In the darkness of my dreams lives the fear I hold onto
In my dreams there is death and tears
In my dream I am the victim of horrible crimes
In my dreams I will never be safe
In my dreams men pray on my sadness
In my dreams I **** me and others around
In my dreams I fade away
In my dreams my screams dont make a sound
In my dreams I swallow my pride and medication all at once
In my dreams people are traumatized
In my dreams I cant stop the fear from crawling into my mind
I would rather die than visit my dreams
What happens in yours?

We used to date but its over now
Its over so move on, just ******* move on
But I cant I still love him, I want him to love me
But he is happy with her so dont wish that
**** I wish he was mine, I want to hold his hand
But Devani and Gavin are great together
I know is it wrong to want it to end
Is it wrong to want to hold his hand
Is it wrong to want to kiss his lips
Is it wrong to want to hear those words again
I want him to say I love you and I want it to be true
Is that so wrong

Mama said love is something good
But love is dark
Love is yelling at each other saying things that really hurt
Love is pushing him away so you can run
Love is him pushing you into a wall
Love is him getting mad because you didnt want a kiss
Love is him forcing you to do as he wants
Love is a war I wasnt ready for
Love is him cheating on you with your best friend
Love is being left alone to cry in the dark
Love is something good said Mama
Well love is *******