After long years,
Our paths crossed
He's still in love with me,
And I swear I love him even more - the one I hurt before
The one who learned to hate me the most when I left him with no words
We commenced together again
Hoping that our love story will have a fairytale-like ending for the second time around.
Crossed fingers, wishing it will never end this time.

But for those around us,
The second chance is a big NO NO!
For a liar,
For a cheater like me
There's no luck for another bite of the cherry
But for him, he took the risk
And it's totally fine
He doesn't care because he said true love exists.

Until the man I thought I knew suddenly forgot to hold my hand
To touch my face,
To kiss my hand,
To be the same as he promised to be,
To be the one who will never go away from me.
Until one day, he listened to them.
He slowly changed his mind,
His thoughts, his heart.
'Til I know him no more
The saddest thing is,
The fear that one day he'll go to me and tell the same things his friends said against me came
That I am a liar,
A cheater
and should not have been given the shot
Finally, he walked away and never turned back.  

So I'm here
Left all alone
Waiting for a time machine to turn me back to the time
That I should have not wasted his love,
His loyalty,
His trust.
I wish I could turn back to those days that hurting him was out of my vocabulary.
If only I could,
I will.
I really will.

And yes, I continue to exist with this love for him
To the one, I hurt before
With the one who hated me the most
And I can't resist...
'Coz even he's already out of my life,
I'll still fall in love with him again and again.
It will be the hardest to forget him
For he never thought me how
And it kills me even more,
That everyday, I die.