Had Breakfast with destiny,
Ate lunch with faith,
Dinner with Longevity,
A night cap In space,
Connected the stars
eye constellate,
Defied Gravity
everyday I a wake,
On the highway to Heaven,
It's been one Hell of a ride,
As long as this rock shifts,
There's enough time to persist,
There’s never enough
Time for this
It doesn't even Exist!!!!

All be it/
  26 characters the all seeing/            
         power of the alpha bet
            with all reason/
            that narrate
  the duration of all seasons/                  
            depends on how
you read, write or speak it/rearrange each one in sequence/which it emanates breathing/
         Jotted  course
the premium power source?
          You better believe it/
without it could we evolve highIy,                    
           highly doubt it/  
what's it worth? a thousand/combinations depicted one picture/                    
    it can verse like a scripture/ traverse the universe in an instant/  for instance holy grail mystics/
             time tested neglected
        

   your vested interest/
                

ever lasting/
        centuries of persistence/
or millennial
      asking your self what's the linguistics?/
                       perennial
In case you missed it/
                     consistence
upper case lower case consonants  
A E I O U      vowed to vowels too/              
           money is power truth
letters are powerful/
go ahead and deprive
Forget to cross the t's
               And dot those i's
          The word is they'll devour u's/
Double back, understand
   Scour through intolerable/
       Locate valuables
         Lost gems and drop jewels/
            These letters if you allow      
               them too/
                Will essentially Eternally gratefully empower you/

In the distance whizzing whistling of wind/
leaves leaving they no longer want to branch/
the romantic sways of the trees seduced into a trance/
embers crackling moonlight pierces the window frost/
squeaking of stiff wooden boards/
sounds of the still/
wolves howl hoots of the night owl/
falling stars decorate enhance the onyx skies/
surreptitiously cold seeps cause a brevity of sleep/
Flame of the lantern flutters/
Abstract shadows on the cupboards/
Antsy impetuous croaking crickets/
The wee hours are upon us/
The due protrudes the railing on the porch/ The crisp air signifies the north/

If the present is a gift
Then I'll just keep it/
The Past reveals secrets
The future doesn't cease/

it

Exist in an infinite abyss/
Tomorrow is myth amidst a mist/
A barrage of nothingness/
Black hole nothing less

A mirage A persuasive oasis/
A collage
plans that never pan out/

searching for something else

Tunnel vision
the peripherals stand out/
Found it
Ousted  
It's a miracle hands down/
How we prepare for the next day
Its always right now/

Like now or never
But now is never/
Understand that
forever never arrives

The real money is time/
It's cheap for the moment
Pay attention

Take your time/
Let it accrue
Then Spend to own it

If someone devised a plan
To isolate a man
Turn his friends against
****** power from hand

What if they spread rumors?
What if they controlled your
Phone?
What if they payed your boss
And all whom was employed

What if no one believes
In volume from tongue
Seek to Sought refuge
With no where to run

How would you survive?
Would you well up and cry?
With all odds against
Would you stand up and  try?
Lay down and die

What is ones faith
when others can manipulate
Distort views of others
Perception than smothered

Would you complain and wine?
Or stand up and try?
Give up and go
Surrender and die

Would you continue to fight
Through dusk and dawns light
Maintain spiritual height
Integrity delight

Would you wonder why?
With blank look in eye
Feeling of no hope
Surrender and die

Maybe you’ll hold
your head high?
Again
Stand up and try
Again
stand up try
Again
Stand up and try!

Pandora's box of paradox/
fair enough wether fair or not/
no collaterals that parallel side to side lateral/
longitude to get latitude/
empirical
did the study
its comparing two/
polar opposite/
the magnitude approximate/
the art of it /
aesthetically
word architect/
why?
for the beauty lies
in truth of the eyes/
optic blind scrutinized
in a blaze of glorious do or die/ horrendously stupefied stupendously crucified  
and the winner is/
the first loser
take second...
let it flow through you/
positives negative the imperative slow user
that it's not important/
the leverage is
an even surface/
the question is
is it even worth it/
topped the bottoms was left deserted/
insides out dying for a purpose/ life/
surviving this
only now that I notice/
probably how does it grow/possibly from the seed composed/simply put it's complicated
I now understand my obligations/
the miss understood
all the bad has made it/
An utterly good obfuscation/

Late mornings or early nights
Internal struggles an eternal fight gripe when ever cradling life
A gift endowed upon is heavy
Handed stranded with opinions
The pen becomes a machete
Instead of jotting
turns paper into confetti
spilling my blood
on looken like spaghetti
expedient measures
the recipe warrants a recipient
of a John beard
ingredients inter-whine
you could smell it in the air
master sommelier  
An acquired taste took years
1 meal serves plenty
Being great takes time
It stole many!!!
it stole minds!!!
So many!!!
I gave it my all I'm so empty
Tapped reserves
what my soul lent me
If I was trying to impress you
Would you then befriend me?
If you was impressed?
Doubt it
So I Feel alone when its crowded
When I'm alone I'm crowded
With these thoughts surrounding
Hounded whicha what way
There's a certain price
you pay
for talent

Behind every Great Man
There is a greater woman to his side,
Classy Gal that oblige,
Knows when to let him stand in the front
Witty enough to challenge his mind,
Smart enough to know he'll be stupid at times,
Food for thought yea
she'll make you swallow your pride,
Above the small talk,
Strong enough to over  look his weakness,
She's on a ledge,  
when he's on edge,
or compromised to inconvenience,
She's confiding her confidence boost
will make you feel like a genius,
Strictly lenient, the arbitrary venus,
The better half per say,
Staring at her face you'll question your own faith,
How could nothing make something so great?
For peat sake yes she's a bit pretentious,
For keep sake she'll never leave you defenseless,
she pays much attention inline she's no cheap skate,
New birth love born from the soul mate!

