How many times do I have to die before I get the chance to live?

One month;
Thirty-one days but sixty-two I love you's.
One for closing eyes,
the other for a morning surprise.
...but, maybe I lost count,
for when the moments you were down
I slipped one in underneath that frown.
Three words spoken in serene meaning;
even the buzz of the city calmed to hear our hearts beating
and I still see those thighs leaving
two separate worlds, but being together is still more intriguing
So, I pray for our days together to never end
cause if it did, I wouldn't be able to mend.
Your the only one I love,
^ hence all the stuff above ^

I find myself waiting
         for the   words     she
has
                        to say.
                           Because
I can't lie to myself-        
                                                 ­          I care.
And I still long
          to be      
                            warm.

Under my skin,
Your words are digging in.
Ripping, tearing,
Pulling my flesh away.
Peeling back the skin
And settling in.
To a host of which
They are unwelcome.

Under my skin,
Your words are digging in.
Lying, defying,
Numbing the realities.
Peeling back the skin
And settling in.
Whispering nothings to which
There are no meanings.

Under my skin,
Your words are digging in.
Confusing, undoing,
Ignoring all truths.
Peeling back the skin
And settling in.
Crafting lies which
Are filled with sin.

Under my skin,
Your words are digging in.
Mending, fixing,
Stitching the wounds.
Peeling back the skin
And settling in.
Making a home in which
They shouldn't be existing.

Under my skin,
Your words are digging in.
Peeling back the skin
And settling in.

I'm just a boy
Starring outside
From a second story
Window.
And you're just a girl
Walking down the
Sidewalk..
I don't know if I'll ever
See you again.
But I'd like to think
I will.

Some day.

I once loved a girl that didn't love me back.

I think I can remember a time
when skinned knees hurt more
than a broken heart.

You're young and pretty so shut up and kiss me.