If you're reading this

It's too late

I've already made my way into your mind

And I'll never leave

You and I

For eternities sake

For all time's time

For our time

For all time

And whatever else we decide to do with ourselves

I thought I saw everything that ever was

But then I realized I was seeing everything else through myself

Valid

But not what it always was

Always ways

But not what everything else could be.

On and on we go through eternity asking ourselves questions and answering ourselves

Coming up with everything we ever knew

Is it desperation?

Is it loneliness?

I say nigh.

I still have the patients left to hear the excuses.
I oblige.

Will it satisfy?
Will I be able to see through the lies?

My hot head can't acquit.

I set forth an hour to find the time,
But I don't know any longer why I try.

Why I try so hard and yet I still cannot find.

If it is not me then let it be known.

If tragedy is a gift with in time then who am I to judge?

Will I be used to one another's ends?

My mother can attest to the fact that I will not give in.

If it's serious then I must see.

If its just forgotten along with me amongst it all
And all others who have ever been
Then not enough attention will be given without.

When I speak to you
I must confess
It was the highlight of some of my days that were well spent.

I can't be you and I'm not the same.

Even Cinderella must revert back into her old ways
Before she can accept a great change.

I could give a dream that would have any other dream be dreamt,
But if the dream doesn't include me
Then why would I include anyone else alone?

I'd like to find what happens after midnight's moon
Does it alter our reflections back onto ourselves?

If all your friends disregard all that we have spoken
Was it really a man you sought?
Or just a thought,
Another amongst many others
To provoke?

The lot of my friends have said
Why would I give it all away with out an end?

I tried to tell them plain
Because the love that accepts what I am for me is a love that will remain.

And besides everyone I've ever met
I've felt something toward the other one,
But then again
Who am I to say?

For we will all go the same way one day.

And here I interject,
We are all together in this life
Least we forget.

You heard me rehearse over a thousand times,
But most of us are already gone.

Does heavens pitch have to be so strong?

I wonder still where their spirit can be found marching on and on?

I'm well aware when I say the most despicable of things.

I duly gave a warning to them all,
I want to tell a story that still remains.

I try to wake them up.

I will to make them see and believe in how good good can truly be.

I learned very early on freedom is the right for us to say what we wish to say.

Anything that you've ever thought.
Has meaning and every dream within your mind exists with in reality as such.

Maybe some day we will not be able to not explain without being misconstrued.

I cast away the shadows of doubt.

Like a stone that skips until it sinks,
But that's not the bottom of it it all.

It's folded so many times
When will we recall?

And If we don't know freedom
All will go without.

Missing the point
I can't cry enough.

Life is the miracle before language drifts away
I needed more,
But I had less to say.

For there's a difference that you cannot see
Words might hurt,
But the mind can try to cope

And I know that it will
In existence we have been given
Existences skill.

But if you start to **** a part of a being
You will be beckoning and elope the soul as it will,
Which has no filter to tell you where to go

Autonomy

You speak freely amongst it all,
But a promise is unruly broken,
In loves name
To those who love cares not to remain.

You can't **** a child into love.
You can't expect your offspring to be apart of your beliefs
For in giving birth you have created a new being
And if I'm left all alone
I rather be alone from z to a
Or any other language
That a conscious being
Would say.

People have to decide for them selves.
I hope that they can comprehend the factors of human lives that can make them understand.

If I, you and we merge with everything,
Tell them all that it was meant to be.
At least I'd like to believe.
Because without a thought the plot is begot
And if "God" the almighty means for our very beings to have its plans.
Then what would I have to say?
I'm sure it wouldn't matter if it was not,
But yet as I write with my ape like fingers out of my human brain that connects with it all,
That is to say,
I'd like to think that a part of the whole is what I am and If I was not then I wouldn't know what...
But, sure, ******* off
And see my sadness grow.
There's no time left to know and to not know.

There's a new year every day from the last that it was,
But even more pressing still
is that every moment is the moment that we live in and reside.

The scars of the past show our times time.
Sure it could be true,
But from the place that I sit I can still find a way to heal.

A way that is new.

Draw me a—new.

Make it up.

When every moment of your life hurts

Laugh

I think it's funny

Don't you?

On this platform
I brave the weary hearts storm
A drift amongst the sea of troubled words

Hoping for a life preserver to be spared
One that will carry me to safety
With the entire crew in tow

Honestly

Your opinions

Are meaningless

If it doesn't match

My expectations

I don't want

To

Hear

It

Is it as long as the stars remain within our grasps?

