Ironatmosphere

Ironatmosphere Jun 2020

I want to kiss somebody else tonight
So that your lips aren't the last ones I've tasted
I bet every memory of me has already been replaced
That you have already been touched in the places that for a short period of time were mine
I know that your memory will linger like a tattoo under my skin
But I am dying for a cover up

#blue

Ironatmosphere Jun 2020

Only the sadness is left

You hurt me deeply
And sometimes I think I shouldn't have given you that power in the first place
But I will never apologise for loving too hard or trying my best

But I don't know if I can forgive myself for ever believing you were doing the same

I loved you too much to see clearly

#blue

Ironatmosphere Jun 2020

You and your ******* lasso

I fed my heart to you
Dipped in chocolate and with a silver spoon
And when you threw it back up
I was ready to leave
To take the pieces and just go

But you pulled me back in
Secured me with a rope
And somehow I got the blame
for staying and holding on

I still have the rope marks across my bones
Even thought they are fading just a little every day

You should have just let me leave
But I guess you just couldn't be broken again
So you had to break me

#blue

Ironatmosphere Jun 2020

Lonely

I have more people
Better friends
Than ever before
But not having you
Or even a part of you
Makes me feel so ******* alone

Tu me manques

#blue

Ironatmosphere Jun 2020

Silly me

Delusions
We were made up of them
And not much more
But I didn't realise it
Until my heart stained the floor

#blue

Ironatmosphere Jun 2020

Ruined touch

You have ruined my sense of touch
I've never felt as safe as I did in your arms
There is nobody who makes my skin spark with electricity the way you did
Nobody whose warmth I don't shy away from now because it isn't yours

Human touch just doesn't feel the same since I met you
My body rejects any skin that isn't yours

It takes seven years to replace every cell in your body
In seven years none of your cells will have touched mine
So maybe I'll get my sense of touch back then

But oh how tragic it is that my cells will never have been touched you

#blue

Ironatmosphere Jun 2020

Flood waves

I have to thank you
for being my muse
For flooding my once dried up stream
with an entire ocean

It was disastrous and wonderful
I almost drowned
before I remembered how to swim

but now here I am
floating on the surface

Words that wouldn't stop
I should have brought you a life vest

#blue