Today is just a normal day,
Yet so special...
The persons you met in your whole year
The persons who care about you the most
Its there day to show
Just a little care about you.

HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYYY TOO ME!!

Sometime you hurt me
Sometime i do
Sometime you massage me
Sometime i do
Sometime you forget me
Thats the only thing
"I NEVER DO"

How can i trust
On God now!!???

Tell me. Anyone
Out there !!

Because the person
I had trusted was  
God for me...

Today, she asked me.
Are you okay? Why are you sad?

I whispered
This pain am feeling right now
Its because of you
And i just give my everything
To you but
You didn’t let me in.
It hurt when i saw you with him.
I am falling apart
When you say “i hope he like me too”

I just want your happiness
And its okay i know it will hurt alot
But now no one cares.

Everyone see your scars and injuries
But no one asked
Me ever
ARE YOU HEALED INSIDE?

I the one who use to be happy
Now the bright face feel lonely without sun
My neck will be always downward until you wont come here
Until u didn’t shine in my life

How can i let that
Person cry,

For whom....

I cried a lot and
Beg for.

I dont know
How she became
The paint of my life when
Everything is in black and white

I dont know
How you bacame the sparkle
Of my dull and tired eyes

I dont know
How you bacame
The sun of my days and
The moon of my darkest night  

Her pain pour out through my eyes
And this all happening at her behind
I am just afraid to tell
Because I can’t see my tears in your eyes

WHAT IS LOVE?
LOVE. A word sounds just so peaceful and too beautiful itself but the love between us is it really love? Or just a feeling. I know very well that love is also a feeling but “its just a feeling”. I guess it just depends how big and how true your feeling is for that particular person or a thing. Now we all say that “am just too addicted to that person without seeing her/him I cant just live” but is that really true? A chain smoker is say that he/she love smoking. But inside do they really love it? NO RIGHT. Even outside there showing that they love that thing/person do they really love it from inside too? Do we really love them? Inside that chain smoker what to leave the cigarette but he/she cant why? Because they’re addicted to it. Just like we are addicted to a person. If one day you didn’t saw that person can you survive? Ask yourself why not? Answer should be yes! Yes you will feel incomplete, you just feel that something is missing but it does’nt mean that you will die. NOW IS THAT LOVE OR JUST A FEELING? A feeling right and FELLINGS NEVER STAY. LOVE. WHAT IS LOVE? When you look at a person is that love? When your eyes are begging to see that person but what you get is only tears. IS THAT LOVE? LOVE IS JUST LOVE. THERE SHOULD BE NO SPACES BETTWEEN LOVE, NO EXPECTIONS, YOU JUST LOSE YOURSELF. YOU ALREADY TO GIVE YOU WHOLE TO THAT PERSON AND THAT PERSON IS GIVE THERE WHOLE OF THEM TO YOU. LOVE IS WITHOUT SPACES. A PERSON CAN’T MAKE YOU HAPPY, AND CELLPHONE CAN’T MAKE YOU HAPPY ANYTHING IN THIS CAN’T MAKE YO HAPPY TIL YOU SAY THAT YOU ARE HAPPY. I’AM HAPPY NOT BECAUSE OF SOMEONE BUT JUST BECAUSE I LOVE MY SELF. I DIDN’T EXPECT FROM OTHER AND FROM MYSELF.

LOVE IS YOU NOT SOMETHING OR SOMEONE.

I FEEL JAIL IN THIS BODY
I'AM GETTING SUFFOCATED IN THIS HOUSE
AND LOSING THIS ALL WORLD

I LOST MY DESTINATION
NOW NO WHERE TO GO NOR MOVE
THE THINGS I EXPECTED IT NEVER HAPPEN
THE THINGS I WANT I NEVER GET THEM

NOT IN THIS LIFE BUT MAYBE NEXT ONE
I SEE MYSELF BREAKING AND FALLING DOWN
NO ONE TO PIC ME UP NOW NOR
TO HELP ME

NOW I REALIZE
I HAVE TO DO THIS ALONE
I HAVE TO FIGHT NOT FOR MYSELF
BUT FOR SOMEONE

I HAVE TO ENJOY MY LIFE BEFORE IT GOT FINISHED FROM MY OWN HANDS........!

THEIR IS A FIRE INSIDE ME WHICH LIGHT ME UP EVERYDAY
WHICH GIVE ME A NEW HOPE BUT NOW THAT FIRE IS BURNING ME
NOW DEAD WITHOUT YOU AND ALIVE WITH YOU
PLEASE COME BACK MY LOVE, PLEASE !!

WHAT KIND OF LOVE IS THAT,
IF ITS NOT ONE-SIDED
YOUR HEART IS NOT EXCITED TO SEE HER

HAD YOU SAVED HER ALL PICS?
DO YOU LOVE HER MORE FROM DAY BY DAY?

HER TEARS FELL ON SOMEONE ELSE
BUT WHY MY SHOULDER GOT HEAVIER
SHE HOLD SOMEONES HAND BUT
WHY MY HAND START MELTING

IF SHE LOOK IN MY EYES I JUST CANT MAKE THAT
EYE CONTACT BUT WHY
WHEN SHE IGNORE ME I WANT TO TELL HER
BY EYES TO EYES THAT “IT HURT A LOT”

BUT

EVERYTHING U GIVE ME EVEN PAIN
I WILL JUST LOOK TO YOUR EYES
AND I HOPE THAT I CAN BE ABLE TO TELL YOU
EVEN ANY BIGGEST PAIN U GIVE ME ITS JUST TO LESS
THE HAPPINESS AND PAIN YOU GIVE ME
I AM THIRSTY FOR THAT PAIN FROM YEARS

WHENEVER I LOOK AT HER EYES I JUST FEEL
THIS IS HOME
THIS IS HOME

THIS IS DESTINY
MY DESTINY

Never  do this
Mistake,
While fighting for your
Love ones.

“Don’t lose your
Friendship too”

She’s suppose to be
The brightest inspiration of my life

But her few words bring
darkness into my bright days

I WILL FALL AT YOU
NOT SOMETIMES LIKE THE RAIN
NOT SOMETIMES LIKE SNOW
BUT
I WILL FALL AT YOU
JUST LIKE THE SUNLIGHT EVERYDAY
OVER AND OVER
AGAIN AND AGAIN
MY LOVE FOR YOU WILL BE
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S
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THAT DAY WHEN I MET YOU
I SMILE NOT FROM LIPS.  
ITS FROM HEART
THAT FEELING IS SO EXOTIC
NEVER FEEL IT BEFORE
DAY BY DAY FEELINGS GOT TO DEEP
I GIVE MY KEY OF MY HAPPINES
AND YOU LOST IT
AND THEN I ASK MYSELF

THE DAY WHEN I MET YOU
IS THAT GOOD OR BAD?

I loved someone
Who don’t even love me
I don’t know if they didn’t deserve me
Or i don’t deserve them
But the thing i learn from love is

“Your ready to give your everything
But then you just feel
You Don’t have something to give
But everything to loose”