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 Aug 2015 Jane
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 Aug 2015 Jane
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The emptiest hearts,
Are the heaviest to carry.
 Aug 2015 Jane
J
Trying
 Aug 2015 Jane
J
I always wonder why I bothered to try,
Knowing I'd end up failing and cry.
So curious, why?
What's worse is my attempt to retry.

I'll always end up failing,
I'll always be praying
For whatever I'm aiming
However, it'll end up fading.

It's fine cause I've learnt my lesson.
To carefully listen
To the voices that deafens.
Hope for the suffering to lessen.

I learn to give up on everything
I need to stop bugging
So quit worrying
The answer to this, is stop breathing.
Why bother trying
 Jul 2015 Jane
J
Isolate
 Jul 2015 Jane
J
Isolation.
My loner self's building foundation.
The leading cause of my devastation.
Isolation, the reason of my creation
At least there's relaxation.
Why's there even discrimination.
I stopped all the procrastination
To help with the world in manipulation
I'm driven by self determination
However I'm unnecessary in the formation
I suffer so much accusation
My will to continue is such an admiration
Everyone doing something with aggravation
Their ignorance is such a fascination
Yet I want an explanation,
What's the complication?
Anything you'll accept as compensation?
If you've done some observation
You'll notice my only motivation
Aside from my hate toleration,
What kept me going is my impersonation
Making you think my life's okay
In actual fact I'm in condemnation.
 Jul 2015 Jane
J
Life
 Jul 2015 Jane
J
Life is like a game we play,
It can take quite long, even a whole day.
On a typical game, they try to make you lose.
Either way, you still can't refuse.
There's still a slight possibility of victory,
The cheat to this game is still a mystery.
The odds are never in your favour.
There's no one to be your so called 'saviour'.
You're on your own,
What ever you're doing, you're still alone.
Forming alliances is a choice,
It's a risk, go ahead and roll the dice.
Are you certain you can trust the person?
Will he be a burden.
Doubts certainly creates restrictions,
Unsure which voice you should listen.
The game of life is truly balanced,
It makes it more of a challenge.
Although it may seem biased,
I've gotta be honest,
It's fair and doesn't go your way,
Even if it doesn't go your way, you can't run away.
You have to stay,
Until the end of the day.
Continue to play,
Do not disobey.
The rules of life are simple,
They just come in a complicated riddle.
Solve the unique puzzle,
Avoid causing any trouble.
Life's a game.
 Jul 2015 Jane
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 Jul 2015 Jane
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I wish I had given him some space,
So that he never needed any more*.
 Jul 2015 Jane
J
Myself
 Jul 2015 Jane
J
I'm always the odd one
Everyone enjoying the fun
I'm alone with my mind lost,
I'm gonna always be the last
Everyone has that one friend
Who they can fully depend
But I'm just a **** loner
Trying to get closer
But as I grew older
I gave up and said this is over.
 Jul 2015 Jane
Gun Boy
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 Jul 2015 Jane
Gun Boy
.
And yet I thought I was so naive to think that things were going better  
You were my one and only.
Someone that I thought would rescue me from my apocalypse.
Your long messages.
Your encouragements.
It meant so much to me.
And it all disappeared in just a split second when you said "I don't love you anymore".
Guess who's back.
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