they purpose reasons to get one from certain events.

If *****?
Then rules might exist to give you the liberty to get one.
Then laws should be passed for his castration.

If from ******?
Again, you offered chances to have one.
Then let proposed killing this rhyme with mustard in a firing range.
Again, women shooters only.

The biggest fools are those with secrets of their own trying to pas restrictions on women to abide by.

We see this in church?
We see this in life.
Women constantly having to fight for rights that intimidate men.

Just because you pass abortion laws and regulation?
Remember that old saying told.

Where there's a will?
There's a way.

To be anything, you must make yourself someone.
Someone noticeable and recognition and success will come.

To be seen as important.
You must stand out.
It's not all about clout.
Because many come back to failure seeking attention.

To be a star, you must be willing to share.
A selfish person never gets anywhere.
It might seem like it.

So to be anything, you must stand out.
Then compliments will elevate you higher.
Think of the Good Samaritan story and you see his worth.

He went above and beyond.
Some of us have a similar heart.
But similar chose by our own will to stay in the shadows.

In life.
There are many truth.
Even amongst the falsehoods.

A boy needs his dad.
To teach him ways to be a man.
A father won't let you disrespect mom.
Who is his wife?
To him that's isn't going to happen.
And it won't many time.
If you guided right.

Dad, teaches you things a mother can't.
Altho' many tries due to cirmcumstances.
But it's dad, who teaches you to wear your pants.

This fad letting them hang.
Doesn't fly with a good father in your life.
Not even with a good woman called your wife.

A boy needs his dad to confide in.
Somethings you just can't tell mom.
Then again.
There are things he doesn't tell her.
Altho' he told you.
And sworn you to secrecy the way many mothers do too.

If you know yes sir and no mam.
Then you was blessed by two.
And as a boy of birth to mom.
Dad was blessed too.
He has someone to do things with.

It might be sports.
It might be games.
It could be a variety of things.
Even , a school play.
Which in truth many mothers attends more.
But the smile grows brighter when he see dad.
And right back at the son, who forever seems smiling?

A boy needs his dad.

Memories are made from the way you create them.
And in many sons memories dad is apart of them.
Even , if a divorce comes between mom and him.
Let not their conflicts separate them.
Because a boy needs his dad.

To a male child his mother will always be his Queen.
Which in some cases many spouses/lovers refuses to see.
The whys are many and true?
She's the first lady he will ever know.
The first woman to watch him grow.
She's his first defense protector.
Mess with a mother's child.
You're asking for confrontation.
A boy needs his mom.
And these feeling doesn't change when he's grown.

The way you approach him as an adult.
Can be measure in ways he admires his mom.
If you disrespect her.
Then to him you're disrespecting them.

The tag "mama boy" doesn't offend many.
To some it a earned honor.
just know, a boy needs his mom.
Even when he's grown.

She's the first "be quiet" or "shut your mouth" person.
Who has the ability to get it done?
Hurt his mom in anyway.
You'll face her protector.
Who is his mom?
And in this case you might get hurt by the daughter.

There's this defense system built within.
A force field in children's to watch over her.
But more so for a boy.
Even when he's a man.

If she should die.
Then he lost his world.
All because she was the first woman to ever love him.
Accepted him for his stupidty.
Accepted him for his ways.
The one truth lady to stand by him to her dying days.

Option, not your man to another.
Or bring in another as his lover.
Trouble will be created and in Srah and Abraham, we saw two nation.

But keep this in the present times.
Many women act blinded when a child is born from this union to your friend by your man.

You gave that decision with you knowing the odds of the consequences.

Read the scriptures of Haga, Sarah, and Abraham and you get a bigger picture.
There's a story here.

Sadness, written upon my face.
These memories I have of you can't be erased.
I'm a broken man(ever since you left).
Yes, a broken man(in search of self.

Every inspiration I had gone with you.
Ever Assad song reminds me of you.
Oh, I am a broken man.
Wishing to see you once more.

Some have said I push you out the door.
That I was so into myself I didn't see your worth.
When I am asked about you?
I say I can't say much.
Oh, I'm a broken man(ever since you left)

And I take this blame of being a fool.
For not taking care of you as you wanted me to.
Oh, I'm a broken man.

Like a puzzle that can't be completed because of a missing piece.

Absolve this love?
Explore this love.
Let it sink within your soul.
Cherish it like it is gold.

Worry not?
What others have?
This is ours and not theirs.

It reserved for us to care and to share.
So absolve this love?
For it is real.

It will never ever be for sale.

Proud, without regrets.
Not enrage because you upset because I'm absorbing my blackness.
You the one that ruins our image.
We just take it back.

Embrace it.
Apologize not.
We are a creative force of people.

If not?
Why?
Do you constantly steal from us?
You never are above us.

Notice, how many of you trying to like us?
But barely can touch the surface.

Run, sure.
We aware certain folks intimidated by us.
So they out to **** us.
They have already been sanction to wear a gun and badge.
Then a few are up righteous people.

We soak of joy, within our skins.
While you seek various ways to get this tan.
Ours, are a forever pigmentation.

Then look t ow many other nations.
Some of you deny that you might be linked.
Least until exposed.

Then you admit to that certain percentage of color.

Except, you can't absorb your blackness.
All because you never will fit this image.

At this moment,
a candle burn.
For everyone that has been harm.
This flame of light represent the life,
that was ended through stupidity.

