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Maximus Tamo Apr 2016
Day 87
We hit a harder seam today,
Several pics broke,
Gami is still sick,
I think he will pass soon,
Our food is holding well,

Day 92
We are though the bedrock,
Soon we will hit pay dirt,
A team met us with fresh tools; This means blisters again,
Morale is dropping; Gami is hallucinating,
Today he called out to Ragem; Why would a god answer him?
He is a hindrance,
Food supplies are still sufficient,

Day 93
My day-clock was broken today,
Glimli found the first gem of the mission,
In the shuffle someone smashed my clock,
It will be harder to deal with no light now,
I want Gami gone, Things are going wrong,
No one will turn back, god help us,

Day 96* *I think
I am doing my best to keep time,
When I am off the pic line I count seconds,
Gami has grown silent, I expect to bury him soon,
My bad luck has not gotten worse, I found a gem today,
We have begun filling the first of twenty carts,
Our food stores continue to hold,

Day 100?
I lost all time, We are all attempting to recreate day,
We light a lamp at three quarters oil,
While it burns we think day, when it dies; night
Gami seems to be coming back from the edge,
Today he walked on his own,
A wyrm and some rot were found in our grain,
I fear my luck has left again, I offered my first meal to Ragem,

Day 100 Something
I need to leave, Gami has recovered but his brain is damaged,
He speaks gibberish, He is insane,
The others follow him because he claims to have seen Ragem,
Gami has been given two guards, and a throne,
I don't understand whats happening,
We continued though pay dirt; found several gems today,
I have heard the walls whisper, we will begin supporting the ceiling,

120 at least
It's over we will die here, Going is so slow,
Putting supports up quarters our progress,
We expected a relief train earlier, no one has come,
Gami is ruling, everyone obeys him, but why??
I need to dethrone him, but the others will take his side,..
He must die, I will **** him,
I am developing a plan to get close to him,
Food has been rationed, I suspect because Gami is piggish,

Day 130
Today is the day of Death,
I warned Gami that the ceiling was loose,
He sent three men including one of his guards to the pic line,
They were killed swiftly by a large release from the roof,
Also two men died of sickness, likely from bad grain,
I have showed intrest in being Gami's guard, I shall not write if I am,
For fear of this falling into the wrong hands,
Ragem help me!!!




Day 145
I DID IT! I was able to **** Gami,
I followed him to the back of the group for his rest,
While he slept I placed the prepared rock in his mouth,
Then struck it with another driving it into his throat,
He died silently, and no one ask any questions,
Life has returned to normal; mostly,
We are very short on food, and continue to have bad luck,
Our gem payout is very shy of what it ought to be,
We will turn to steeper tunnels,
Praise Ragem!

Day 150
Our food is gone, few people have personal stashes,
We sent a party back up the tunnel to look for a relief train,
They have not returned, There are only fifteen of us left,
Our steeper tunnels have helped with our payout,
Hunger is always in my fore mind,
I hope they return soon,

They are here! They found the party killed but not pillaged,
Someone kept them from delivering the food and tools!
I suggested that Gami may have, to keep it for himself,
This seems to be the accepted reason, But Give Thanks, FOOD!

Day 160
Sickness persists, total numbers are down to twelve,
The sounds of the dead are all around, I fear death,
Supplies are full, but morale is horrible,
The good earth continues to give up her gems,
Maybe we will finish this work and return home?
I have been called to fill in for deceased, work loads are increasing,

Day 166
I am completely exhausted, two more have died today,
But the others seem to be recovering, Our carts are almost filled,
There is hope for survival,
There are now ten of us, shifts are halved, and rations are doubled,
Work has slowed, The walls seem to breath, Telling us to leave,
I miss my table, my wine, and my wife,

Day Something
We have decided to turn back, We dug into a chasm,
The pic line broke into it, then the rocks they stood on fell,
We lost three good men, The chasm is deeper than we can see,
There is orange light and fog at the bottom,
It will be hard to push these carts up the steeper tunnels,
Supplies hold well, has bad luck returned?


Final Entry
It is all over, as we pushed our riches up and up, The floor broke,
Dropping us into another, older, tunnel, The gems went everywhere,
Two more men were crushed by rock and carts,
We have no way to return to the tunnel above us,
We do not know which way is out,
Furthermore our food sits ten feet above us, watching us starve,
Why did I not turn back when I had the chance,

**Sweetie I love you and I I .. Cannot say how much I need,:;,.. Without anywhere to see my.:'"; AHHHHhhhhh.....
Maximus Tamo Feb 2023
Seventeen days, five hours, and twelve minutes have passed since I lost my soul.

I don't know how much longer this husk will cling to life.

