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Jun 2021 · 368
Pills
Unknown Girl Jun 2021
Take one pill in the morning accompanied by this one it will help
with the pain but beware of the numbing feeling it can fill you
it can take you away so are you sure you want this
or do you want to feel the pain.
May 2021 · 55
Say Your Sorry
Unknown Girl May 2021
It started with him, he constantly said I was doing something wrong
So every time he did I would say ¨I´m sorry¨
I would say it so much it became a habit that was hard to shake
For every little thing I would say I´m sorry
even if there was nothing to be sorry for
It became the thing that was spoke the most
he had me feeling so small so sorry for him that thats all my voice knows
So when it comes time I will say my sorrys to all
May 2021 · 175
Broken Doll
Unknown Girl May 2021
I was broken since I can remember
A broken doll for the world to view
The way they stare at me for the cracks
The make a face and whisper about the ugliness
How they feel it is abnormal
That a broken doll is unnatural with the pretty ones
May 2021 · 200
Letters I Wish I Had
Unknown Girl May 2021
A letter to my past self we could have done so much good.
We could have sat silently and smiled politely but no.
We turned to smoking *** in the bathroom with our ¨friends¨.
Like I said we could have done so much good but we didn't like that.
We liked the thrill from rebelling in some way no one would ever think of.
We also wanted to dye our hair and pierce our face while wanting to be alone.
We laid lazealy on the couch pretending to be as innocent as a baby.
We listened to heavy metal in the dark to feel less angry with ourselves.
We cried and lied to everyone around told them that we where fine.
A letter to my past self we can learn to get better and heal with everyday.
Apr 2021 · 44
Untitled
Unknown Girl Apr 2021
you held my hand in the dark
then you tore me apart
leaving something new
leaving an opening for you
covered my mouth said not to scream
then I saw you weren't what you seemed to be
a monster hiding in the dark
broke my faith in humanity
now I never trust in the start
and to think you ever stole my heart
Apr 2021 · 35
Emptiness Is You
Unknown Girl Apr 2021
Your words the burn into me like fire burns into wood
Your hate is is planted in my memories like a seed in the ground
Your unholy ways are forced upon me like a wave on the sand
Your as faithful to making me feel like nothing as the people who go to church
You are as cold the arctic and as empty as my dreams
You are what I never wish to be
Apr 2021 · 41
The Dreams I Knew
Unknown Girl Apr 2021
The dreams I hold close to me are dreams wild and free.
They are dreams of me and you sitting on the sand talking slow as you hold my hand. The dreams when we are having fun we wear matching sunglasses and dance in the sun.  The dreams of just you and me I need you most please set me free.
Apr 2021 · 1.5k
Untitled
Unknown Girl Apr 2021
The roses have wilted, The violets are dead. The demons run circles, Round and round in my head. The parents are crying, Their kids keep on dying.
Because that's what modern society bred, And nothing was said.
Apr 2021 · 140
Foreign Boy
Unknown Girl Apr 2021
Words from you make my heart beat one million miles an hour
Words from you make me smile
Words from you make it all seem worth it
Words from you make it all seem alright
Thank you for the words you gave to me
And thank you for never leaving me alone
Apr 2021 · 52
But still
Unknown Girl Apr 2021
soft pink lips
deep blue eyes
Promised to stay awhile
held my hand
broke my heart
****** me up from the start
Apr 2021 · 69
Cry for help
Unknown Girl Apr 2021
I smile through the pain
I constantly doubt myself
I belittle myself
these cuts and scars
Are A Cry For Help
I need love
but I have no faith
I dont know how to trust people
When I cant trust myself
Still this is a cry for help
Mar 2021 · 43
Broken again
Unknown Girl Mar 2021
You are to fast and impatient
You expect him to like that
Your so stupid he will never like you
But I want him to like me he is kind
But then again we are worlds apart
Stupid stupid stupid girl
**** I always do this
Mar 2021 · 52
Suicide At 3 A.M.
Unknown Girl Mar 2021
I sit in the dark and cry
I pull the blade across my wrist slowly to feel the pain
That's the first time I tried
She was very mean to me so ******* mean
She believed I deserved to to die and so did I
Suicide at 3 A.M. but it failed and I was left with scars
The are barely visible now but they are still there
Mar 2021 · 53
Boys Who Hurt Me
Unknown Girl Mar 2021
Alex hit me and took away my pride in the school locker rooms
Gavin is super kind but broke my heart
Jorden kissed me in the woods the told me I should just die
Leo called me beautiful but then broke me in half when he said it was a lie
There are more but I can't count all the boys who hurt me
Mar 2021 · 47
New Friend?
