you're always on my nerves
to think of all the lines you crossed
and the one line you could never walk
just thinkin of how you did me wrong
and dancing away like you're having fun

oh how times flies
when you're blind
you don't think of
the days and years
you're missing
just the one who
stole it all away

you're the reason why I can't go home
you burned it to the ground
should've never let you light me up
I'm haunting the streets the a ghost
well, at least I know that I'm dead

oh how times flies
when you're blind
you don't think of
the days and years
you're missing
just the one who
stole it all away

I wish that I could cut you up
and use you like my favorite drug
you're the worst kind of addiction

oh how times flies
when you're blind
you don't think of
the days and years
you're missing
just the one who
stole it all away

for all the times
you left me speachless
for all the times
I left you, defeated
for all the drinks
we cheered to forever
for all the things
we said that we'd never do

Should I swallow my pride
Just to keep you in my life?
Should I speak my peace
And finally say goodbye?
But I still have these dreams
And
I live for this / I die for this
I live for this / I die for this

to all the promises
we made in arrogance
to all of the things
we lost in the process
to all the nights
we screamed and cried
for all of the things
we lived and died for

Should I swallow my pride
Just to keep you in my life?
Should I speak my peace
And finally say goodbye?
But I still have these dreams
And
I live for this / I die for this
I live for this / I die for this

can I take a step
without you following me?
can I take a breath
without choking on my words?
can I rise above this
without you lifting me up?

It starts with a thought,
And you think almost nothing of it
There's poison working it way
From your brain to your heart
Pumping black blood
Through your veins
By the time you bleed,
It will be too late

She's not the cure,
She is the strain.

And you feel it in your bones
It won't leave you alone
And you chase the only escape
From the constant pain
And you love every sick second
All the terror and the tension

So you've got this nervous tick
And you just can't control it
That's her working on your last nerve
She's flirting with disaster
Her love like a pathogen,
By the time you have any symptoms
You'll have one foot
in the gave

She's not the cure,
She is the strain.

And you feel it in your bones
It won't leave you alone
And you chase the only escape
From the constant pain
And you love every sick second
All the terror and the tension

this time
when you call
I won't answer
this time
when you cry
I won't come
this time
when you fall
I won't be there
this time
when you lie
I won't listen
you had
your chance
if you want me back
well, thats's too bad
you had
no sympathy
if you want it from me
well, I'm not sorry
this time
when you beg
I won't cave
this time
when you bleed
I won't remedy
this time
when you freak out
I won't compose
this time
when you reach out
I won't extend
you had
your chance
if you want me back
well, thats's too bad
you had
no sympathy
if you want it from me
well, I'm not sorry

I guess I'm a liar.
That I never walked through hell
For a devil with the face of an angel
I never took the blame for her sins
My pain didn't inspire my writings
It was all you.
Though we never spoke or met
I stole your pain, I guess
'Cause you're the only one
Who ever felt the backhand of love
Thank you for creating the feeling,
Of both drowning and falling
Of both burning and freezing
Only YOU know.
What it feels like to be wounded
And to bleed all over the world
I never had a relationship with
A megalomaniacal, evil *****
I guess I just stole it.
Memories of brutality without shame
How did we ever feel before you came?
Along and taught us this new word,
This uncharted concept for which
No one has previously heard.
Get over yourself.
It's just a word
And mine is better than yours.

Forgive you?
I wish I could
Wash my mind clean of this
Like you washed away
the evidence

I can't get it out of my head
Her hands all over your skin
I wonder did she smell me?
Did she feel my impression?
I never questioned you,
I questioned myself

Forget about it?
I wish I never knew
Common sense tells me
to write this down

We tied the knot,
The noose around my neck
And when I fell for you
I fell to my death
I'd like to think that I
would not do it all again

Forgive myself?
Well, I wish I could
Shake this feeling
Like I did something wrong

I know I'm in love with
a charactor you made up
I know she's a villain,
I know I'm to play the victim
This is not a love story
This is an account of history

Forget this?*
I wish I didn't have to
Know that true love exists
And I let it slip
Through my hands

