I never have
I never have prepared for it.
Could care less if it avoided me.

Until I saw you.
Until I met you.
Still, I tried my best to avoid you.
Until I realize in my heart I was falling for you.

And then I realized by the touch of your hand.
Love came my way.
At first, I pretend, we would just remain friends.

But in my mind, it would truly realize.
Love came my way.
And it wasn't on a cloudy day.

That love, sweet love, your love came my way.

When I'm in a crowd?
And all our friends showing a smile.
I feel alone (so alone).

And when others mention you?
And you are nowhere nearby.
I feel alone.

Oh, how I wish you was back home.
And just to hear your voice softly upon the phone.
Send me into many dreams (I'm so alone)

Alone, am I until you back by myside.

You're not here.
You're gone.
But your memories still here.

I reflect upon our lives and what you left behind.
Ad maybe, we will meet again, when its time.
But for the moment, you're my only thought.

You're not here.
I realize it more each day.
And I am glad your memories stay.

And I don't regret a single thing.
Except, seeing you lying in that coffin and your burial that day.

My world has changed, since I met you.
It became brighter with a lot of positivity.
All the negative within me just went away.

And I thank God, thank God for you.
You that encouragement that been missing in me.
You open my eyes to see, just what I can really be.
And my world, my world has changed, since I met you.

Your lovely smile motivates me.
Your sweet word of confidence just moves within me.
And my world, my world has surely changed, since I met you.

I no longer do the things I use to do.
No longer since I met you.
My whole world lives to impress you.

And I thank God for the love of you.

Love has drained me.
Love has strained me.
And no amount of bleach can get it out.
I'm just saying.

What should have been a beautiful story.
Turn into being disastrous moment.
I'm just saying.

Nothing grows from roots without blossoming.
With us, it just didn't happen.
Because love has drained me.
My heart is dry without nourishing.

And love has strained me.
I doubt I ever want to enjoy it once more.
I bolt the door, the windows before letting it in, again.
I'm just saying.

Obviously, together, we will build this love.
It will protect and guide us.
Obviously.

Obviously, love to be the foundation we build upon.
And through it our bond will grow strong.
Obviously.

We, not competing to be like others we know.
Because it takes time for things to grow.
If, we find a purpose to add it.
Then, we simply think about it.
Obviously.

When something is good?
You find jealousy and hate.
And if our love makes them hate us.
Then let them -hate on.
Obviously, we are grown.

I been told.
Yes, loud and clear.
That within your heart love lives.
I been notified, yes loud and clear.

It flows like a river and rises like the sun.
And on a cold day love keeps you warm.
I been notified, yes loud and clear.

So, we float on the waves with no apologies.
You in my heart, you're a living dream.
And I don't need anyone to notify me of ways to be happy.

Cause I been notified loud and clear.

Someone loves me.
Who you?
Someone thinks of me daily, constantly.
Who you?
I'm just asking.

Because your name constantly mentions in friends' discussion.
To the point I think it an intrusion.
Soe says, it's my illusion.

Someone adores me.
Who you?
Someone in my dreams, my fantasies, and even more.
So, I am asking.
When they say you close by.

When, we together, just you and me.
I block everything out (just don't want to be bother)
No phones, no friends, just you and I holding hands.

When, we finally emerge?
We hear how many was trying to locate us.
And I tell them in a minute, I block everything out.
Whenever we are together.

Simple peace we are having.
Simple joy we are sharing.

Love is a tranquility medicine that has no cure.
And I'm sure when they with their love.
They block everything out.

So, we will keep on blocking.
We will keep on loving.

Love won't fade.
It multiple every day.
It can be divided and added upon.
Even subtracted from.

But at the end of the day.
Look around and see it.
It's something no one can run from.
You can try.
You can try.
Even deny this with all your heart.
But at the end of the day.

It's something you can't run from.
It motivates us.
It daily embraces us.
Just look around and you'll see it.

Just look around and you'll know where I'm coming from.

