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64 · May 2020
genuine
jackie May 2020
have you ever been betrayed?
it's a silly feeling
it's one where you can't decide
if you're happy you had so many memories with them
or
where you're puzzled,
because you don't know
if those memories were even
genuine
23:03
64 · Apr 2020
cast
jackie Apr 2020
somedays i didn't need you
but you didn't have to cast me aside
62 · May 2020
lose
jackie May 2020
dear best friend:
i lost you
but you weren't mine to lose
62 · Mar 2020
extraordinary
jackie Mar 2020
"are you mental?"
are you mental?
are you mental?
are you mental?
are you mental?
are you mental?
are you
m
    e
         n
             t
                 a
                     l
                         ?
are you-
am i?
am i mental?
well, darling.
let's find out.
a game, perhaps
you ask if i'm mental?
are you?
that's the real question
questions,
questions
you were a question
you were a blink of an eye
so am i mental?
or am i extraordinary?
59 · Apr 2020
chapter iii
jackie Apr 2020
where do you
place
lavender,
between right or
left?
59 · May 2020
reasons
jackie May 2020
every time we say goodnight
we exchange 'i love you's' but
i think we both exchange them
for different reasons
59 · Apr 2020
3:45 AM
jackie Apr 2020
one day
we stayed up
'til 3:45 am
talking and
sending stupid pictures
and then you said
good night
and i couldn't sleep
59 · Apr 2020
rosie
jackie Apr 2020
really pretty person
open book
squirrel
intelligent (and amazing!)
effervescent
57 · May 2020
been
jackie May 2020
dear best friend:
do you ever think of
what might've been?
beans
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57 · Mar 2020
i
jackie Mar 2020
i
i
i guess
i’m not her
i’m nothing to you
i’m nothing to them
i’m not her
i guess
i
56 · Apr 2020
night's sun
jackie Apr 2020
the night's sun
was bright
but i can't decipher
if i'm looking at you or the moon
i don't even know
56 · Apr 2020
fall
jackie Apr 2020
you're clever enough
to make me fall
55 · Apr 2020
purple
jackie Apr 2020
the soft glow of stars in the background and
the sweet scent of lavender with traces of
ink?
54 · Apr 2020
forget
jackie Apr 2020
i keep forgetting you exist
the memories we shared are still prominent in
my soul
53 · Apr 2020
wyatt
jackie Apr 2020
witty and idiotic
young at heart
amazingly adorable
troublesome and tenacious
talented with a dash of infinite cleverness
52 · Apr 2020
wash
jackie Apr 2020
i drew something on my hand for you
just so you know
but in the midst of all of the things happening
water washed stars away
and disease washed me away from you
51 · Apr 2020
lemonade
jackie Apr 2020
how are you so bitter
but so sweet at the same time?
49 · Apr 2020
held
jackie Apr 2020
i would love to say that i'm not held down by you
but chains don't fall off so easily, do they?
48 · Apr 2020
green
jackie Apr 2020
the quiet squeaks of her sneakers against the floor
and the green aroma of flowers covering her
tracks
47 · Apr 2020
chapter ii
jackie Apr 2020
how do you
describe
the glittering eyes
of sequins
and
pink skies
45 · Apr 2020
hand
jackie Apr 2020
maybe if a hand reached out to
save me
i wouldn't be in so
deep
44 · Apr 2020
chapter iv
jackie Apr 2020
the essence of
fresh pastel pink
and the voices of opera singers
covering the distant
background
44 · Mar 2020
ink
jackie Mar 2020
ink
they said
"can't erase what i wrote in ink"
but i wrote in
tears
43 · Apr 2020
leave
jackie Apr 2020
one day i'll
remove my chains and
leave
41 · Apr 2020
notebook
jackie Apr 2020
digging through the
closet
and finding
old memories and
feelings scribbled
in short sentences
and stanzas
40 · Apr 2020
stay
jackie Apr 2020
i know you have to leave but
for a minute just
stay here
with me
00:46
38 · Mar 2020
paper drug
jackie Mar 2020
passed notes
a series of unfolded words
paper drugs; this one was mine
earthly promises
real quelled assurance
drug of paper, sounds of lies
regressed pain
ultramarine feelings and
gentle smiles

𝓽𝓸 𝓶𝓮𝓰𝓪𝓷
i based it off of how someone had gotten a note that she had been promised something but it was 'real quelled assurance' 'drug of paper, sounds of lies' the regressed pain of knowing that it wouldn't happen like she hoped it would, but she had 'ultramarine feelings' (blue) and they had 'gentle smiles'

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