Ignorance is bliss
hell if I know
heaven if I didn’t

Not knowing the in-particulars

Can be evocative
As a child’s drawings
Ignoring detail
Not on purpose
Yet vibrant

Seeing our world
Guised as an infants
eyes
Helps you
remember why

Misguided

And how we all forgot
Those Precious Times

When you never knew
A dislike
Only love

My dislike is that
A love so concentrated
Is infinitely gone

Diluted as we clash
With life
head on

The ability to Recall
those nights
Held closely to heart
Is heart warming

What a reference
To refer
Especally
When the hate
Starts to
storm in

Ignorance is bliss
It tires me
The entirety
The irony
in this

Ignorance is bliss
Hell if I know
Heaven if I didn’t

Every thought is a process
subconsciously conscious,
Taste, site, touch, smell, listen.....
Trying not to notice the nonsense,
Mission impossible a subliminal conquest,
The journey is yours I'm just noting the progress,
My presence is omni my attitude pompous,
My concepts  are visual projected through context,
My  obsession  is more satisfied with non less,    Indent   Nospace to breathe out so I invent,
If you try not to think about it,
It  makes  perfect   sense,
synapses  brain blips can become so Immense!

Malcontent characteristics recalcitrant inhibitions
unaware, unaware of conditions borderline severe heuristic clarified the ebb an flow  preventive
growth had to learn
on my own to listen
mr know it all
didn't know at all
the time it took
he didn't tell me
just handed a book
I handed it to the shelf
finally read it
evaluated myself
wealth of knowledge felt
like nothing, like nothing else so I sought to
challenge my thoughts
question my purpose
the rhythm of history
gave notes took notice
That change was focus
In continuous motion

Birds of a feather flock together/
We have no feathers so we run together/

as individuals

Two heads are better than one
And that's the minimum
Requirement/
The outcome is determined by the
general
Acknowledge it/
Follow good leaders and lead good followers
The problem is
no ones up to solving it/
A select a few
Perpetual intellectuals
The Rest vegetables
War what is it good for
Abolishment/
Eradication
From savagery
Toward civilization
Now savage nation
Prerogative/

Granted/

Provocative
Inclination we hoist
  pedantic's/
components change
But The operating
basis stays the same
Famished/
hungry for change
Dollars are appetizing
6 million ways
To do nothing
Tragic/
Feeding Negativity
Food for thought
Absolute positivity
postulate/
No man stands alone
Obvious/
so start
Until you build
your on
Conglomerate/
Aggregate with
Those that's dominant
Then accomplish it
Anything else
Is a zombie pit/
Walking dead
Become prominent
Set precedent
Become astonishing/
It's all in
Following good leaders
And leaders  good followers/

Watch who you alloy WITH/
tools you employ WITH/I emphasize
WITH/
no exaggeration/
emphatic to their exasperation/
no caption no captain  all to captivating
verbose elocution what? verbose?
what ever
You write doesn't become rote/
the execution of the elocution of the words that Were spoke/
problems arose oppose deal with them aplomb/
synchronizing with flows currency is then what becomes/
electrifying with these verbs action astound/
pound for pound every now and then do a thing with a noun/
pronounced or
yet possibly you haven't notice/
surmount the insurmountable couldn't count the posers/
when most fake it you get most focus/
internalize their emotion fuel the fire ferocious/
fandom analogous?
non comparative/
A new style I guess/
tandem me and 26 The Narrative/

And he said:
To your surprise I am not
In your disguise disgust/
discuss  just/
As I thought I was a failure what a fool I fooled myself /
I consumed the gods/
they looking down from the skies like well we'll put him through hell surely he'll fry/
were most would melt he became one hell of a guy/
immeasurable odds somehow he survived? Who is this cat he must have 9 lives/
initially just joshing/ oh no he won't he thinks he's awesome/
let's put him situations that are extremely awkward/
at first he's awful through a span of time they're awestruck/
full of aw robust/
cunning resilient brilliant and such/ wipe that smile off his face this is a must/
with no one to trust he conjures up/ courage
to brave the waves of subliminal rage/
Those where the times these are the days/
he clings to nothing else but his blind faith/
he stops looking for an excuse an excuse to escape/
NEO the matrix he turns and face/ No He screams I am not afraid/
I believe by all means the conquest of my dreams/
fear is like limits its not what it seems/
a sudden cool addresses his body pure serenity/  
so well versed he became his own worst enemy/
his consummation of the gods showed what he could be potentially/
Essentially they haven't observed the likes for centuries/
From humor to anger anger to eventually/
They finally cast him up to....?