Who me?
Said to others, I adore you.
Think you the most adorable woman I ever seen.

Who me?
Who you whisper kind things about?
Have me up at might without a single regret?

Whether it me or not, I admit only a few truths.
And one truth is, I love knowing you.
Enjoy spending time with you.

Love your eyes, your voices, and more.
It's a journey I love each day exploring.

So, when friends speak about my heart.
And say, you make me smile.
I only say, who me?

I said hello, and you spoke.
The prettiest sounding tone I ever heard.
And it from only a few words.

Soon, you would become my world.

At the end of both our conversation, we say, I love you.

We laugh, we play, we love in various ways.
And only a few words started this.

And when we're apart?
You're not aware of how much you're missed?

What wrong with us?
Many have asked because we in love with one another.
Show affection toward one another.


We act accordingly living in a world of our creation high and free.
Away from trouble that others create.
But never one to run from our mistakes.

Still, we asked.
What wrong with us showing sincere love?
Other covered up with pretense.
Acting like actors in a written scene.

While our love is a living testimonial, and we celebrate it like a ceremonial.

And make no apologies, when asked?
What wrong with us?

If others let you?
Just call on me, I will be around.
If you feel?

You are solely alone.
Just call on me, I'll never let you down.

My word is my promise to you.
That this guy here will be there for you.
Just call on me.

Like a mother so protective of her child.
I will act the same way toward you.
I be your rock.
I be your shield.
What am I saying?
I be your protector.
Just call on me.

There are those in everyone lives that never keep their word.
Have to many excuses on why they can't be there?
So, call on me.
I have the time.
Just call on me.
My truth isn't a lie.

Since, you been gone.
My earth just gets worser.
Since you been gone.

O, since you been gone.
My mind just wonder.
Since you been gone.

People say I have let you get me down.
My world just broken and shaken to the ground.
That I must see the good within this world.
Just to get me over her.

Oh, since you been gone.

I am able to love.
Able to care.
Able to be there when you in despair.

I am able to feel.
Able to fulfill everything and anything.
I am just able.

There is no doubt within my heart.
There is no insecurity that we will depart.
Too much invested in one another.

I am able to love.
Able to care.
Able you be there whenever you in need.
Love, love, love, I am just able.

You saw his clothes and they were impassive.
You saw his expensive wheels and was over the hill.
And then there was me and I wasn't a big deal.

You told me everything I need to know.
That finding love simply wasn't your goal.

No one can break me.
No one can chase me.
Unless it's you.

For years I have adored you so.
For months I have told you so.
And was surprised to see you standing at my front door.

But I believed.
Truly believed in time you would see me.
And all I have to offer you.

None should doubt me.
None should prompt me.
Unless it's you.

Born with confidence to get what I seek?
Make no apologies about anything interesting to me.

Cause I believe.
Truly believe that we were meant to be.

Woman, protect her.
Love her, against evil forces.
Be your strength, be her force field.
Reveal to her, why she important.

Woman, accept her as she is.
Try not like others to mold her.
An independent woman stands out.
Only the coward bother by her.

Woman, a sincere one stand in your corner.
Not afraid to address your wrongs.
But if you are weak, eventually she makes you strong.

Kind, charming and delightful.
Brillant, determine enough to make you admire her.
Without that woman, what would you be?

Love her with all sincerity.

Sometimes, we toss words of expression with rage.
Without concerns for other feelings.
Somewhere, someone have heard, "I can't stand you".

Or even I see why I hate you?
Those moment of anger mixed with moment of truth.
And no number of apologies will change their opinion about you.

Who in the heat of rage find common sense?
Then make the situation worse with "Those words I said, I didn't mean".

But it was your moment of anger, moment of truth.
It happens, sometimes built-up rage gets the best of you.

Here, we go again.
You said I don't love you.
I guess you forgot all the things I've done for you.

I guess you're suffering memory lost.
Even that comes with a cost.
When you think of the effort I put into us.

The sacrifice I made to keep a smile upon your face.
What more?
Do you need?
I am doing my best to keep you happy.

