In you, I found myself.

Is swallowing me again
No one understands
And I wanna go away


Far far away
Alone and content
Warm and Lonely with only myself to comfort

I wanna go away
Away from the madness and gossip
Away from ugly judgmentals who torment my emotions

I wanna go away
And sometimes I wish I didn't need people because on my own id be gone
And alone In A Dark Whole.

Disappearing doesn't sound so bad anymore.

The first time I reach out to you
And need you the most
You treat me the opposite way of what I needed
How could you do me that way?
That is not love

So far this isn't the beginning of summer
It's the beginning of hell.

I want to need you
And I want to love you
But I also want you to feel the same.

All my problems are hitting me
All at once and I can feel the depression seeping in
Taking it's rightful position in my insides
My hope for great things are twirling not in my mind but in the universe contemplating if they will be great
And I'm still laying here
In this dark abyss
Wishing things were better
That I had no tears to waste
That my heart wouldn't hurt so much