know the difference between wanting and needing
you want him to want you back
you beg for him
and search for ways to impress
but he does not budge

you want attention

need for love and a sense of security
in need of comfort from love itself
a place of stability
trust

you need to not be afraid

accept the knowledge between both

i forgot how to feel
my body is cold
my heart is of steel
as i remember love is unreal

a memory
a dream
a distant thought of you and me

drowning in my sorrows
im a lost soul searching for tomorrow

I've become numb
left defeated
damaged
a crumb at the end of your mind

love left me blind
and than it intertwined
with my heart deeply fried
into charcoal bits
left to wither into the dust
blended together

im anything but numb

driving on home
windmills danced with the whispers of the wind
corn fields repeatedly mesmerize my mind
as i looked out the window
trying to forget

chilling music crept along the wave of the scene
my heart races with the beat
of the drums echoing in my ears

promises ahead
the long road awaits
the future never ends
curves along the bridge
silence is now my friend

traveling to tomorrow’s reality and today’s fantasy