I like me.
I like everything about me.
I like those mistakes I make.
They made me a better me.

I like my eyes, my nose, my face.
Ok, I like me.
Nothing, you can say make me hate me.
Because I like me.

I do hope you like you.

I like my willingness to learn.
I like my determination to earn.
Might or might never ever get rich.

But within my soul I am wealthy.
Because I like me.
From my head to my toe.

Now, you know.

She didn't know.
Only I knew, until you spoke the truth.
Until you went whistle blowing with it.

Telling, everything that I kept inside.
Then you spoke my honesty with pride.
Just whistle blowing behind my back.

I am not a corporation hiding my evilness.
I am just a man covering up my love.

So, tell and tell and tell.
Until I finally tell her.

I don't do love by accident.
Or even by pretense.
I am standing on purpose.
I am standing on love.
A love that sincere concerning you.

All my attention stays forever upon you.
From the moment we met I sworn my intention would be to impress you.

I don't say anything just to be speaking.
I am just not an attention seeker in the least.
I am standing on purpose.
Plus, standing upon love.
A love built solely around you.

If I can't stand for that.
I guess I just have to give it back.

We might not live in a mansion.
We might not live in a palace.
In fact, we mainly live the simple life.
But in your eyes, I am a King.

We might not enjoy the royal life.
But that isn't what our life should be like.
None could ever say I'm not loyal to you.
I cherish and deeply worship you.
In my eyes, you're a Queen without a crown.

You make me happy.
You make me proud.
And I know in your eyes I'm a King.
And been told I am your everything.
While in truth that's exactly what you been to me.

Suddenly, you came to mind more than before.
And I asked myself why?
Suddenly, I am imaging your smile.
Your eyes and your voice.

I am recalling what impressed me about you.
And it deals solely with you being the same.
Just a little older, just you being a little wiser.

Suddenly, I had to hear your voice.
So, I call you by choice.
And I had to rejoice from the moment of speaking.

Because you the same soul.
The same woman that controls my heart.
My joy, my love.

The same woman that builds me up with support.
Forever, forever in my corner.
And for me there will never be another.

Call all the doctors, none can cure me.
Call even the ministers, they can't heal me.
Because I am burned out on love.

Don't to feel it.
Don't want to see it.
Because I burned out on love.

Totally drained.
About to go insane and honestly don't want to hear that person name.
Cause I'm burned out on love.

Gave all I could.
It just did me no good.
Now, here I do stand.
Not trying to hear the word romance.
Cause I'm burned out on love.

Put the fire out.
Just put the fire out.
Because I am burned out on love.

I saw her, from afar.
And instantly she stole my heart.
There were no guarantees that she would love me.

Or even give her time to me.
But from afar everything about her stayed within me.
Then I got lucky, when she spoke highly of me.

And she just the type of woman every man needs.
A sweet woman with a sincere heart and great personality.

And it all started from afar.
This woman came and stole my heart.
And suddenly I felt like a superstar.

Don't come after me.
Because I clap back.
And it without any apologies.

Don't start something, you're not ready for facing.
For what you start?
I'm here to erase it.

So, don't come after me.
Because what you start it.
I am going to replace it.

Cry, gripe or complain.
Least, I didn't call you out of your name.

I spoke a joke.
You got offended.
I apologized.
You said I didn't mean it.

I left it alone.
Until you spoke upon it.
So, which one is it.

You can't have it both ways.

Truly blessed.
I am honestly.
He touched me.
He blessed me.

And it's a daily thing and a lovely theme.

He loves me.
He adores me.
He believes in me and my dreams.

And daily I am trying my best to impress others.

You tell your friends I'm weak.
But at one time I knocked you off your feet.
And as much you tear me down.
One day my bad luck's going to turn around.

It been said, you are laughing at my despair.
Tell certain ones, you don't even care.
But one day my bad luck's going to turn around.
So, laugh at me.
Laugh at me, now.
But one day my luck's going to turn around.

