Forever was so long ago You were there holding my hand We were laughing about meaningless things Forever was so long ago You had vibrant blue and red hair Forever was so long ago Now I barely know how to live Forever ago you were there in my arms But now your in the ground Did you think of forever ago when you slit both your wrists Did you shed a tear or were you calm Forever ago you were here now all I know are blood soaked tears
**** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** I see you there and I panic I freak out I cry NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO I see you there and all the things from the past cross my mind FEAR FEAR FEAR FEAR FEAR FEAR FEAR FEAR FEAR FEAR When you whisper in my ear and I know you want to grab me again NNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO You wont get me back you wont get me alone in any room I swore you wouldnt get me I swore you wouldnt get me But now I am back here again
I need space to breath I need space to think I need space to feel I need you to be real I need hope and I need love I need to be the one you think of I need strong and I need sweet I need to be saved from me I need help please
A new massage on your phone He left me broken on my own Out with some other girl The way he broke my whole world Now I am scared and all alone Scared to look at the massage on my phone I am deleting you like our past And to think that we could last
Big, Beautiful, & Bold You said you loved me this way Big, Loud, & Proud You said you needed me Now you want THIN Thin is pretty you know Thin, Quiet, & Polite Thats the shape of us You want thin not big You want that to be the shape of us
The thoughts of you run wild in my mind The thoughts of you are fun and free The thought of you disgusts me Your very existence makes me cry You are the reason I am starved of love You are the guy who has it all but still needs more The thoughts of you...
Dear Unknown loves, I hope this brings us joy. I hope you have my eyes and your dads smile. I hope you are happy that we have a kid. I hope to greet you both with a smile. I hope we can be together forever. I hope we have love in our home. I hope to be a good future wife and mom.