A time within time

When we’re hoping and praying that it will last

As I walk across the surface of another planets mass
I wonder still

What keeps me at task?

Is it a thought?
Better yet, an idea?
Or be it a dream to be held?

Why not so?
When all those stars were just reflections of ourselves

Reigniting a new burning passion
To be whole

And in its simplicity
To be told

The complexity of the most intrinsic of goals
To behold

And to hold

Yet held

And further still

To be completely felt

There will be nothing that passes me by

I'll be gone like the planets and
The stars
And all the thoughts where they lie

One day you might come down and decide

To see me

As I go

Eternally

Around and around

We'll wonder why we ever asked

But within the dance all will become clear

And I will be well within my way not worrying at all about it.

I don't think I will ever care about what anyone else thinks about me

I will only care what I think about myself

And I urge you all to listen to your hearts and to lose the people who control you for their own dreams

Dreams are not evil

But forcing someone else is always against the will of the self

And seeing as we are all our own selves

Don't hate yourselves

Let it go

In love

For every self else

If ever I thought it was worth it

I would have mentioned it

The first time

If ever I remembered it

I would have hoped that it would have been the last time

What good is it?

And what good is it not?

I do not know

The only thing I ever know is that it ever existed

Now show them the best

Because it's too late to not give a ****

If I could save you

Yeah,

I've been to hell

I hope no one else comes along with me

No one will ever read every note I’ve ever wrote,
nor think every thought I’ve ever thought,
but when I say to you not to look onto your life with hate,
but to find the love that you deserve;
I hope you hear my hope.

I think that I'm going to live forever

Don't you too?

If you don't I will easily forget about it

If we die

Left all alone

You look so safe

Can you tell?

I've seen a dead body before

Once again

I won't be over looked

Why don't we figure everything out?

All the money on earth can't buy your freedom

It just gets you what you want while you're alive

The answer is far deeper than our existence's

But go ahead

Grow old and die to find out what I'm talking about

I encourage you too

Leave me in paradise forever

My friends

I'll float around in love with all who's left and never come down until I get bored

Of course

I do

Get bored

Or I wouldn't be here

But I do adore

Define me anyway you can, or cannot

I’ll tell you where the line begins

Start again with no borders

Or be begot

We can see the world without your ****** edges

Death splits hairs

We split meanings

Come inside be within

Don’t be and be left without

Find a reason to your life that doesn’t harm

Grow

Cut off your friends, family, and yourself

Be left to the dirt

To grow something not worth ****

Hopefully amongst yourselves

There’s something good that we can’t be left without

I keep feeding

Myself

I'm the master of my own

Stomach

Ache

I keep breathing the air

I don't find the Lord

I only find my mirror

I have to go to sleep when I can no longer stay awake

My eyes burn when I stare too long at the stars

I fly so far away

But I'm still right here

I don't feel bad about it

I see you die

I don't regret a thing

You read my words

They were not me

They were just something I thought

At one point in time

I say goodbye forever

But it all keeps coming up

I can't complain about it

It's all I've wanted

You come back to life

Every time

You feel alone

So alone that you can't be with just yourself

Anymore

You come back to life

Every time

You don't want to be just one

Forever

God

That's the longest time

The only time

I've ever known

I’m jealous of the glass you bring to your lips
And that it’s not my kiss
I’m jealous of the bath you bathe in
And how it’s not my loves rain
I’m jealous of your skin
And that I have not yet been so porcelain
I’m jealous of the hugs that I’ve been given
And all those who could not feel our love
I’m jealous of every existence
For it is not the same as mine
My beautiful dove
I’m jealous
I’m jealous and I’m...

What I mean is not to be so mean.

I’m the power of existence being...

I’ll stay safe

Safety Is the world
And withIn all our hearts
Heard

But that is the lie
Fore I remember what it’s like to be alive

I’m jelly

Jello

Hello

Hold me my one

I am a life.

In a poet’s dream
The words dance amongst the emotions seams,
As we peer through the cracks
Of the starlights silver screens imageries

The imaginations quarrel through all possibilities

Our mind’s pick roses until the thorns make our fingers bleed

And with that blood
We spell out
All that we have seen

When we did Look,

Perhaps to some,

A little too deep within the phrases of our light’s realities

And when we all awake to find
The poet dreaming
With worlds behind
The poems beloved verses
For our love’s divine

I can only pray thee
That the poets sublime requiem
Is not left all alone
Within the poet’s

Lonely

Mind.