Sorry for those nights when your eyes cried and you couldn't think of one reason to smile
You didn't deserve to be left alone with your thoughts which were attacking your conscious and making your insides bleed  
The feeling of fire burning in your veins is from that last conversation you had with the love of your life
And I'm sorry that you can't forget any of the details of what you've been through but your life is not over, you can not give up.

I almost thought I didn't have a heart
But that was until you left
And then I knew I had one because I felt it...breaking.

Rereading old messages wishing we could go back to that Beginning stage of the relationship where everything is new and our love was pure.

I was always hopeful.

The worst part is when you go to sleep
And I'm awake for hours
Waiting to hear your voice again.

All of his friends kept dying
And then You decided to leave as well
You told him he deserved better but all he wanted was you
Your so **** selfish
Because you left that boy and he needed you.

Do you really want her?


Or

Are you with her because you felt lonely?