I was beginning to think i mattered
I began to feel i mattered
Yet nothing told me otherwise
I was in love
Or i believed to be in love
She told a different story
Her touch would make me sing  beautiful symphonies
Which i  always got lost in
And yet i never got enough
I began to understand what i saw
As she walked up to me
And pushed me on the bed
And then she came ontop of me
As she kissed my lips  humming a beautiful song
She looked me in my eyes and said
The words i always wanted to hear
That she loves me and wont live without me
And she went back to kissing me as i cried tears of joy; i never wanted this moment to end and then i heard a bang
My eyes opened , i was dreaming
I was alone in my room
And i looked into my phone
And not even one missed call
I have had enough ; i jumped out of my window
As i was falling i saw her entering my house
As i hit the floor and my blood was spilling
As i lost consciousness she whispered i love you ; it was too late , and then the lights went out.