Unknown Girl Mar 2021
Hope is not what I want, But hope is what I have
He only talked to you because he likes the way you write
I know but I have hope, why do I have hope
**** your gonna get hurt, stop talking to him now
But he could maybe be my new friend, or not........
Mar 2021 · 45
But Wait
Unknown Girl Mar 2021
He broke my heart over text
But I still love him
He shattered you into a million little parts
But you still asked him to stay
You ******* idiot why did you say that one word
You said wait and he did, you asked him to stay
He listened and stayed, but now all you feel is pain
Stupid girl you should have never said wait
Mar 2021 · 86
🖤♐⚰️🧷🖤
Unknown Girl Mar 2021
🖤 = Heartless
♐ = Sagittarius
⚰️ = Where I want to be
🧷 = Because I felt like it
🖤 = Stone cold
Mar 2021 · 62
I'm Sorry I Exist
Unknown Girl Mar 2021
আমি দুঃখিত আমি উপস্থিত আছি
Ek is jammer dat ek bestaan
Me vjen keq qe ekzistoj
በመኖሩ አዝናለሁ
أنا آسف لوجودي
Iավում եմ, որ գոյություն ունեմ
Mövcud olduğum üçün üzr istəyirəm
Sentitzen dut existitzea
Мне шкада, што я існую
Žao mi je što postojim
Съжалявам, че съществувам
ငါတည်ရှိပြီးစိတ်မကောင်းပါဘူး
Lamento existir
Pasensya na nga naa ko
Mar 2021 · 63
Fille brisée
Unknown Girl Mar 2021
Elle était pleine de lumière
elle était pleine de vie
Mais ensuite elle a dû partir et mourir
Je suis désolé d'exister
Je suis désolé d'exister
Mar 2021 · 334
The Words You Never said
Unknown Girl Mar 2021
You said I was stupid when you got mad at me
You said that I was ugly and I need to lose weight
You said I would never compare to the other girls
You said so many things, but the things you never said were
That you needed me or that you wanted me around
You never told me I was pretty or that you liked me
You never told me I was smart, you never wanted me
The words you would never say
Mar 2021 · 32
Bleeding Hope
Unknown Girl Mar 2021
I used to bleed fear and sadness
I used to have to hide it all away
But then it became a habit .........
The blade I would use to bleed hope
I ran down my arm and across my leg
I had hope spilling out of me like words of a song
I had it all but also had nothing at all
I thought I was bleeding hope
Mar 2021 · 51
Messages you send
Unknown Girl Mar 2021
The messages you send are full of lies
The messages you send are a waste of our time
You send things saying I'm pretty but when you're done I am nothing
The messages you send have broke my heart yet I stay
The messages you send have broke me time and time again
But my reply is always the same "please stay"
Mar 2021 · 30
Looking At Myself
Unknown Girl Mar 2021
I hated looking in the mirror at myself
I hated seeing my face because it made me feel sick
I hated seeing the way I looked and feeling so small
I hated the color of my skin
I hated the color of my hair and eyes
I hated the way my body was shaped
I hated that I was alive
I thought that I would never be enough
I thought I should be thin
But I was me and I couldn't look at myself
Mar 2021 · 26
My Past
Unknown Girl Mar 2021
My past is bad I am also really bad person
My past is smoking **** in class or in the bathrooms
My past is running a blade across my arms or legs
My past is trying to overdose because I was so done
My past is dating guys who hurt me a lot except for one
My past is running away from home because I was out of control
My past is dark and ****** up
My past held secrets good and bad
I can't out run my past
My past made me push people away
He saved me from my past day after day
But I pushed him so far that he couldn't stay
Mar 2021 · 22
Is It Wrong
Unknown Girl Mar 2021
We used to date but its over now
Its over so move on, just ******* move on
But I cant I still love him, I want him to love me
But he is happy with her so dont wish that
**** I wish he was mine, I want to hold his hand
But Devani and Gavin are great together
I know is it wrong to want it to end
Is it wrong to want to hold his hand
Is it wrong to want to kiss his lips
Is it wrong to want to hear those words again
I want him to say I love you and I want it to be true
Is that so wrong
Mar 2021 · 69
Death Was Almost Mine
Unknown Girl Mar 2021
I held hands with death all those times
I wanted him to take me away
I tried to end my life with pills and blades
I was so ready for death but he never came
I am trying to get better
But the memory of him still stayed
Unknown Girl Mar 2021
**** I think I love him
**** why did I promise
**** he looked so sad
**** I was careless so he saw
**** your so stupid he knows
******* never learn do you
**** I already broke the promise
**** go tell him use you words
                                                                                              Gavin Im sorry
                                                                    No you didnt?