To be what he was meant to be.

You ain't going to listen to anything I tell you
unless something
with my mind moves
be mindful
mind fools
I
used two
when eyes close
the one eye rules
last night I dreamed
in 1080 P
Both eyes closed
Some how I
always see
Nothing that
has to do with me
I look different
Like I?...I?...I?
3 different
views
Mind, Body, Soul,
Insufficient
Watched the preview
The vision of
The vision
Unadulterated  precision
Now it's division
Split screen
Black and white
And colorful
All kinds of hues
Spewed within contrast
Strewed
Better being first or last
The first through
Does not last
The last is late
But recognizes
Every previous mistakes
Such a nice guy
So mean
With what it takes
Can't you see?
It's the update
The new improved
An upgrade
The evolved
A scope
Why I be up late
For certain
The days are fake
Y'all can't relate
I'm in a hole Different place
Message displayed
I hope the last
Can learn from
My mistakes
Get to a higher
Level and control the stage
My autonomous faith
Causes the non judgers
To say
judgmental per say
I just say Touché

Filtered my soul t
Tussling with life
The tension
It’s dense
Obstructed light
It’s tense
Washed up
seeking a potential rinse
A spiritual cleanse
Weakened knees
The last leg
Finished
Requested permission
souls beg
Pains you can’t see
That traverse the head
A quick whiff of character
Negative voice
Alternate the narrative
Stay grounded
What’s underneath
Same old discoveries
Massive hide and seek
What’s founded
None hark
As the soul speaks
Deflated
As the hurt leaks
Emotional bagged
Lurks deep
Read between
With articles
Of clothing
Disguised what
Lies Beneath
One tear
Is a luggage
Of truth
The pillow seeps
Rooted in honesty
Every cry
Layers shed
souls filter

Woop As the siren blares/

Scared nervous/
I hear a loud pull over!/

Its the Grammar Police/
awwww snap
They want to see my diploma/

I keep my hand on the pen
Like I don't even notice/

In my window of opportunity
Asking/

Son Do you know why I pulled you over?/
Cause I'm in the office
sir writing these poems?/

I take full responsibility
I don't got no diploma
I just got this GED/

He said that's not good enough
Put down the pen son
Your coming with me/

Now there's Turmoil thru the streets
drama around every corner/

There should be no commas
Period I question marked your honor/

Butchering with clevers
run on sentences for ever/

The alphabet guys set up
Planted evidence missing letters/

Sworn I had it down to a T
The I before E
how does that go?/

Well don't look now
I done broke another law/

How ever this may trouble you
I keep my vowels sometimes Y & W/

Somethings not write I'm reeling feeling uncomfortable/

Is it me?
Well don't you see/
A fused two V's?/

That's my story
I'm sticking to it
my testimony/

Yet we speak it double U/
confused by another rule/

They label me an outlaw
In the middle of the court room/

A mystery/ A victim being pursued/ by the Grammar police/

The jury siding with the prosecution
I may never be released/

Its Invictus/
The defense rest
Now they have an eye-witness/

With an eye on who did this/

There,     their,      they're,      hair,     heir      and..... here/

The Ironies in the rule book/
similar sounding confused look/

If i where to spoke this and not
wrote this you would have not notice/

No no Input
was it done on purpose?/
For a purpose?/

One things for certain/

If l lay dying dead in the street
It's cause you took shots at me

Just remember I wasn't perfect/

But you are the grammar police
Just doing your job I know working/

Honesty the lost art/
  Honesty is rare
it should cost a lot/
  It would be sublime if
We could find it/
  Honestly, honesty is the best policy/
We should treasure the
thought cherished engulfed/
  combined with
Loyalty
  till death do us part/
I yurn
The lies tiring
  like ones sleepy
lay down Suffocating to a corpse/
  Thought is boss
employ by it
  We're all guilty I guess/
Liar liar in court
  A sentient being-ness/
Troth be told
  I can't believe in this/
Question,
  Am I the only one seeing this?/
Or only me blind and ain't            Seeing ****/
  I try and **** it out
its epidemic, Chronic/
The remedy Poetry Hop
   Visual Sonnets/
**** naked in
  My correspondence/
Articulating articles
  Waiting for responses/
Is it a defense mechanism
  Of the conscious/
Honesty? Honestly/
  Seems like everyone's
Not doing it so its gotta BE/
  Non honesty
The ever lasting Prophecy/
  And were full filling it
The good succumbs
  To the villainous/
My willingness/
  To compromise my will
I guess/
  You could interpret as weak/
Most realize
the Inside scoop
  Yet everyone tells lies
non interested in truth/
  Me, a victim and a suspect
An on going cycle yet/
  I ask what's next/
as if I didn't know
   Where the L lies underlying Facts can't grow/
  HonestLy, we all lose an L to Honesty!

