Life is like a game we play,
It can take quite long, even a whole day.
On a typical game, they try to make you lose.
Either way, you still can't refuse.
There's still a slight possibility of victory,
The cheat to this game is still a mystery.
The odds are never in your favour.
There's no one to be your so called 'saviour'.
You're on your own,
What ever you're doing, you're still alone.
Forming alliances is a choice,
It's a risk, go ahead and roll the dice.
Are you certain you can trust the person?
Will he be a burden.
Doubts certainly creates restrictions,
Unsure which voice you should listen.
The game of life is truly balanced,
It makes it more of a challenge.
Although it may seem biased,
I've gotta be honest,
It's fair and doesn't go your way,
Even if it doesn't go your way, you can't run away.
You have to stay,
Until the end of the day.
Continue to play,
Do not disobey.
The rules of life are simple,
They just come in a complicated riddle.
Solve the unique puzzle,
Avoid causing any trouble.

I'm always the odd one
Everyone enjoying the fun
I'm alone with my mind lost,
I'm gonna always be the last
Everyone has that one friend
Who they can fully depend
But I'm just a **** loner
Trying to get closer
But as I grew older
I gave up and said this is over.

Toxic and unstable
but I am far from able
to resist your touch
even when it hurts this much.

You have my all.
You are my downfall.
Crush me, and keep me for eternity.
Break me in your hands love,
where I will always be.
Crush me, into pieces, all of these pieces
Crush me, and keep me for eternity

Tired and I'm wanting
to embrace this haunting
Feeling deep within,
the ache of you beneath my skin.

Life's considered by many as a win or lose, maybe a draw-game
For most, victory is achieved along with fortune and fame
Honestly, that's a lie, what people are trying to claim
Being poor and happy or being rich and happy, isn't it the same?
Wealth provides a gap, but you can be satisfied without it, no shame
It's just the beast of appreciation that we have to tame

A loss, however, is when a person gives up on his existence
For instance, when he/she's facing depression and keeps their distance
They need assistance, but don't get it because of passive resistance
Even with the insistence of their peers they keep up a stoic appearance
With a fake smile written over their face needed for subsistence
No other choice, they're presence will turn into a reminiscence

What about a draw? That's probably when one's life isn't fulfilled
Everything they built is destroyed, to gild the truth that
blood was spilled.

How foolish of me,
my eyes so blind I couldn't see.
Why did I even bother trying,
I'd eventually fail while sighing,
This was all my wrong doing
I hate this feeling.
What was wrong with me
I had no opportunity.
Not even a single chance,
My mind stuck in a trance.
You'd fall for the other
I'm sorry I ever bother.
I'd never forget you,
Even if I'm your number two.
Hold on, I'm the isolated one
Go ahead and enjoy the fun.
I'll sit back and depress
But for your sake, all my feelings will suppress.
Don't worry about me.
My mind has been set free.
I won't give up on you, sadly I gave up on myself.
Just promise me you'll take care of yourself.