it was great to use your affection to pass the time of my slowly decaying mind and heart

run baby run because I bleed blue and you bleed red

Why do I allow this to happen when there is no flowing freely? I know this, I'm just completely and comfortably numb. I thought that I meant something to someone, because words mean nothing and actions mean everything. Alone here, I'm stuck, and tomorrow I'll be ready to leave. Leave my body, leave this earth, leave everyone who claimed to care behind, there's no future ahead, I see nothing. There's nothing left in this world for me, not one person will ever truly understand what I felt. The anguish and hatred, burning scarcely within me for my entire life. I am done with being a negative human, I am garbage, at least that's what you described me as this morning when I decided that I am ending my life.

I've missed you more than my heart can express. I needed you so much this past year, but as the snow will begin to fall, it'll be us falling in love all over again. Everyone tells us we're crazy, but I know we're not, we're just content with knowing what we want. Being in your arms is what keeps me sane these days, and getting to know you all over again is a blessing in disguise. Thank you for loving me, and letting us flow freely.

I feel like I’m falling
Constantly, but slowly
Off of a cliff, or down a rabbit hole
But it's endless, and I feel numb
I get to grab on a branch, for short term support
(seemingly)
Just for a while, so I can take a hectic break
Only for a moment
Then I let go
And I just keep falling
That constant feeling
Falling

Nostalgic sunset
The giver of happiness
Ruler of pure truth

your imperfections
are only seen in your own eyes
you are beautiful

I love you too much
It hurts when you act like this
Please come back to me