i just don't belong
but there is nothing wrong
with that at all
it isn't my fault
i was just born this way
and that is okay
if you don't like me
i'll be understanding
i might try accommodate you a little more
but i won't conform
i won't change for you
because you can't say you would change for me too

i don't want to have to ask
but i have to at least try
i'm not sure i can
handle another lie
how many times
how many times
i can't keep wondering
can't keep it inside
when you leave
in the middle of the night
and reappear a couple hours later
and don't tell me why
sometimes i wish you would never come back
but i can't be the one to say bye
i go a little more crazy
when you tell me its all in my mind
are you just gonna sit by
while my faith in you dies
if it really is all in my head
the truth is something only you can provide
i can only assume things
if you continue to hide
don't want to be that kind of person
but you make me so insecure and ready to fight
when you lie to my face
like i can't see what's going on, like i am blind
oh god, don't let it be true
i am scared that it might
tear me apart so if it is
maybe you should just lie

i just wanna change the world
but
the world wants to change me too
i just wanna find something good
but
the good doesn't want to be seen
i just wanna scream into the void
but
the void screams back at me instead
i just wanna let go of these people
but
these people won't let go of me
i just wanna lie next you
but
who knows the next time you will lie
i just wannawannawanna
but
the wanna doesn't want me