I'm disposable
You never cared about me
My heart is broken

I gave you my everything,
Love, trust, body, secrets and more,
You saw my scars,
Kissed them better everyday,
Reminded me how beautiful I was,
I was exposed and you took advantage,
You knew I was vulnerable,
I opened up to you and told you everything,
You used me, and you never loved me nor did you care

I can't do anything but lay here and bleed and bruise,
Ripping out my hair,
Screaming for air,
Mascara tears deteriorating my eyes,
His words ringing in my ears,
I was his motif,
He waited until it was far too late,
To speak these words of true raw feeling,
You can't have me back,
And you have no right to make me feel this way again.

You came by to pick my garden's flowers,
Pulled my petals out and threw them away,
Pushed them through your dirt,
Smothering me,
Ran away to another garden, with fresh flowers,
That I could never provide you

When the rain pelts the pavement,
I'm reminded of the nights we've spent together,
I'm the rain, you're the pavement,
I am freely living in the clouds until I'm ready to reach for you,
You are calm and content where you lay,
I'm a mess and make sure I disrupt everything in my path,
But you're always there waiting for me,
I do no wrong, because always,
At the end of the day, I have to reach for you,
And be next to you.