could i be a king ?
could i be a god ?
if i could be all things
then i am nothing
there comes a time when been nothing
is better than been all things
its only when you have
lost all things
then will  you know what value is
if i knew from the start i would know
from the start
i would have hungered for nothing
so i will gain
what i didn't know i needed
rather than get all things i want
and lose all things i need
or am i crazy ?
tee hee hee
oh am i ?

if man is an island
then the whole world is an ocean
if i was a fish
then everyone is a shark
i have dreamt of being able
but never capable
all i could do is watch my world crumble
as if i was a pebble
that just watches
all of its home crumble
or am i that fly perched
on the wall watching with my eyes
as everyone swats at me
could i be this hated?
what have i done ?
all i do is what i was created for
is it my fault ?
whose fault is it then?
whose fault ?
i am asking
is it yours or your?
is it mine ?
i never knew what it meant
all i could do is escape
but who would take me ?
who would save me?

if all i could do is breathe then i rather die
if all i could see is the sky i rather be blind
if all i could do was walk i rather be lame
all everyone does is complain
no one says thank you for the little they have  
or for the strength they have
but i am no better
i do the same
my eyes keep bleeding from
comparing my life with others
but it never changes
i take the grubs am given
complain when i am home
its always the same thing
day after day
but i would never speak up
i want to be strong
but my heart betrays me
my body weakens and never supports me
i am a visitor in my host
i bear its identity but it never knows mine
i could write an encyclopedia on my host
but i am still a stranger to myself
who am i ?
when does my journey end ?
what is my purpose /
i am a robot with no programmes
i am scrap metal that was built together but not completed
my life is an error code
all i am
is a blip
i do not exist
i am nothing
if i fell into a never ending replay
my life would be better than it is
if i went to hell my life would be better than it is
if i died i will be the
happiest man alive
death evades me
it can't touch my flaws
all i am is flaws
i couldn't live
i do not understand the concept
i don know what love is
i don't feel anything
i am nothing but scrap i am useless

My life never stops
My dreams never end
My nightmares are real
I could only see the darkness
But i had no eyes
I dine with death
He never wants me to die
He could ****
He could never dream
His soul was gone
His heart hollow
He could never believe
It was all a dream
But then i woke up
And the nightmare continued
If only he lived
If only he thought
I was dead
He would never have been there
He was my friend
Yet we spoke
Nothing but screams
The hell was real
The pain was real
But my soul never existed
If only they knew
I wasnt alive
Am a legend
Stories been told by the undead
To scare their kids
No one knows my name
No one knows me
My name is Erobus
I am darkness
I am nothing
And everything

My world is a lie
My dreams dont exist
My tongue loves to sleep
My eyes always sleeps
Never again will i dream
Why should i ?
No one cares
Not even my dream does
But then i saw the night sky
In there was a reason in itself
The darkness so thick it took all my problems away
But never again will i want to see the sun
Why should i ?
It shows all my flaws
But never my good sides
My dream ended
My life ended
My soul longs to hold
But at the end who will it hold?
I am in love with the sadness
It loves me too much
Yet i strive
And when i hear the sky talk to me
It was love that would never end but the daytime came