                                                                                                          Im sorry
                                                                         Its fine
**** dont get hopeful he wont last
Mar 2021 · 64
Gavins view on things
Unknown Girl Mar 2021
Whats that on your arm?
                                                                                        **** its nothing sorry.
**** do you cut because if you do thats really bad.
                                                                                        No its nothing really.
I saw them that **** is bad promise me something.
                                                                                      Gavin I am fine please.
Noo if you do it again tell me but promise you wont.
                                                                                                           ........
Please Im worried
                                                                  Promise but dont  get too much hope
..........
                                                                                      Because I have none
Mar 2021 · 29
Then He Was Gone
Unknown Girl Mar 2021
I was young, too young to know better
I was in love but he had to go away
He was kind and smart, beautiful too
I liked the days we spent together
He was my best friend, the day he left he gave me a gift
I still have it It is the last thing I have of him
I miss him so much It makes me cry
His name is luke, I try to hold onto the memory of his face
I try to hold on to the way he made me feel, when all was right
Mar 2021 · 575
The Way You Are
Unknown Girl Mar 2021
The way you held me
The way you spoke
The way you smiled
The way you cared
The way we laughed
The softness of your touch
The way you made me feel whole
The ways you did things that I can never get back
Mar 2021 · 476
Blink Of An Eye
Unknown Girl Mar 2021
In one moment, In the blink of an eye your whole world could end.
Its the truth dont take things for granted
Mar 2021 · 72
Fighting Battles
Unknown Girl Mar 2021
I am A Brave Man
I wonder When This War Will End
I hear The Sounds Of Distant Gunshots
I see Men I Know Die
I want To Save Mine And Others Lifes
I am A Scared Soldier

I pretend To Have No Fears
I feel Terrified By The Outcomes That Could Happen
I touch The Dry Paper Of The Letter
I worry We Wont Make It Out
I cry While holding My Dying Comrade
I am A New Man

I understand Why We Go To War
I say I want What Is Best For The People
I dream Of The Soldiers We Killed
I try Not To Be Scared
I hope That I Survive  
I am Just A Person
Unknown Girl Mar 2021
It has always been a weakness
                                                 it always will be
                                                                          I hate it because it wont stop
I am weak so ******* weak
                                           But I cant help but feel these feelings
                                                                                                     I cant stop
I feel everything so vividly so deeply
                                                          For this I am weak
                                                                                       Why?
Mar 2021 · 17
What Makes A Monster?
Unknown Girl Mar 2021
What makes a monster is it looking grim?
Is a monster is it unkind acts?
Is a monster someone who is alone all the time?
Or is a monster something made by others?
Is a monster someone who is not like you?
Do you make yourself a monster?
Or do you get made into a monster by the people you know?
What makes a monster?
Mar 2021 · 46
BrOkEn GlAsS
Unknown Girl Mar 2021
Shattered, Spread around, And sharp
Cracking under pressure it doesn't take much
Sparkling and beautiful
Yet sharp to the touch
BrOkEn GlAsS
is all I am
Mar 2021 · 32
Blood Soaked Tears
Unknown Girl Mar 2021
Forever was so long ago
You were there holding my hand
We were laughing about meaningless things
Forever was so long ago
You had vibrant blue and red hair
Forever was so long ago
Now I barely know how to live
Forever ago you were there in my arms
But now your in the ground
Did you think of forever ago when you slit both your wrists
Did you shed a tear or were you calm
Forever ago you were here now all I know are blood soaked tears
Mar 2021 · 37
Mixed Emotions
Unknown Girl Mar 2021
**** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** ****
I see you there and I panic I freak out I cry
NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO
I see you there and all the things from the past cross my mind
FEAR FEAR FEAR FEAR FEAR FEAR FEAR FEAR FEAR FEAR
When you whisper in my ear and I know you want to grab me again
NNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
You wont get me back you wont get me alone in any room
I swore you wouldnt get me I swore you wouldnt get me
But now I am back here again
Mar 2021 · 37
Title Unknown
Unknown Girl Mar 2021
I need space to breath
I need space to think
I need space to feel
I need you to be real
I need hope and I need love
I need to be the one you think of
I need strong and I need sweet
I need to be saved from me
I need help please
Mar 2021 · 34
Delete Our Past
Unknown Girl Mar 2021
A new massage on your phone
He left me broken on my own
Out with some other girl
The way he broke my whole world
Now I am scared and all alone
Scared to look at the massage on my phone
I am deleting you like our past
And to think that we could last
Mar 2021 · 184
The Shape Of Us
Unknown Girl Mar 2021
Big, Beautiful, & Bold
You said you loved me this way
Big, Loud, & Proud
You said you needed me
Now you want THIN
Thin is pretty you know
Thin, Quiet, &  Polite
Thats the shape of us
You want thin not big
You want that to be the shape of us
Mar 2021 · 35
Thoughts of you
Unknown Girl Mar 2021
The thoughts of you run wild in my mind
The thoughts of you are fun and free
The thought of you disgusts me
Your very existence makes me cry
You are the reason I am starved of love
You are the guy who has it all but still needs more
The thoughts of you...