So, laugh at me now.
Laugh at me, now.

Enjoy it all.
But one day you're going to regret it.

So, laugh at me.
Yes, laugh at me now.

Eventually, I will turn things around.

If you love them?
Remember, your dad for the effort he made.
Remember him, in your best way.
Some don't the attention they should.
And against the grain of opinions, many are good.

Remember, your mother for the love.
They take a lot off of us and still reach out with love.
They your strongest supporters in any event.
Working tirelessly even when sick.
We be hurt if their love should quit.

If you love them?
Remember, your son for the things he does.
Many still brave enough to tell dad they are loved.
And many brings a frown to their dad face.

Remember, your daughter for the love she shows.
Installed in her from the parents she knows.
And kindhearted maybe when she shouldn't be.
But as a parent that passing of compassion is one of parents' greatest thing.

If you love them?
Remember those unrecognized souls.
Grandparents, if you have them left their marks too.
Some will go quickly to their grave to protect you.

Remember that uncle because one we strictly adore.
And you truly know why.
Remember that aunt in similar veins.

Same goes for various cousins too.
Some that the parents refer to as the dangerous crew.
Some you hang with will keeps guard totally over you.

None will step toward creating a storm.
When you with them.
Same with certain siblings in your life.

Just remember them in good memories.
Well, if you love them.

Within, lies love.
Yes, deep within us.
And sharing it doesn't take much.
And no one can ever deny its worth.

Within, our very existence.
Lies, hope.
Yes, deep within us.
And staying totally positive against the negative.
You become stronger.

Within us, there is the possibility.
Of everything you hope to achieve.
Yes, if you only believe.
That deep within us, we have a dream.

I kissed many.
I love plenty.
But with each one my memories come back to you.

What is it about you?
That you have this hold on my mind.
Sure, I heard from those we know that you were one of a kind.

I held many.
Dance with plenty.
But with both events my memories come back to you.

What is it about you?
That have you controlling my thoughts.
I admit you left your mark upon my heart.

Maybe, the Lord doesn't like us apart.

I worry.
I worry about my future.
I worry about any kid future.
In this very gloomy looking world.

Yes, I worry.
Worry about why love hard for folks to accept.
It requires no money to share.

Yes, I worry.
I worry about the stupid decisions; we all seem to make.
I worry about clashes between cultures.
We are very aware none better than the other.

Yes, I worry about our political climate.
Where we are seeing clowns playing the non-caring game?
Using faith as the main theme.

Yes, I worry.
So, should you.

We don't like your kind.
We are above you.
Least that what I been told.
And came to believe until we steal all your creative things.

So, he inquired?
What kind?
Am I if I might ask?

You know.
Really, I don't know what my kind is.

We bleed the same color blood.
Created the same way out of love.

The bigot, you are getting too big for your britches.
****, I never thought about that.
They seem to fit me like those overalls you wear.

I just thought I throw that in there.

The bigot.
There you go trying to confuse me.
You Nigers always confusing to me.

Sir, do you need help with spelling.
I noticed in your bigotry you left out a letter.

The bigot.
Just leave me alone.

Well, I never started the conversation.
Long been told to leave a hateful soul alone.

Love can't be erased.
Love can't be replaced.
Sure, some tries to substitute it with hatred.
But we know which word comes into second place.

Love heals.
Love reveals.
Love fulfills.
And love doesn't ask for much.
Because love is priceless.

So, yes, it's true love can't be erased.
Notice, how its constantly being chased.

There is something about love that we try to define.
But all you have to say it's one of a kind.

Not once, have I regret it.
Very hard to even forget it.
That moment when you touched my heart.

Not once, have I not admitted it.
You simply deserve to know my feelings.
That moment when I knew it was you.

Sometimes, we guess and guess and guess and be far from the premise.
But in this case, all guessing was true.
This soul here strictly grew to love you.

Not once was there any pretense.
No acting required to admit my attention.
Yes, not once.

Just as long you're in it.