What kind of friend,
leaves the other for dead?
You have put me at my witts end.
I trusted you,
I loved you,
And this,
This is my repay?
You and your ******* lies,
Sent me straight to my very demise,
Sh, this our little secret,
Dont tell my mom,
Dont tell my dad,
But this, this is your fault,
And now because you got in my head,
My parents have to burry me,
You led me to my witts end,
Because of you,
I am **dead

Its 5 AM,
I lay here, in my bed,
I stare, I wonder, I fear,
I shed all my tears,
I get up, get ready,
I go to class,
I hope, and I pray,
That I will make it through today.
You stayed, you cared,
No matter the ******* shared.
The voices say,
Dont trust him,
Sometimes, I can't help but give in,
And when I did,
You never failed to pull me back
I thank you,
I know you have to go,
She hates me,
You love her,
Talking to me will only ruin the show.
Stay with your girl,
Treat her right,
Don't worry about me,
I'll try and fight.
I'm okay alone,
Can't you see,
You didn't really save me.
Let me fly, fly away.
Don't take the blame,
Feel no shame,
I came,
I saw,
I failed.
But you,
You will prevail.

****,
Loner,
*Emo,
Cutter,
Things are things I cant help but stutter.
You say *I lied,
That I am a fake.
But really, how long of a look did you take?
I stood for you,
I bled for you,
I always had your back,
Now you reverse the track,
You take your things, pack.
You leave me for dead,
Oh, this is what I dread.
I can't trust you,
How can anyone.
You're sick,
How can you play these tricks,
Stay away.
Keep your distance.
You've done enough damage.
I no longer need your assistance.

Restless,
Scared,
Numb,
Alone,
You see, these are the things I feel in my bones.
You *lie,
You cheat,
Don't worry, it's no surprise to me.
I've felt this pain
Time and time again,
Anxiety,
Seems to be my only true *friend

Mommy, daddy,
Can't you see,
How much your words are hurting me?
I think of every word you said,
At night when I can't seem to sleep in my bed

Brother, sister,
Don't you hear,
I'm in my room, holding back every tear,
I don't want you to know I'm broken,
So, I'll keep smiling and leave all the pain unspoken

Friends,
Don't you know,
There are so many things I chose not to show.
I scream, I cry,
I cut, I lie,
But most of all I wanna die.

People, society,**
Where is the girl I used to be?
You drove me insane,
in my head,
Congratulations to everyone of you,
For i am *dead.

Don't try and save me
I've pulled you close enough
Don't open me up,
Even if you have a key
For all that you will see
Is nothing but rotten emotions
Don't feel bad for me
I cant feel you see
For I am already
Dead and Gone

I can't change the want,
The need to change
The need to stand out
The desire to feel different
I am sick of being identical
Tired of being another face
I'll just live one big lie,
With all this **hair dye