Unknown Girl Mar 2021
Dear Unknown loves, I hope this brings us joy.
I hope you have my eyes and your dads smile.
I hope you are happy that we have a kid.
I hope to greet you both with a smile.
I hope we can be together forever.
I hope we have love in our home.
I hope to be a good future wife and mom.
Mar 2021 · 452
She Is My Angel
Unknown Girl Mar 2021
Tall and Beautiful is she
Smart and Strong way stronger than me
Graceful like an angel sent from above
Gave me all her attention and love
The moment we met the second I saw her face
But no one can match you for turn of phrase
Dearest Kayley please never change
Mar 2021 · 41
Boys In The Schoolyard
Unknown Girl Mar 2021
They hold you down pinned by your shoulders and waist
They say you have a nice and pretty face
They call you by your middle name
They slide their hand up your shirt and down your skirt
They belong to no one yet also everyone
They are monsters with a pretty face for a disguise
The boys in the schoolyard will tear you apart
Mar 2021 · 35
Love Is
Unknown Girl Mar 2021
Mama said love is something good
But love is dark
Love is yelling at each other saying things that really hurt
Love is pushing him away so you can run
Love is him pushing you into a wall
Love is him getting mad because you didnt want a kiss
Love is him forcing you to do as he wants
Love is a war I wasnt ready for
Love is him cheating on you with your best friend
Love is being left alone to cry in the dark
Love is something good said Mama
Well love is *******
Mar 2021 · 34
Sleepless Nights
Unknown Girl Mar 2021
You haunt my dream I need to stay awake
I will never be safe please self dont fall asleep
You can hurt me there I dont want to hurt anymore
You You You You, thats all I dream about
**** I need to avoid sleep
Softly you grabbed my hand and forced me into bed
You refused to stop even as I pleaded
No No No **** thats what I see in my dreams
You hurting me
So I refuse sleep
Mar 2021 · 38
Suicide
Unknown Girl Mar 2021
She was happy and always smiled
She helped people who need it most
how did we not see the signs
how did we miss the marks on her arms
How did we almost let her die
Suicide letters were found in her desk
We found her in the bathroom with bleeding wrists
She did not need to go to the hospital but what if we had found her to late
Suicide was all she wanted all she thought about
Suicide...
If only I had the will to live
Suicide...
My oldest friend
I have been there please reach out if you or a friend need help.
death is not the answer trust me.
Mar 2021 · 35
In My Dreams
Unknown Girl Mar 2021
In the darkness of my dreams lives the fear I hold onto
In my dreams there is death and tears
In my dream I am the victim of horrible crimes
In my dreams I will never be safe
In my dreams men pray on my sadness
In my dreams I **** me and others around
In my dreams I fade away
In my dreams my screams dont make a sound
In my dreams I swallow my pride and medication all at once
In my dreams people are traumatized
In my dreams I cant stop the fear from crawling into my mind
I would rather die than visit my dreams
What happens in yours?
Mar 2021 · 145
Kayley
Unknown Girl Mar 2021
Kayley an angle hidden in plain sight
Kayley so bright and full of joy you can´t help but smile
Kayley bold and beautiful
Kayley you have a gift like no other
Kayley god will be so happy when she brings you home
Feb 2021 · 363
insignificant
Unknown Girl Feb 2021
small
worthless
nothing left
I am
INSIGNIFICANT
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