Let your pride be a wall
That keeps you from the one you love
Let your anger be a noose
Just wait until the bottom falls out
Let your fear be a blanket
That covers you in that hot mess
Let your ego be the bouncer
That keeps every feeling out
Let your age be the excuse
For you to act the way that you do
Look at me like you love me
And speak to me like you hate me
I don't care...
I'm so done...
Let it go baby
Let it go
Let your rebound be a distraction
From that fact you'll always miss me
Let your words be the nails
That bury you in that dark place
Let your shallowness be your playground
That keeps you from going off the deep end
Let your regret burn like a fire
That you try to put out with my tears
Let your selfishness be the drug
That takes you away from the real world
Let your mistakes be habits
That keep playing like a hot track
Look at me like you love me
And speak to me like you hate me
I don't care...
I'm so done...
Let it go baby
Let it go
Let your secrets be your disguise
So one knows who really are
Let your past be the cage
That you spend the rest of your life in
Let your spine melt away like ice
Tell me how you can look me in the eye

just wanna be
without you
even for just
a moment
don't want to be
all about you
this isn't living
this is worship

what will it take
to liberate
you from
my bones?

leave me alone
leave me alone
leave me alone

I carved a great
divide that
split the world
in two halves
and everytime
you breathe
you exepell
things that
poison every
-thing

what will it take
to wash
you from
my brain?

leave me alone
leave me alone
leave me alone

I've faught wars in your honor
for causes which I did not believe in
I've always been your right hand
now there's nothing left to defend

now that the world is against me
where are you?
where are you?
now that I'm the last one standing
where are you?
where are you?

I've brought you back the heads
of those who challenged your crown
I have always been your weapon
now there's nothing left to defend

now that the world is against me
where are you?
where are you?
now that I'm the last one standing
where are you?
where are you?

so you go
you've seen
the light
and I know
the darkness
will fill all
of the holes
and I dwell
between the
flash of light
and the girls
that bite
I think hell
is the sun
burning away
that sweet night
I don't ever
ever ever
want to see
the light
you are faceless
you are vapor
traceless
disappearing
I breathe you in
but something
else comes out
poisonous
invisible

You have a universe
All to yourself
You are a God,
It begins and ends
With you.
You decide
If love
and
cruelty exist

You are immortal
Infallible
And gorgeous
Move like a dancer
As you
Float through
The space
Between you
and
The world

The stars are
In your eyes
Galaxies expanding
Beautiful madness
In your head
We all have
Black holes
That **** in
and
devour us.

I know why I woke up angry
can kick you out of my life
but can't get you out of my dreams
still trying to believe that
you would actually do this to me
I just don't understand a move you make

do you see me sometimes
when you close your eyes
it is worth being hurt
or fighting for?

I dance like a woman possessed
trying to shake your memory
but everybody sees
you inside of me

oh the things that go unsaid
that bounce around in
my head like a bullet
the last thing I needed
was another hole to fill
why didn't you just shoot to ****?

do you see me sometimes
when you close your eyes
it is worth being hurt
or fighting for?

I dance like a woman possessed
trying to shake your memory
but everybody sees
you inside of me

I shouldn't have to have
this conversation with you
You already know what
you did was low
You knew it before you
picked up the phone
And called her into our home
You knew it before you
took off her clothes
And let her sleep on my pillow
You know
You know
You know
You Know You're Low
I'd give anything to hate
you for what you've done
But I've already forgiven you
Before anything happened
You knew you had me
the first time you told me a lie
And I let it slide...
You knew you had me
when you took that low blow
and I smiled and held
my tears inside...
You know
You know
You know
You Know You're Low
You shouldn't be saying
I'll never happen again
If you gave a **** this
problem wouldn't exist
You'll change
You're sorry
You love me
But it's the same
Sorry apology
You don't love me

no, I won't
answer the phone
no, I'm not
gonna have this fight
but I...
wanna rip out your heart
show you how black it is
I wanna call you out
and leave you stranded

if you want to make me jealous
you're gonna have to do better
better than her

no, I won't
fall for your charms
no, I'm not
the girl you left behind
but I...
wanna spit in your face
when you say you miss me
I wanna turn my back
when you really need me

if you want to make me jealous
you're gonna have to do better
better than her

baby
you can do
better than her!

Your name in my phone
has been "don't answer me" for months
From time to time, I think
about how sad it is that it
has come to this divided identity

I can't keep your name off my lips
I can't wash my hands clean of this
I'm so guilty...I'm so guilty
but I'll die before I confess

You turned the tables on me like a DJ
Spinning an infectious melody
That I hate but can't get out of my head
But I will never love you again

Your name incites
a million tiny riots inside of me
And to think it's been
that way since the moment we met
Oh my sick muse, how could I forget?

I can't keep your name off my lips
I can't wash my hands clean of this
I'm so guilty...I'm so guilty
but I'll die before I confess

You turned the tables on me like a DJ
Spinning an infectious melody
That I hate but can't get out of my head
But I can never be with you again