Like hanging from ice, the longer I hold the more my stability melts away,

This flimsy facade is starting to wear, my grip is slipping further,

Any little distraction could spell disaster, the straw that breaks my back,

Why do I live a life where all I can do is survive, always hanging on,

I would rather hang from a ..., at least my hands could rest.
Cold, dark, hopeless, get help, talk about it, survive.
Maximus Tamo Jul 2016
Two good men made their dwelling,
Each was young and had worked much,

Both had much to enjoy,
But neither could partake in joy,

These men could only see one goal,
Their lives were devoted to others,

One sole purpose to die for another,
And give the greatest gift they could,

But the question is dear reader,
Who Is The Bigger Fool???

The man who gave his life immediately,
Selflessly sacrificing himself upon opportunity,

Not seeking fame,
Nor pursuing thanks,

Not waiting for a "good enough" reason,
Not selecting someone "worthy" of him,

Or the man who waits until he is old,
Watching  for a prime opportunity,

Wanting to give a greater gift,
Refraining from saving him soon to die,

Rather saving a child from early death,
Or someone desperately in need,

He can show the world,
How selflessness can be righteous,

But he must suffer long,
In his constant search,
Maximus Tamo Apr 2016
Bones creaking and joints grinding,
Tissue tearing away from itself,
Skin cut, ripping further,
Blood from every wound flowing,

A ****** creature sentenced to death,
Without sight or feel or smell,
Loosing control of all itself,
The lights begin to fade to black,

And yet somehow it stumbles on,
It fights itself to push forward,
It moves slowly toward the monster,
The same one that crippled it to start,

A creature that refuses to die,
It will not succumb to the pain or darkness,
As long as there is a purpose,
It's goal is all that it can see,

This creature cannot be beaten,
This creature cannot be stopped,
It will achieve it's goal no matter the cost,
**Such is my love for you
Maximus Tamo Apr 2016
A lamb, soft and tender,
Wanders, around an unknown bend,

Misguided, pretender,
It knows not, when its life shall end,

Dwarfed by natures forces,
All around fly evils sources,

A small light, flickers, wanes,
Precious lamb, caught in death's dark chains,

All WE can do is love,
For WE are like little lost Lambs.
Maximus Tamo Jun 2016
Some live alone,
Feeling left out,
Without a partner,
Or a companion soul,
Solitary by choice,
But not by desire,

When you feel alone,
Longing for company,
We try too hard,
We try to force things,
That never should be,
And fall deeper down,

This violent circle,
Swallows you whole,
It cuts out you support,
And leaves you lay,
Then it teases you,
With love thats not there,

One way out,
To find your true love,
One that will not leave,
Someone to trust,
Who will pull you out,
Save you from yourself,
Maximus Tamo Apr 2016
From high above the plains,
Running from the mountains above,
Life flows into the lowlands,
The river brings abundance,

The people bathe in it,
The animals wade and drink from it,
Settlements grow around it,
Fields depend on it,

Once a year flows the river red,
Seeping with the waters,
Blood from many men,
From an unknown source,

The villages know of its coming,
The people store water,
It changes over night,
The lifeblood of many passes by,

For three days it will run,
Then wanes to original clarity,
But the residue remains,
Leaves scars along its banks,

Reminding the people of trouble,
Showing them their dependence,
They cannot live without,
The fresh waters of Kalimite.
Maximus Tamo Apr 2016
A                                         Soul
it has no                        definite shape
but we do know            how it can be found,
Just look behind          our feeling and pain,
It defines our essence, Our most pure self
We carry it around everywhere we go,
It may not take up space, But we
know where it is, We can
not forget it or leave
it at home, It is
always with
us where
we go!
Maximus Tamo Jul 2016
The wealthiest people alive are not the ones with millions,
They are not the people who rule,
They do not live lush lives,
Or drive fancy cars,
They do not live in a mansion on a hill,
Or journey life without a care,

The rich and blessed are the people who see,
Each opportunity and chance,
They see that they are in control,
They can make their own decisions,
Understanding the value of every chance,
Never giving their will to another,

Our power is absolute,
Without the ability to steer our lives,
What can we do?
Every tiny decision that we make cascades,
Pushing our whole lives in one direction or another,
And can save you or undermine you,

Recognize each decision
Consider every option
Hold to your standard
Enjoy yourself
**LIVE
Maximus Tamo May 2016
My life was hot and heavy,
It was slow and calm,
There was no cool breeze,
It was time for a storm,

I could see how fast you were coming,
The cold front in the bay,
You flew over the hills and valleys,
Nothing could get in your way,

Bringing a few rain drops with the cool air,
You were a welcomed break,
But I never would have gueased,
That you my very core could shake,

I heard the thunder over the horizon,
As the drops their numbers maintain,
Haulting my joyous *****,
Thoughout the falling rain,

Before I could get to cover,
The storm has larger grown,
And hail begins to fall,
But not your full potential shown,