A convolution of illusions
a mirror of houses

you can touch
But you can't look

home is where the heart felt
the window of opportunity
is not as it appears

theres no door for
opportunity to knock here

Examine the picture
the landscape rocks bare

backyard is cinder blocks
jungle of concrete
gated community
black metal fences

grass ain't greener
on the other side
it's just pretending

Artificial turf
intellectual property
constructed
on top of dirt

priceless
nothings worth

Building
a million stories
No won's heard
Wild cattle famished
Tragic loses perturbed

I gather
well rather disturbed

Collective incidents
Between the cracks
Inconspicuous
You had to observe

For the eminent
Collapse may seem
Absurd

A Foundation built
Upon a house of words
Could stand and withstand
As far as we've known

Certain curtains blind
to not work in
worth it?
grind/
jobbing jogging
through
these vision in my
noggin/
Aww man I'm all in
flogging/
i just do this
I thought you knew this
pardon    my excuses
I'm Popeye you Brutus
or you Brutus I'm julious/
cease of Rome
this is a non movement
gone
no where secluded/
Nothing to prove
I proved it/
engulfed in normal nothing's hypothetically speaking
theoretically thinking
poetically sequence
abusive knot tied/
if we fade apart
not for the faint of heart
nor for the tainted dark
for those With the lighted spark/
despite
no regards when harsh
delighted to ignite then march/
Cause opposing forces to stop
Draws equally not pause
never
a continuous plot/
wondering if Evers
enough
till it drops/
sun down until my days up
what's your purpose here what?
Minds are tough/
Hold that thought
Clutched/
This fights brutal
Resistance is futile
The  feeling is mutual
I love you
you hate me/
Viewed what they can't see
Once in a blew moon
Vacancy?
no you just faking see
Contented  complacency/
Miss placed eyes
Go find your looks
Certain curtains blind/
If yours heads down
You will never see da-skies/

Sifting through lies for truth
Caused my scheduled recluse  
A formidable dispute
Original trivial pursuit
Like
What the hell are you?
I can't define love
I can't explain this feeling
Uncertainty for what's up above
That's why I'm always looking up
All I see is the ceiling
I feel sealed in
Even when my heads down
As I'm apt to drown
Oceans laid for miles
may have located solid ground
Every once in a while
I go out with style
And put on my best smile
What if I'm acting
People trust actions
What's the point of speaking
My mouth is *****
don't trust what I'm asking
Since the bassinet
I've been basking

Yet

Via
My humble up bringings
I felt down and left
I've failed at my best
Succeeded with worse
I play safe with my heart
And hedge my bets
Memories of her just hurt
Practicing what I just learnt
Flashbacks when Ever I
put on that Ol shirt
I was still kicking up dirt
Now that the dust has settled
"My Encrypted Diary"
I have so much to tell you...

Can't fall asleep
looking at the ceiling/
like how do I reach the top
with correct appealing/
resisting a rest
I confess
until I'm non other
dealing with the best/
feeling/
I did it it was my decision/
I said I was the greatest
I hadn't even finish/
Part truth of the statement
barley even started
Belated secret garden
Draped in decent garments
somewhere in the middle
tarnished/
An unidentified target/
Illusionary tales/
remunerate than recuperate
hoping I fare well/
thus the only way/
This the  stuff wich
legends are made/
Against all odds through the opposite end of the cave/
1 verse a thousand
possibly how can he sustain/
Stay the course specifically
officially to obtain/
Rewards within the parameters
Invisible rules Of the game/
Visual subliminal critically
to attain/
The critically acclaimed/
Regardless of what
the critics be saying/
Goals agenda
to what ever it is your aim/
One in the same
With particulars bitter sweet/
Smoke and mirrors Vividly
Conspiracy? What do you see?/
Believe half of that
The Better half
you have to seek/
They took it for granted
But don't take this from me.

Im serving lifes with this pen/
Convicted for Killing time

Im

Eternally trapped within/
For my sins
Solitarily confined
In these lines
where do I begin/
Can you read between them
It never ends/
The margin is marginal/
Carte blanch
Ive over stepped my boundaries
Broke the rule cardinal/
Now Im in an invisible/
cell feeling miserable/
My time shouldve been
More productive
This is NA    Not Applicable/
23 hours in the whole
Lost ours in part
Another 60 gone/
Thought is food
scarf down words/
Appetite absurd clearly just observe/
work the mind
Stay fit/
only way to survive inside
Mental aerobics    Various signs/
Shape it
chin up chin down equals a syllable/
My own worst enemy
My dictions     despicable/
Train everyday to enhance
Considerable/
For I know never leaving
These sentences for life/
Are habitual/
Even before I got booked
They extradited my freedom/
The right to write
When I tried to free lance
I was just free writing/
They cuffed my free hands
Life sentence to this pen
Now they want my annihilation
Too many things gone missing punctuations

If Actions Speak Louder
Then This aint saying much,
The pen is mightier than the sword,
Can I trump king Author?
Excalibur Excavations can be destroyed by characters,
the narratives cadence hypnotize to amazement,
adjacent at the rounded table of placement,
We joust with phrases  Intangible graces,
Disagree to agree middle aged chivalry,
Composed conspiracies to become legends literarily,
Or martyr's If it's not annoying why bother?
Fencing with scripts joggers  
Just to create scenes,
So we can Imagine the Image displayed on the TV screen,
Comedy  Romance novels fantasy violence,
If actions speak Louder I'll Just remain silent!!!

