the night's sun
was bright
but i can't decipher
if i'm looking at you or the moon

digging through the
closet
and finding
old memories and
feelings scribbled
in short sentences
and stanzas

sometimes i can come on too strong but
i wish you would stop shying away

you turn your head towards me
your blue eyes
pierce my soul
constricted pupils
cause my heart to jump
you always jeopardize
my feelings
but i know you
and you are a blessing in
disguise
yet i
i
am a pack of lies

the soft glow of stars in the background and
the sweet scent of lavender with traces of
ink?

you ever get that feeling
here you’re
unsafe?
it’s quite confusing
but yet unfusing
where you feel as if
you’re floating
but you’re about to fall
you ever get that feeling
where you’re
unsafe?
i do
don’t you?
it’s quite weird
i can’t tell
is it the fact I’m next?
i can’t put it into context
it’s not much fun
yet so silly
unsafe?
i can’t quite tell,
are you unsafe?
are you?
i whisper
i can’t
i don’t
know
you ever get that feeling
where you’re
unsafe?

once upon a time
i wanted you and now i realize
i didn't need you

i drew something on my hand for you
just so you know
but in the midst of all of the things happening
water washed stars away
and disease washed me away from you