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Jade S Sep 2014
If I tear apart my flesh, my skin to reveal what's underneath..
will that be good enough for you?
If I bleed continuously through the thin fabric of my sweater..
will that make you happier than I possibly ever could?


If I slice open my veins, my arteries and spill the contents out into you,
will that show you how much I love you..
How much I care?
If my eyes resemble tsunami tides until I die, ****...
will that make you realize you are the only one for me?


Am I not enough?
Am I not capable of making you happy?
I am insane, ******* idiotic
for fooling myself into believing that I could ever be enough for you.
- j.j.s.s
  Sep 2014 Jade S
Deontra' Demeritte
Nirvana - a transcendent state in which there is neither
suffering, desire, nor sense of self, and the subject
is released from the effects of karma and the cycle of
death and rebirth. It represents the final goal of Buddhism.

My Buddhist Queen,
Will you take me to Nirvana?
Will you take me to that place?
That place where we’re unshackled from suffering?
Because right now, this is intolerable.

My Buddhist Queen,
If we’re in Nirvana
why does my heart feel so aloof
and its beats, spectral?
Why does my body suffer from rigamortis?
Why am i teary-eyed
and why did you nominate my pillows to do the ALS challenge?
Why is my room a catastrophy?
Why do my walls succumb to the savagery of my fists?
Why am I suffering?
Why do I desire?
Why is karma still existant?


My Buddhist Queen,
If we’re in Nirvana,
why do you occassionally take strolls down to hell holding my hand?
- d.b.d.

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