She was my everything
She was my beginning
She never broke me down
She was the backbone I needed
Yet she wasn't mine
I hear her complain about him
She was mistreated
She believed she deserved it
I was here , I wouldn't dream of harming her
I wanted to see her smile
The smile that will make the goddess Athena jealous
She wasn't perfect
Yet she was perfect
Her mind was beautiful
And her beauty beyond comparison
Her scars showed how strong she was
Yet she never knew , I could never say it
I was a coward
The way she looked at me
Told me she knew
But she wanted me as a friend
I would jump from the edge of the world to see her smile
She felt she didn't deserve me
Because she wasn't the best
She was wrong
She was the best
And I lost her forever
When she took her life
Because of him
I cried but felt relieved
She would never feel pain again
As she died with a smile on her face

There was never a lie
There couldn't have been
I was there and I felt it
I saw the Nubian goddess
With shape like an hourglass
And breast like two hills
It is fertile like the
Soil of the  Nile
And when she smiled
Nothing mattered
It could all be
She was there ,she loved me
Yet it never happened
It was the beginning
Of the end
The end started
But the beginning ended
If all I could do was be a man
I never felt like one
It was the night where
I was meant to be In pain
meant to be heartless
It could never have been
But when her mouth opened
I saw the venomous fangs
And the forked tongue
Whatever she said was sweet
As honey
But as harmful as tar
I was in love
But she killed me
She was killing me
I had discovered,I was already dead
It could never have been
She was the best for me
But the poison that will take my soul
I knew I had to leave
As I took my bag
And gave her one last hug
As the bag dropped
And the door closed
As I slumped
She was poison
Yet she was my poison
I have died a thousand times by her hands
But I don't want to live without her

I am gonna tell a story
A story so old it would
Be as old as the world itself
This was a time
When the world was at peace
And there lived a lady whose
Smile could melt the hardest heart
She was so beautiful
Yet she didn't know
She had a crest on her chest
She was a princess
I thought
If she isn't then it's the people's loss
I couldn't look away
I had to speak to her
But I was lost of words
I stood there just staring and smiling
And then she spoke
she was friendly
I was lost but didn't know
There was nothing that she did
That didn't look perfect
I was so scared
I trembled
If I made a friend
Would I lose a lover
She was just perfect
Yet I only saw what I could
There was never a better soul
If the world had ended
It would have been alright
Yes I was a kid
I didn't know what I felt
And didn't know how to explain it
I thought it to be infactuations
And I let it go
She matured like fine wine
She was more of a princess then
And now she's a queen
Who deserves everything
she has everything
But she still doesn't know
Who she really is
She is everything
Without her there is nothing
She would put her mates to shame
with that smile on her face
She would take over the world
it would be a better place
There has never been a much better person I know
and i won't have it any other way
I am happy I know her
And am glad I do
And each time just to see that smile ,I would turn the world upside down
Just to see her smile.

the time has been foretold
the hearts have been broken
they all know what should be seen
they all know what should be done
yet no one believes in what they can do
i wait to be fed
i wait to be cloth
i do not move to build
the truth is the truth
unless we say its not
Or are we all liars ?
you came up to me and i broke you
you came up to me and you destroyed me
yet we all have to smile like we are whole
that makes us all insane
does that mean i am mad
my world has ended
my life has begun
and i yearn for the truth
yet i have been described as the mad man
do i really need to belong
or do i need to eat the truth
or feed you the truth
no it has ended because there never was
and there never will be
all else has failed as i am now unknown
Who am I?
i am the unknown
cause i never existed
Or did I ?
i can never know
i don’t remember
i do not exist
Or do I?

there was a place
where everything was peaceful
and the world was beautiful
yet, i never felt at peace
and i decided to leave
this place so long ago
and now i am here
yet , i am not happy
or satisfied
my life has never been more bleak
and then i saw her
with eyes that bore through my soul
there and then i had a purpose
before she smiled
i was in love
in love with her
but she was so far away
she would never be mine
but my life worth living
just to see her smile
she was perfect
i guess
she is everything
but did she notice me
or was i a speck of nothing ?
i have but one wish
let my word be my bond
let my heart speak on my behalf
and the world listen as i speak
i want to be iota
of everything that is nice and perfect
if i could i would be
but then am i yet there ?
i want to be the perfect description
of everything i believe
in that my life and it could be
PERFECT.