Submit your work, meet writers and drop the ads. Become a member
 
jas Apr 2020
don't want to live
or breathe
or set foot int this world anymore
I think its too much pain
I have to endure
why should I?
why
?
jas Apr 2020
tired of being alone
would you even bother to pick up the phone?
begging for attention
is not what I ever wanted
imagine
jas Apr 2020
tears bleed red
down the stream
where i can’t breathe
gasping
the taste of salt coming into my mouth
burning down my throat
stabbing pains start to feel velvety
as i wither away to numbness
i watch the scars imbed themselves into my skin
and then i wake
i awake the demons lurking in the shadows of my mind
they remain dark unbothered my the sunlight
anonymous to everyone but me
hell becomes reality
jas Apr 2020
crying my eyes
they burn red
down the stream
where I can't breathe
drowning
scars burn into my skin
knives feel like velvet
the touch between us
jas Apr 2020
alcohol on my mind
alcoholic brain
read the signs
you know I'm not the same
here I am
jas Apr 2020
i don't like being
six feet apart
my own feelings
it tears me apart
don't you kno
what did you mean to me?

a whole catastrophe
jas Apr 2020
so i've been thinking
chills run down my body
how could I even know?
Next page