Out of sight out of mind
I haven't look in the mirror in months
The Sayers of the sooth sensed
I'm selfish and the truth is
I've been thinking about myself to myself
and how to be a selfless influence
So I cut to the chase with multiple contusions
Lead.....ink.......bled
Through my art-array it's hard to say
Freedom of speech?
Well... Well I'm well aware that my where with all
is on borrowed days
So I had to e·val·u·ate
And I came to this conclusion
Stand my ground no matter what
To create a movement
Every one follows the leader and what ever he's doing
Caught in the race in confounded amusement
Some ones open the gate escape
from the labyrinth of illusions
Shucking and jiving showing and proving? No
I come from the bottom I'm showing improvement.

I know you know that I know that you know so
where do we go?
******?
analysts
Analyzed it's a cycle
Rumor has it
We're chasing our tales
Appearing malcontent
because everyday
                 I'm in a place
That Formerly didn't exist
                

                    A space



with the Erie feeling
that  
I've been here before
And I keep saying
Would've gone crazy
By now
if I kept sane

What everyone says
Each and everyday
A million thousands
Things
With this million dollar
Dream
A million thousands steps
And the
lessons in between

Glory from the pain
Gains through suffering
Drinking water
From the rain-y days
10 seconds for buffering...

Now I'm wondering
Punchlines for daze
And I'm stumbling
Back on my old ways
And it's humbling
Lightning quick thought
And its thunderous
In my brain
like a grenade
And I fumbled it
When I lost it
is when became
one with it
And I ain't done
Till you say,
What have you done with it?

Cause in my mind
I don't mine
What you digging up
I'll raise on the
Third day if I'm GOoD enough
Or perfect
Died for me
hmmm...
not worth it
With apple in hand
Conversed with the serpent

                     SIRIously

I need some help
I'm loosing to myself
The whelps
Are from being a slave
To everyone else
Are you not entertained?
If not check yourself
Caught in the game
Of making a name
For oneself.

All the while
Balancing, mind, body and
Health.

There comes a point.
And time
When a point. in time

A point.        .         /same it will
Never be
From that point. on
That point. is NOW
Infinity and beyond

Question
So when we exit
Where has everything gone?

Who left it

The best conclusions
Drawn

Is by The artist

The revered
less respected

Who can alter your
Point of view
with their
Perspective

The poems, the pros
The architects
architecture.

sonnets.

The painters,the psalms
The songs,

the silence


The writers the creators
The readers,
designers

Actors, producers,
Engineers,
provide us

A keep safe for
Keeps sake
It's ok to **** the messenger,
the message keep safe.

All I keep saying
Is
I would've gone crazy
If I had kept sane!

2:02 am displayed on the phone
ceased rain storm
three consecutive days
dripping in the downspout
like a metronome tick
in sync with drops
on the window pain
half of the window foggy
half of her daughters name
crackling of the base board heater causing it to dissipate

initiated by the
temperature decrease
animated shadows
on the Wall
Street light trees
rocking back and forth

R.E.M. sedatives engaged thunderous bangs previous nights held her awake
what a relief
Sudden crash of glass
A perimeter breach

Murderer?  Kid Napping? Thief?

Let's see
Wet sneaks squeak as the creeper sneaks
A perp with purpose
This Was no thief
Lurks toward stairs
from the living room
Old house stairs creak

Daughters guess it's mom
Who can't sleep
Good night morning mom
She screams
The murderer hastily
Moves down the hall briefly
Stops at the daughters door
To Then Proceed
up the hall

A murderous night
In hand the murderers
knife
A murderers stands right
Over her owning her life
The room flashing bright
Flashes again and again
Phone reads 6:37 am
Sun shinning in
I am never taking sleeping
Pills again

The future is here and it's the past now
It's up to man to relay
the pass down
Actions speak louder can you see how?
And I didn't know
so I'm learning how to know
Until I know no no's
No props meaning no hold up's
No stumbling blocks it all flows
No stops no impasse nothing to inhibit
it all goes
Think about it...
Before you know it
the after thought is Golden

Laying in the grass/
Subjugated to the good ol spring days/
the olfactory brings back those adolescent antics/
actually eidetic/
so much so the textile warms the thought/
unadulterated inhale chirp chirp from the north/
blades of grass
flows like waves/
As the wind blows away
wishing dandelions/
Bulbs on the trees blossom/
bees buzzing for pollen/
slumbered under oak
in a daze/
day dreaming
awoke from the haze/
To an ant hill under thy leg butterfly effect/
stood up carefully
as to not upset/
a wide open yawn
arms outstretched/
Under my breath
Saying spring days
Are the best/

