So many lies I've been told
It makes me wonder if these
People were misinformed
And they knew no better
But now their words are
Ingrained in my head and
I can't seem to differentuate
Between the lies and the truth

What the ****
Get hit by a truck
That would be my luck
I feel stuck
Pass the buck
And let me die alone
In this old age home
So ****** of what I've sown
It ain't much to be shown
Take the razor to my wrist
And let the note be my final list
Of the **** I should of done
No more wishing under the sun
It has always been number one
Can't find no woman to ***
Has it always been this way
I just want to forget these days
And hope very soon I decay

We sit so quietly
Looking at the t.v.
Listening to music on there
Letting the melodies ryhme
Why don't we have nothing to say?
Are we that insecure?
I'm too old to play games
That much I know for sure
It's a warm beautiful morning
And we're stuck inside
It rained the night before
So the ground is quite wet
We sit on uncomfortable furniture
And let the time pass by
Oh, how slow it is going
Because we have nothing to say
I like it when it is quiet
But this is too quiet that it is piercing
I wish I had something to talk about
But it's best to shut my mouth
And continue to listen to this music

It felt so good
To rise above the hurt
And all of the *******
The drama in my life
Has been vanquished
There is nothing I let
In without my permission
And hope has always
Been there to lift me up
In times I just wanted to
Give up

Drifting by the shore's imaginations
Little creatures crawling into fascination
By the heart of all creation
Monarchs of time's evaluation

Sacred lands at the bottom of the sea
Tiny organisms whisking by endlessly
The darkness fighting with the light's dreams
No where to go but forever and  a day deep

I felt something I never felt before
Was I dreaming or could it be a guiding light?
There I longed to be comforted some more
Rescued by the haziness of the night

It was once dark in here
Only a shimmer of the moon
Not much is really clear
The fog isn't lifting too soon

I cry out to the heavens
I get no response
I feel cold again
I feel lost

Then you appear in my life
Showing me which way I should go
I should call you an angel by this time
But there are many things I don't know

Are you a guiding light
Waiting right by my side
I turn and look into your eyes
Comforted is what I find

The darkness has no power
You caress my hand
Life is no longer sour
You let me understand

The direction I was going wasn't right
You was there to show me love
I will forever remember your insight
Your touch was soft as a dove

The days are numbered
It feels all the same
Why all the busyness
Just driving me insane
Can't escape the illusion
Of wandering days
Time runs deep
And then slips away