On the outside
I'm as calm as the wind
On the inside
I'm completely losing my ****
I can't think straight
My anxiety is starting **** me
Slowly
I try to focus on anything
That requires my full attention
Such as work
But that doesn't work
The grip I once had on my sanity
Is slowly starting to slip
I'm scared
I can feel my mind slipping
Into the dark abyss
On the outside
I appear to be fine
On inside
I'm fighting a losing battle
And slowly losing my mind