I am who I'm not
I was who I ain't
everything about me is fake
the multifaceted facade
I'm everything
you think I'm not
i'm life imitating art
since arts imitating life
I'm everything that I write
which is a hoax
a laughable out loud joke dilettante
unaccomplished a novice garbage nonsensical nonsense
Product of my surroundings
Victim to my environment
A sum of the world
so can't take it to heart
where do I start?
Oh life imitating art
Since arts imitating life
I'm everything that I write
Which is a hoax
Just as the world
broke

Yes I loved her did she love me that wasn't my goal/
the love of loving her encompassed my soul/
with warmth looking back it was a good front/
veneer I would have gave anything, anything you want my dear/
oh how I loved her let me count the ways
I'll let you know when I'm done its gone take several days/
yes I loved her did she love me I can't say
to me harmony with my, my my sweet serenades/
ooh girl I love you so never ever ever gone let you go/
I tried not but where did you go ?/
got me staring distant blank out
the window/
yes I loved her did she love me I was hoping so/
my friends said for another I should look/
they can't cook so I bypass  their input/
also they don't recognize her potential/
What I see her plus me monumental/
times with her behind I felt invincible/
other times she looked through me felt invisible/
**** right I loved her did she love me I would think unconditional/
although my heart she square rooted into 16 parts/
embers trying to rekindle old sparks/
flames arrow of Cupid it's Big I keep faith/
she could call 112 in the morn... hello? cause I've been missing you as of late/
So Yes I loved her did she love me I'll never know/
for what it's worth valued the lesson above the hurt/
The good was heavens above the earth/
I would have gave her the world she wanted the universe/

Master Piece

To get to the level of mastery
A must urgency
Needed necessities
  a master fee/
master time master weakness master craft
mastering/
all the short comings
over come
catastrophe blasphemies/
master strength master length
The duration it takes to overtake
It's important
master these/
the nay Sayers
what they say?
Correct this too takes mastering/
convey compute portray transmute
No further dispute
Now that's masterly/
listen...    First priority
the highest form of a master fee/
pay attention to their actions
the feel...     tension?
If it's the last thing
master these/
Observe you'll already
be ahead of the curve
massively/
Master the little things/
Every inch you give is a mile gone
Turn those inches in to millstones
Master fully/
never to be locked down or in always a way to win
Now thats a master key/
They laughed at first now no jokes
Master stroke master-ease/
Within the master class
Enrolled contemplate  
Confine till you find
That's master mine or mind/

Eventually/

you will be
A master of ceremony/
The silence will increase
When you piece
it all together
Now that's a master peace

None to sum/
it up in addition to/
A fraction underlying facts climatic subliminal/
additional subtracting decimals exercise as I see fit/
conditional regiments it all works out settled a calm bereavement/
A dead cause/
Conquer by divide/
So long like a good buy/
purchase blind had to a-dress the naked eye look/
Observe As I concur with these verbs/ learned/
action/
created/
moved/
elevation/
un organization to a smooth concatenation/ no exaggeration it's over well done/ the product of minus what was taken? some/ would say there's no equal equanimity equal to none/
Philosophical
math a scientific conundrum/

Room 1:
              Ok Wait Take a look at this/
              He bends verbs together
              A Word Contortionist/              (whispers that doesn't go there)  
              Engaged with these words
              It's a partnership/
              A marriage, a mirage, a marauder
              An Enraged Blitz!!
              I exercise my time to
              Make words fit/
What has been said has been said before
              I reiterate this.

Room 2:
            Oh Wait!! Have you been here before?/
            That door that leads to my mental corridor/
            Equal to tennis fighting thoughts back and forth/
            And It's always love/ even if you never score/

Room 3:
  Oh Wait!! What? Im stunned/Older wiser other wise Im Dumb/
  The Diminish begun/
Finished When/
I got the picture/
Imagination was Infinite/
Jaw dropping the image/
A reality scrimmage/
Theses Thoughts are Infant/
It takes a village or pillage/

Room 4:  OH WAIT!!!  I got it You Don't Get It/
                   So Im Picking up the pieces to this Broken mirror/
                      In the Eyes of the Beholder/These Words thrown/
                        Can be ******/They can tink like pebbles/Think?
                           They can Bulge Like Boulders/Nothing left Open
                                                            ­                It's Write for Closure/

Room:5    
                                     oh wait got it yup/
                               high probability to the formulas of success/
                     You mix a little bit of this and a lot of never quite/and
              Shhhhhushhhh we always never talk to pessimist/

BIG to from Gump,
When lost in the forrest,
My whit occurs I ghost dog it,
The Cast Away thinking
I am legend,
you can't last one day,
Like in the pursuit of happiness,
I used will-son my imagination,
Money Ball The sting,
Akeelah and the Bee,
If you wen't back to the future,
we were wolves as teens!

Dear mr no it all
Why do you no?/
Is it because your insecure
What do you no?/
Because of the before's
You no?/
Mr no it all
Afraid of the future
You, don't no/
You never no
All the time/
Yes, I no
Every some time
But you no forever/
You no better
Than any one I no
Lesser/
to no more
Everyone no's Now/
I no Your no
Mr no it all/
You no so much
Your head should
Fall off/
Shaking it back and forth
That's a no no/
No thing new
No hits no way/
Mr no it all
I bet you no
What I'm gone say/
That's old it's a knew day/
I no mr no it all
I maid a mistake/
I can clean it up
You'll know some day/

Humble as a ***
I beg for your pardon,
Excuse my hunger pain
My thirst for knowledge,
Like Stephen king
Trying to make a career out of garbage
Sleep standing I never lie Honest?

