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Jane Dec 2014
There is a girl in the back of my class
Who hides her own face
So no one can tell she’s broken like glass
She signed her name in the skin with a blade
And the blood that poured out were like the tears on her face.
The tears never stop because of the bruising on her face
Her home is like hell
And this school is purgatory
Where it’s impossible to survive without being tormented by those
With the pretty chiseled faces and newly fixed noses
They scream words at her
Painful enough to do the damage of bullets
They shoot and shoot and shoot
Yet you’re the one who takes your own life
How do you escape a nightmare
When you’re already awake
But she found a way
Jane Dec 2014
If I should choose to leave
A life worth living
Would people notice my seldom heard words
Would people notice the burden we've been bearing on
Would people notice the way we silently disappeared
From a cold stony world
Where people's beauty is measured by social media
If I should choose to leave this life
That's not worth living
Would I leave a legacy
Or just another whispering voice down the halls.
Jane Aug 2016
My dearest daughter I know it hurts
When he comes home late and bangs at the door
You mustn’t fear what he will do
Because you are the strongest soldier
In this war of life

I can hear the way you cry at night
My tears fled from my eyes the same way
When the nightmare ended and I could sleep
To prepare for another day at the front

I can see the blood and bruises
That escapes from your small fragile body
I know it hurts when he hits and kicks
I was once the victim of his lustful hate and anger



Get into bed my daughter
He’s almost home
He nursed a bottle of gin all night long
Enraged and drunk, a terror to us all
But don’t worry dear daughter
Just crawl inside the wall

Lift the vent so he can’t see
That you’re here tonight
And not yet asleep
Don’t worry my love he can’t get you then
I wish I had known these hiding spots
When daddy came home past ten

He is here my sweet child
Don’t make a sound
He’s angry and loud and ready to pound
I remember the nights when he was out of control
And no one listened to the screams that escaped my mouth

My little one do you know why I’m not there?
Daddy hurt me the same way he hurts you
It’s a sad story
But no one seems to care
Hush my dearest he’s found you now
Run and scream to draw a crowd

I’m sorry my dear that no one cares
When you call for help with no response
Don’t be afraid my sweetheart
There’s no need to cry
Because you are in my arms tonight
Jane Dec 2014
I don’t want to face the sun, the moon, the sky
Why open my eyes
When I see what I’m surrounded by
No one knows how the hell that goes on
I’m chained to the agony
That bears on in my heart
Everyday is a war
Killing the enemy occurs in my mind everyday
The despicable soul never rests
It lies within
She’s a monster of insecurity and depression
She screams to escape
So I help her
With tiny white capsules
I finally did it
I killed my enemy
I killed her
I killed me
Jane Oct 2015
My heart bears the weight
Of a thousand suns
When he is near
The cadence of his words
Echoes in my ears
If I should die in his wake
I shall do so with exultation
For I've never known a boy
So poetic
As to speak conversations
In tongues of music
But cupid's steel bow
Could not change his eyes
Towards me
If I were to glow a pellucid white
His eyes would not be blinded
If I were to be a goddess
He would not be compelled
To praise
But I am a lowly girl
Whose somber face
Is filled with tears
For who could ever love
A girl so weak in heart
And so meek in words

-j.y.

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