It's at this moment.
where racial hate seems to end for a second.
When people seems to come together and pray.

It's the right thing to do.
And it's the thing God would want us to do.
At this moment.
While the candle burn.

Here, you are behind bars?
Locked up complaining about her girl;?(your lost love)
You address all the things you've done?
Rob, stole just to impress her.
Now, when you call?
You pretend like she doesn't know you at all.

Simply case of foolish love.
You got played.
You got tricked by a few thrills.
Now, you're locked up behind the wall.
Simply, a case of foolish love.

You knew it when you met him.
That he only had women for friends.
And , now you're trying to change him.
And gets upset when he won't forgo them.

At first you was cool with it.
Then you beginned to change once you landed him.

You knew it when you met him.
That his male friends was far and in between.
Probably had  only one he could count on one hand.

Accept his love.
Accept his heart.
Some friendships you can tear apart.

Jealous can ruin a good thing.
And being jealous of his friends will drive him away.

The biggest trap of destruction is dictating rules.
Which only apply to him and not you.

Accept his love.
Accept his heart.
Stupidty is no reason to be torn apart.

What's he suppose to do?
Spend all his time just with you.
While you stay friends with your friends.

Don't be the one having regrets.
Wishing you had the chance to do it all over again.

I can't dictate your life.
And you can't dictate mine.
We all move to different rules.

Acceptance, is needed against things we don't agree with.
Always been the rules to abide by.

We, can quote the scriptures from Genesis to Revelation.
And all God's laws.
And what He expects of us?

But, we use many of them as just men.
Who were the leaders of many sins?

Yes, we know man was made for women.
And women for men.
According to the word.

Except, we living within a world.
Where people have the option to chose?
Really, even the straight people don't want to be dictated too.

I accept your race.
I accept your view.
I accept your religion.
No, particular one preaches the exactly truth.

The highest of the high.
Accepted the lowest of the low.
He just wanted to alert him He were in charge of the show.

The human mind.
That ***** that accepts and discriminate so willingly.
While the lord God sits spiritually and watches everything.

Oh, he has those talkers that speaks his laws according to theirs perspective.
Similar to things, we states, when others disagree with us about matters.

But in heaven.
Yes, in heaven, it's about acceptance.
No segregated slot.
No segregated plots.

There you learn to adapt.
Then only a few receives invitations.

Yes, in heaven, we can't dictate.
Yes, in heaven, we can't say this what God want?
He's the decider.
The selector.

In this serenity place of tranquility  that we seek to enjoy.
You must accept that God only requires you to have shown love.

Oh, you have a great guy.
Showing interest in you.
Trying his best to show case his best qualities to you.
Then you say.
You're accepting applications.

You're just seeking the best of the best.
Whoever that might be?
Which in my mind is me.

All your suitors inform you of their greatness.
All the things they can do for you.
Except you're aware of my abilities.
While you're accepting application.

In the process.
I do notice those with financial benefits stands at the top.
So do seek them cause of the wealth involved.
And if you do.
Then I don't see love.
But , what you see as rewards?

You're simply should say, now hiring.
Cause if they don't make it through the probation period.
Then they will hear that phase, I had to let you go.

It's been nice.
Except you're not needed anymore.

Death is done for a reason.
And like life that's born.
It doesn't contain to a particular season.

But, from those losses that affect our lives.
You God is judging us to see the way we survive.
Strength comes from within.
Some can accept yor decisions.
Other want theirs to end.

Some understand this will eventually happen.
Because none of us live forever.
We live by your plans.
And we ALL die by your plans.

But while we are here.
Even for a little while.
We should be thankful to you giving us that chance.

Reflections is a sign of growth.
Where we see children grow right before our nose?
And our elderly grow gracefully.

It seems our live is a chameleon.
Where as we age we head back if older?
And the young comes more responsible as they aged.

Life, a reversal where we depend more on the youth for care?
Like we did them when they was a child.

So death will come one day.
We just don't know when, how or the way?
But, we still must accept growth.

Whether young or just getting old.

A woman can have on the longest dress.
And some  men will still think they are the sexiest things.
A woman can have on a short skirt.
And men will still think the same thing.

And women can say they are not *** object.
And those words will be true.
But in accepting the facts.
What you have does attracts?

It could be physical.
It could be educational.
It could be your concern spirit.
And last but not least.
It could be your brain.

Either way.
Somewhere in your personality.
What you have attracted a man your way?

In accepting  this fact.
Somethings won't ever change.
Just because you complained.

Not,if you're accepting the facts of truth.
Many women are living proof.

It takes one to spead love.
It takes one to spread hate.
Except, love always win in the end.

It takes one to share.
It takes one to care.
Except, these qualities are missing in many.
Did they ever learn the message?

If you hate yourself on the inside.
Love has no chance to get in.
Not even in the heart of a friend.
Who isn't looking to be your enemy.

Accept love.
Let it in.
And watch your world of life begin.

I accept you for, who you are?
Accept me, for who I am?
We all have faults to deal with.

I'm not gonna change you.
For who you are now?
What attracted me?

I'm not like those millionaires.
Who fall into love?
Then wants to change you around.
Just to please their high class society crew.

But if you decide to change.
Then I'll support you all the way.
I never been one to just join in to be anyone friend.

But I will always give respect to them.
If they earn it.
So accept me, for who I am?
As I accept you, for who you are?

Cause that's the one I came to love.
Stay the same.
Don't ever change.
Just let the years we are together make that change in that person.