I could disappear
Go off somewhere
And write/
Write to excite
Write to exceed
Write for the world
Write to the extreme/
Write into the belly of the beast
Feast
this would be undeniable/
For the pen these words I am held accountable/
liable
  but it's only write no more or less/if I left would you think of me any more or less/
if I got lost in my dreams consumed by the prose/
no distraction after a year or two maybe           I suppose/
with in that Amount of time what I could compose/
novel a best seller turn movie that would gross/
a considerable amount with my un orthodox approach/
so much bread I could absolutely positively loaf/
instead I'll prepare for the next installment /
cause the words keep calling/
the pen don't rehab that's write falling/
into a trap last time I quit I ran write back/
I'm addicted that's the first step to the addiction
the admittance/
these pictures got me depicting just to elicit/
did you react? /
Yea write or **** write it's all writes with me/
I'll die fighting for my writes my write to be/
my write to dream
My write of free
so if I go off and it feels not write and  your looking for me/
this is the map you know write write where I'll be!

They trying to figure me
I figured/
So I disfigured the message and
Sent it back encrypted/
Go figure/
Analyzed all day
as a wall of hieroglyphics/
A thousand souls with in him/
ancient tomes wisdom/
A copy of the greats
Out-write plagiarism/
Not a sight to be held
Not at all It’s in-vision/
Not the physical form
It’s a mental transition/
Hold that thought
Let’s break it down to physics.

On our way to being rich one needs no distractions/
wealth of opportunity poor interactions/
decide on your route best course map it/
from behind it can appear to be back-assward/
know looking back they'll duplicate your actions/
The road less traveled don't got the grass cut
don't no enough?
do know that much/
the old way corrected  it's a new era/
no vacancy no room for error/
build upon your flaws till you high on the terrace/
down to street level of which you've merit/
warranted the hate opposition means your on to something/
nebulous roots basically we spawn from nothing/
bravery or slavery chasing the glory/
truth of the matter history ain't gone tell most our story/
I rather write mine than some one write it for me/
guidelines for the young and restless so they won't have the same occurrences/
it's not about I more like IMAX get the bigger picture/
you can only trend when tend to do things different/
I dare you to implement change/
In this day and age/
or you too afraid of what others might say/
Just remember We don't remember those that do the same/
we only recognized those that pave the way/
Yes those are the risk you have to take/
If you wanna be revered 100 years from today/

Classless!!!

In a class all by oneself
Every test pass is a fail

learning incompetent
Receiving A’s and F’s

Head of the class and back
On the right and left

Ohhhhhhhhh   sooooo popular
Must be teachers pet

No one No’s at all
That That’s teachers best

Kept
secret

with all disclosure
Having to get

Thine act together
Living life as a poser

To be or not to be

And What
Where supposed ta

Reap what was sown

Starting to be over

To the least what was shown

Leaps and boundaries
Lessens
appear tangibly closer

Just one long semester
A Lifetime investment

With All of life’s lessons
Nothing to cheat death with?

First answer is
always the second guessing

I Guess living forever
Will always be ones death wish!!!

Don't get it confused
Or be disabused/
Thinking I have a death wish Cause I'm willing to lose/
Die for life's dreams/
One of a kind Im mean/
I mean I say what I think convene/
Aspirations and such/
can't always get want you want But I want what I need/
So it seems/
I'm the object of your affection
Or the subject of your obsession/
nothing in between/
Either way you ignore me with
So much attention/
Noting on My progressions
about some/
Like a new ton
of weight lifted/
Broke the laws
Of newton to be specific/
Upheld the fall toward prolific/
Incline above the mind prison/
distorted visions
through the prism/
listen to see the message
close your eyes
you can see perfection/
look in the mirror
see that your not/
who are you to judge me
I forgot /
contemporary onslaught
and want not/
I can't even blame you
being who I am
I've done the same too/
what I would've
and wouldn't do/
in retrospect
finding your way
through the maze circumvent/
Ain't that the point I profess/
no points trying to settle the score
it's pointless/

I can see the world breathing/
I could taste its voice/
I could hear it's vision/
I could feel its voids/
It's souls wheeling/
A cacophony of noise/
its emotional temperament discernings of cause/
It's pause ...
the paw prints of remorse/
No back tracking off/
Of contractual clause/
Bombastic elegance/
Its hurt its negligence/
The happening evident/
Hell earths been telling us/
It cries over deserts
Left stranded flooded meadows/
metals for war valor/
Tenured long as a/
What ever doesn't matter/
Preceding Creation Adam/
Before eves mislead
By the snake
Before the egg e.g. I.e./
It Seems a bit peeved/
We've deceived, dissected/
with out second guessing/
satirical in our measures/ Exponentially aggressive/
therefore when it shakes/
I awake/
like a break/

In the force/

Disturbance
lack of faith

intuition
a link missing
gut feeling somethings off/
from the source all resource/
allows us resourceful
cold where it's hot
clouds where it's not/
depleted eradicated non aggregated subplot/
poisonous crops
circles from the top/
aerial perplexed/
hurricane vortex/
Tornadoes stream jet
Winds increasing/
warmness global warning the atmosphere half gone and/
the hemisphere ozone
Soon gone/
The stratosphere space
Full of space
earth race
done/
finish disintegrated diminish exceeded thine limits/
I wonder who won?