Hiding under anything I can find,
You rip the sky appart,
Then a bolt of lightning,
Strikes directly on my heart,

Engulfed by your storm,
I cannot find my way out,
And shocked by your lightning,
My heart has no more doubt,

I love the thrill of thunder,
But never can I be,
Closer to my true love,
Without the sting of thee,
Maximus Tamo May 11
I did
&
I do

You did
&
You're gone
Maximus Tamo Apr 2016
Stranded alone on an island,
A man floated among his dreams,
Tried to ignore his coming death,
Tried to silence the inner screams,

His world was shattered,
One fateful day,
When his plane fell down,
Into the bay,

He left his daughters,
And his wife,
Across the sea,
He left his life,

He drempt of home,
And many a night,
Against odds and nature,
He would fight,

For he was strong,
And determined was he,
For again with his family,
He would be,

He fought for months,
And on and on,
But no one would come,
To set eyes upon,

This lonely soul,
And tormented he,
Was tempted to himself,
From suffering free,

As he held the knife,
And scratched his skin,
He could hear the calling,
From deep within,

He knew that if he died,
There was no chance to see,
His daughters again,
Or with his wife to be,

So he pressed on,
And fought harder,
But it seemed from salvation,
He only got farther,

His heart and soul,
Were both shattered,
He could move on no more,
His will was tattered,

Then the chopper,
Flew into his cove,
And into the water,
His salvation dove,

As they moved onto land,
And toward his bed,
They found him lying,
Bitter, cold, and Dead,

Somewhere along,
Beings, fates, or gods,
Are harsh and cruel,
Ne'er sparing the rod

Life is not easy,
And never is fair,
But we must push through,
Even when no hope is there,

If we give up,
And bow our head,
Then we are crawling,
Into deaths bed,

The least we can do,
If fight on and long,
Till every ounce,
Of strength is gone,
Maximus Tamo May 13
Shut up.
Be quiet.
You don't need to speak to be heard.



Shut your mouth.
Listen for once.
You might realize what you never could.



Your friend is not a fool,
She has a voice.
Steady, Gently, Quiet,



Overspoken,
She's listened enough to know,
How to find inner peace.
SShhhhhhhh.....
Maximus Tamo Jun 2024
How do I know the touch,
Can I feel your heart,

When life is grey and dull,
Hold my hand a while,

I need a friend to stay,
And see me through this dark,

The torrent swirls around,
Thoughts they drag me down.
Maximus Tamo Apr 2016
Hiding nothing from each other,
Only good feelings and pleasure,
Never going to let go,
Except one of us lied,
Secretly playing the feild,
To find true love elsewhere,
Leaving me behind,
You move on alone,
???
Maximus Tamo May 2016
Hope is what leads me to my death,
Cares crush me as mountains,
Passion grinds salt in my wounds,
Reliance drops me off a cliff,
Desire hangs me by my own,
Belief gouges out my eyes,
Confidence crumbles my supports,
Ambition pushes me into a corner,
Promises tie me to the table,
Optimism tells me there is no pain,
Wishes are ammunition against me,
Conviction chains me to the plow,
Loyalty is a weak cane, shattering,
Chivalry is a masquerade,
Fealty pulls me off my perch,
Honesty sets me to cut myself,
Principles fence me in,
Doctrine tightens the noose,
Courage negates logic,
Determination continues the slaughter,
Trust cannot be found,
Faith kills me,
Then Love revives me to begin again.
Maximus Tamo Feb 22
The gentle comments
This convincing chuckle
Your silky lips
And tender fingertips

Is this a play that we put on
Dress up and deliver lines
Gasp, laugh, yell, and cry
"Alive" we live "a lie"

Quick draw the blinds
Now blow out the candle
This is the end for you for me
Living this ****** formality
Maximus Tamo Apr 2016
His way is strewn, with blood and tears,
Pressing onward, despite his fears,
Amidst a cry, of shouts and jeers,
Pleasures tempting, but he adheres,
He stays his soul, braves new frontiers,

A stranger man, was never known,
No plant nor stone, has heard him groan,
A heavy sentence, to bear alone,
His long full beard, has grayer grown,
As on the grass, his bed is thrown,

His life is plain, It has not thrill,
A man of strength, of soul and will,
None shall shake him, And none can ****,
Amid the night, when wind would chill,
A firm resolve, his goals fulfill,

And on until, a final day,
When he walks on, without dismay,
Stumbles upon, the sainted fray,
He drops his cloak, and makes his way,
Up to the gods, with grand hooray,
Maximus Tamo Aug 2023
I stumble on, and through this mist,
I have no light, I know no map,
Cool whisps of fear , about me twist,

A ray of light, a break in cloud,
It's clear ahead, I'm running now,
Until I stand, on higher ground,

I step up high, gaze down a cliff,
O'er all the paths, that I might take,
On falcons wings, my conscience drift.

