staring knowing i'm useless
running through options
maybe if i check one more time
reality might have changed
but you're bleeding profusely
and i can't find a way to stop it
always shooting for another try
in a losing game
watching feeling like a sad excuse
if i can't save you
what can i do
waiting hoping good things will come
soon enough
before you succumb
just want you to be happy
willing to sacrifice these objects
and give you the care i can
but objects are few yet needed
if you would have me
with my intentions and regrets
and help me understand
why you're so ceded
not trying to poke
or defile your throne
only wish to know
you remind me
of all the good things
i am usually to distracted to see
and i just wanna give you the same thing