Don't judge a book by it's cover
My life's an open book,
From the intro to the index,
Every page is a phase,
some paragraphs are laughs
with sentences of pain,
Illustrious  Illustrations
Can be interpreted in varied ways,
If a million people read it
A million different angels,
Each increment is instrumental
Essentially a tangle,
Web world wide,
Interconnect the internet,
seven degrees
of separation have now become five,
Or maybe even four,
If you want to hide something
Put it in a poem,
so,
Don't **** the messenger
My job is to push the envelope!

Woke up wondering why my eyes not working/
Blinds open/
windows of the soul tinted
lying upon surface/
Eye try and keep my head up in-fact
fact surfing/
Relying on a purpose/
the truth shall set you free
They lying on purpose/
Lurkers dying to prove this and that
And why your not perfect/
shocked that your shocked
Energized the Devine circuits/
Bell in the ring
Fight in
With sharks, lions, tigers and serpents/
Payed a fortune
just
for the
fortune teller to
Advise eyes not worth it/

Driven
these naysayers riding in droves/
All in favor Eye oppose/
Never did what eye was told/
Didn’t do what eye was suppose/
Eye pose/
Eye never walked the talk
Running in place faking the stroll/
A pic worth a thousand words/
Suspended in-time froze/
Knowledge is free
Check please
It absolutely
pays to know/
It cost all of me/
Truthfully
now Eye finally can see
Eternally endlessly
Now that my eyes are closed!!

Two Ones two O's
two infinity symbols/
beyond that
never is forever
a perpetual discontinue/
a  critical crescendo
Can it be that it was
all so simple/
A difficult indefinite
A decadent individual/
More to lessen
when the lessons
Goes spherical/
What comes must go
Disregard the scenario/
In spite of facing the
Ever so unbearable/
Imperial
Regardless/
I un expected the unexpected/
I was endowed with/
this meticulous weapon/
the correspondent/
It came in a different direction  
Not Money
Diamonds, jewelry and necklaces/
As you would expect it/
Rather verbs, nouns,
adverbs and ad-ject-ives/
My ob-jectives are selective
For I now know what my quest is/
I'm just the messenger
Please don't **** the message/
To your respective
Much time invested/
If I just reach one
That's a considered successes.

Perfection of my bad habits/
headed to Budapest seeking Buddha/
the root of all evil had it/
bared fruit which is truth/
prequel to the madness/
time could only tell
so I'm killing it on tales end/
new urban legends substitution time just flew bye/
plane to see tail spin
nose dive flat crashing
I need coffee to survive/
know limit is the sky
I'm under the weather cloudless grounded temperature on the rise/
I could bite my tongue
So I speak with my eyes/
blink you may miss it like a mistress/
spending all yours with your wife/
life is a drug addicted/
I need a second opinion/
doctor told me death is all that can be prescribed/
what a gamble if I lose shambles all in or diversify/
Spirits in the air impaired perceptions unclear/
All these bad habits
I'm ill prepared/
Circle of life where do we go from here/

The Person who provokes thought
should brace for an onslaught/
I know thats what I said
Ten thousand hours I practice patients/
Now I'm weightless/
Was a slippery ***** thus I stuck to the basics/
This Express I deliver the Galaxy Ispaceship/
My literature literally comes from the lesson of Thoth/
Scholarship cold calls
At least thats what I thought/
At most I didn't think/
Wim Hof
An idiot servant at being an idiot of course/
The source combined it/
The science in God
Gods in the Science/
Engineered every mind at its finest/
Resolve Nothing to prove/
I was intelligently ignorant
I didn't know what I couldn't do/
Such bliss
Some one stop please stop me/
Im off in a corner trying to understand fibonacci/
Lock key and throw it/
I'm not leaving this ** room until I know it/
Pardon My French
If you notice/
A consumate contemplater yes I lament/
OK i'm bracing.

Am I moving really fast?
is everyone moving really slow?
Won't brake  I'm trying to bend
the time space continuum/
But I'm impatient
I had to give time some-time/
I was in a-maze
the search engine oblivi-on/
The abyss
Determined to confirm myhths/
When I thought I had it
I lolly gaged it/
choked on procrastination
Evoked madness/
My ideas was clamored
Tightly coiled
crazy intentions loco motive/
Meddled in my mental
steel ideas the conductor/
To link the train of thoughts
When if ever I was flustered/
I mustered all my energy
Just to catch up on/
All this ammunition
I've been schooled with/
all these definitions
In lieu of/
this vocabulary
i've been frugal with/
Let me stop
Who am I kidding
Or fooling/
I didn't write none of this,
I just googled it!!