When I saw you I fell in love,

And you smiled because you knew.

I dont want you to write me poetry
I can do that for both of us

I dont want you to compare my eyes to sunset
Or, my mind to some sea of undiscovered depth
I just want you to see me for who im-
Dully ordinary in all my deeds

I dont want you to be breathtakingly handsome
We could be too cute for two ugly people

I dont want you to speak all those fancy big words
And get me a bouqet of rose every night
Just be there with me, be my light, when all i see is in shades of blacknwhite
And on the brightest day, tolerate my lights if i outshine you

I don't want you to understand each action of mine; to decode every word
Just promise not to give up on trying; never give up on me

I dont want you to fix me
Just be patient with me while i glue back all that is left from my last heartbreak
I might run in opp. Direction at your approach
But ill always find my way back to you

I don't want you to give me forevers and mouthful of nevers
Time is a ****, as we both know*

If you can and if you may,
Just love me in this very moment
Cause forever is nothing but all these moments stitched together

I dont't want you to tell me you love me
But please, just do love me

There once was a girl,
Who was young and free,
Never cared about what she looked like,
Never cared about what people thought of her,
Never really gave a **** about anything.

But that was in the past.

Now, everything seems to be important to her,
Critiques,looks,feelings,
She cares about it all.
That girl before was long gone,
Away with the rest of them.

That girl is *me

She's not getting drunk for the hell of it,

She's getting drunk to numb the hell out of it.

There was a young lady in white,
Who looked out at the depths of the night;
But the birds of the air,
Filled her heart with despair,
And oppressed that young lady in white.

I've finally figured you out;
Why you've been avoiding me,
Why you avoid my questions of worries,
Why I hardly ever see you around,
I finally get it;
I only have one question to ask:
Did you mean whatever you said to me?
All those gestures of kindness,
Did they mean anything to you?
My heart poured out to you,
Did you not appreciate it?
Was I not good enough?
Was she better somehow?
Because I now know,that I was not the only one you 'loved'.
And to think I ever loved you.

Where were you,
When I needed someone to cheer me up?

Where were you,
When I needed someone by my side?

Where were you,
When I needed a shoulder to cry on?

Where were you,
When I felt like the world was crashing right in front of me?

Tell me,
Where the hell were you,
When I needed you the most?