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I let you down and
I started to run,
Never meant to be your pain
Oh my god, What have i become?
Don't  kiss me
If your afraid of
Thunder.
Because,
My life is
A
Storm.
“Roses are Dead, Violets are Crying,
My garden has wilted,
I got tired of trying,
The butterflies disappeared, i don’t feel them inside,
And i really do fear, that they have also died,
The vines are cut down,
The animals are lifeless on the ground,
My garden is vacant, nothing alive has
Been found, i’m falling asleep,
Everything is black, i’m actually happy,
There is no going back”
If one day you woke up.
And i was gone,
Don't cry,  Don't grieve.
Don't write paragraphs about how much you  loved me.
Because,
When i was alone in my darkest hours,
You weren't the one that would stay up all night
And make sure i was alright.
Don't say i was a wonderful girl and  wonder
How people could be so cruel,
Because on some ways,
You were the reason i might've
Took my life that night.
I'm sorry mommy,
I'm sorry, I'm such a disappointment,
I'm sorry I'm useless,
I'm sorry I'm a disgrace,
I'm sorry I'm antisocial,
Most of all,
                   **I'm sorry I was born.
I cut  my wrist,
           to feel alive,
I skip meals,
           to feel pretty,
I drink whiskey,
           to feel flushed,
I stay up night,
           to feel the dark,


But I can't tell ,
if I'm even,
feeling at all.
And I just don't see a reason in even trying anymore,
Or talking,
Or breathing,
I'm just so done.
I wanted to dance my pain away,
To forget everything,
Be someone I wasn't.

But now I realize,
I'm stronger than this.
I'm better than it all,
I can face this.

The demons better beware,
It's hunting season and I'm hunting every single one of them down.
Trying to remind myself to stay strong. Its working... ^^ to u guys also, stay strong, okay? Things tend to work itself out. Trust in that, roll ur shoulders back and stand tall and strong, and take it. Take the pain, endure it for now. Once it sees that it can't bring you down, that ur too strong for it, it will leave. So stay strong, I've got ur back.

Kick me
By sleeping with sirens
You're an ocean away,
Yet today I feel like you're right next to me.

Thank you for wrapping your
Strong arms
Around me and shielding me from the onslaught of my demons.
My demons had declared war.
But I'm okay now.
Thanks.

Nyc baby
By karen o
Favorite song right there and it totally relates to my situation right now.
.-.
I was your Cure,
You were my Disease,


I was saving  you,
You were killing  **me.
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