sit,
the quiter you become
the more you can hear

a man with a simple needs
he wants a simple life and simple rules
he thinks the world is simple
as his simple perspective
he's tired of finding the simple one
now this man is just one regular man

he traveled back & forth
from north to south to
find something that he
can't recall, people
from his neighborhood
call him crazy for chasing
shadows instead of his wife
back home

nobody in this *******
world is irreplaceable

******* digest that

Nope
Just a devastating day to live with
This is the day that i wanna skip
maybe i dont even want to remember
What are the causes and effects

I let you break free
No more pain will ever bring you down
Fly white birdy, you look even more beautiful, without the cage that i made for you

last night was almost amazing
even that is not the thing that i
wanted and asked God, but
it turned out maybe that's all
i might need in order to
rekindle with myself,
i had to make peace with it
i did

I may not fully recovered yet
but things are going very well
I can sense something bigger is
coming towards me
I feel the rush in my bones
I'm still mourning but I feel so alive

something evil in me
wanting to hate and
rip you apart

but then
I dont wanna spending
my life time remembering you

I want you to fade,
forever and ever

"i am afraid" she said
"well, i am a human too"*

they both afraid of their loves
it is too beautiful to ruin
for an overatted commitment
these uncontrollably feelings
need a cage to be tamed
and that would be that
cage between her chest

Look me in the eyes
& tell me pretty lies

it either curse or blessing
that you have those kind of abilities
to see some ******* that you know
gonna hit you so bad someday
the bad news is, you're a very negative
person, they'll say
but the main reason is, they are giving
these negative vibes that drowned
the **** out of you
you ended up trying not to believe in
yourself but in the end,
people are just people
that is a tragic truth my friend.
embrace the blessing,
you are not alone.

as she walk through the alley and
whisper, 'mama didnt raise a saint'
she continue to finish her cigarette
all she can think was her mother
she loved her to death
that her own death is unvital

this is where i am gonna tell you the truth from the other side that you're
not even bothered to ask before you
go punishing me with bad words
which me, myself
not even bothered because i knew
where i stand and my principles
you wanna know why?
hear me out.

i told her in the face
"i was lonely when i needed you"

i told her in the face
"i was lonely when i said love to you"

i told her in the face
"i was lonely that i pursued you"

i told her in the face
"i was lonely but now she makes me feel how it is to feel love without being lonely"

it stings a bit
im never lied
actually it sting so much
im tasting my own medicine
tonight im gonna hear what is
the sound of brokenhearted,
that you've been ranting about

holding my breath as long as i can
is it you or I don't know
how to feel anymore
let's take a step back from where
we are now,
shall we?

if you ever asked from my perspective
i'd say, one thing i know is
i really did all the best way i
can think of, that was an all-out
performance of a life time
which is i didnt regret at all
if people think that was utterly nothing
just let'em think that way
just let'em.