I'm ripped along, and pulled with haste,
The moments flash, and feelings churn,
My different lives, from here have traced,

How can I see, what can I do,
When I know not, where each will go,
My future is, but senseless clue,

I think I know, but I've just guessed,
What lies ahead, and down each path,
What's right and wrong, its just a test,
Their future none, can 'ere confess.
Maximus Tamo May 11
Isn't
Remembering,
               You walking out the door,

It's
Knowing
               You'll never walk in again,
Maximus Tamo Aug 2023
I have a vision of,
A land in blue and green,

Where loss and pain of love,
Have no place to stay,

No power over me,
Or will to make me cry,

My home could never be,
Based in reality,

It's halls are laid in gold,
The arches reach the sky,

Time has no power there,
To wither or to fade,

And everlasting sun,
Keeps gardens full of life,

Across this platinum sea,
Always beyond my reach,

The castle of my dreams,
Silent it watches me,

One day I'll reach the shore,
I'll run up to the doors,

And there I'll stop and breathe,
The air of sweet content,

But none can enter in,
This hallowed place so bright,

Sand through my fingertips,
As dust it blows away.
Maximus Tamo Jun 2016
When my life is still and hot,
Emotions can weigh me down,
Feelings can tire me out,
And my goals seem unreachable,

When I feel lost in a greater space,
When no one is around,
Like  I'm trapped in an oven,
With the sun beaming down,

When all my joy flows away,
Like water down a stream,
I'm left in this dessert of life,
Left alone to die,

Somehow I can keep on,
Stumbling in the searing heat,
Looking for an end and clinging to,
To some mad hope of mine,

You hit me like a tidal wave,
Suspending me inside your cool,
I was below the surface,
And I had no need for air,

In you I relax,
Unto you I expose,
All the evil inside me,
And the pain my body knows,

Your aura and peace,
Brought me sweet respite,
Like a breaze across my face,
Or the cool wind in my heart,
Maximus Tamo Jul 2022
Hear me,
Don't speak,
Be still,

...

Let your vision blur,
Fade out and in,

Our thoughts and feelings flow,
A cool and glassy stream,

There is peace and stillness deep within,
Inner calm manifested by surrender,

A breath, a breeze, a gentle puff of wind,
The light hovering over and endless plain,

Simply content to be,
Without expectation or wants,

Suspended in an ocean of nothing,
Being neither held nor pushed,

A state of relaxation birthed from chaos,
Like a sheet has been pulled back,

The noise carries on, the screaming all around,
But hidden in a chasm beneath is peace,

A field and ideal plain of endless flowers,
Blooming and swaying with each breath,

Each petal is perfect and each one gleaming,
In the warm shining of the sunset,

The kaleidoscope of colors above,
And the reflection from the sea below,

As your senses are lulled with idyllic scenery,
Let your consciousness slip, as into a dream,

Aware of the wild outside,
A torrent rages and beats against your walls,

But safe within you stand and calmly watch,
Anxiety melts like wax and you're left with conscious thought,

Smile to yourself and realize where you are,
Weigh your options and renew your vigor,

Consider your values and morals,
Steel your nerves and steady your hand,

As you emerge from your within,
Hold to your decisions, and to this thought,

What I am beneath, This refined and confident self,
I am not afraid to show to the world around me.
Maximus Tamo Apr 2016
We stay, are unshaken,
We stay, unlike the rest,
We stay, never changing,
We stay, strong as ever,

No one, can break us up,
No one, can join with us,
No one, can copy us,
No one, could distract us,

Closer, pull me tighter,
Closer, feeling my breath,
Closer, hot on your nape,
Closer, never enough,

Under, the sheets we hide,
Alone, is all we need,
Whisper, I need your voice,
Touching, Bring me to life,

Without, I cannot be,
Without, I am stupid,
Without, I have been lost,
Without, I am nothing,

Come with, lets slow this down,
Come on, relax enjoy us,
Come here, sit in my lap,
Come home, never leave me,
Maximus Tamo Feb 1
So many days have passed,
Since I could touch your face,
Days and nights fly by,
As others run this race,

But I am left in clouds,
Of dust and poison gas,
You took my breath away,
And left me in the past,

That night you left our bed,
I closed my eyes to pray,
I never could have thought,
That you could stay away,

I feel the screams and tears,
As my heart was rent that night,
Alone I beat my chest,
With all my strength and might,

My mind is still in shock,
I'm clutching at my heart,
I hear the pop and tear,
My soul is ripped apart,

I still hear my screams,
I still feel bullets in my chest,
They're echoes in the dark,
That never let me rest,

There is a pain I endure,
That is a breed it's own,
I carry it everywhere,
A death I'd never known.

— The End —