Playing games
In your childhood seemed the same.
My disowned parent is who I blame.
For the next bad thing that came.

I used to be happy & sweet.
Until "mommy" introduced us to a stranger to meet
There is no justice on the street.
Police never arrested him after everyone he tortured, *****, & beat.

For the yard a tree swing,
Joy & excitement is what that brings.

I have inside knowledge with insight.
The true meaning of fear & fright.
The difference between wrong & right.

My past ruins my future & damns the present.
In my life one by one enemies are sent.
To **** joy & make me their toy.
To ****** every girl & boy.

I hate the house where I grew up.
Bad memories invade & erupt.
Sickness spreads & corrupts.

Never trust everyone in this world.
On it's finger evil twirled.

The joy of laughter, living happily everafter.
Our love assembled from above.
To quench my desire.
I lay by the fire.
Outside trees move & sway in the breeze.
You don't have to say "thanks" or "please."

Sunrays shine through trees of pine.
A foggy haze through this forest maze.
I caught my thoughts of you clouded in a daze.

My screams were only in nightmares & dreams. The mountain stood tall observing it all.
Lost in the trees I tripped & fell on my knees.
Just love is what we knew.
A feeling so true.
Never have I felt your kiss.
Something I know I would miss.

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Magazine ad space pages grace.
The new face of Guess.
Anna Nicole was the best. In black & white lace.
Reputations in ******* aren't disgraced.
Not all of them are stuck up *******.
From rags to riches.
Not all of them are bad seeds.
Most sin is lead by greed.
7 deadly sins to fulfill it's need.
A proud desire or a desired pride.
In front, behind, or at your side.
No envy to hide.
No sins to confide.
A heart open & wide.
Generous & forgiving but still not living.
Found what is lost.
At a fraction of the cost.
Establish something fabulous.
Immortal spirits don't perish or dies.
In heaven is where souls freely flies.
A funeral with eyes continued cries.
Expired your nine lives. Interigate with hateful eyes. Recognize who tells the lies.

You said you need a hug.
But i text too much & bug.
My own grave you dug.
You rolled my lifeless body in a rug.

I was found in a ditch.
Slaughtered for being a heartless *****.
Hike don't hitch.
You ***** me but I was no snitch.

No empathy or compassion for human life
No engagements to be your wife.
When i was alive, i was ignored, starved, neglected, & deprived.

My ghost will forever haunt you.
I was not a person you really knew.
To heaven my spirit flew.
Evidence rises with the morning dew.

I was not respected as a woman.
Stranded on a land of no man.
Bound by feet & hand.
My death was not planned.

A timeless waste. when you see my face.
Memories don't erase in time or space.
A spirit needs a host. A possession of a ghost.
A destiny you desired the very most.
The trees whisper a presence.
Mysteriously treasured in essence.
A being borrowed an end that is sorrowed.
Yesterday, today, & tomorrow.
Uncontrolled fate.....
it was the last that it had to create.
A perfect image to make.
A nightmare or dream.
Energy channels like prism beam.
Suspended & frozen.
A path is chosen.
Enchanted spells.
Lies you can not tell.
Truth prevails.
Anger yells.
Strange curiosity.
Confused atrocity.
Politeness smiles, happiness stays awhile.
Unheard & confined, defeat twists & binds.
Words spoken are unkind.
Friendships you can not find.
Seduction whispers a tune fillng the room.
A plan in motion to happen soon.
At night, in the morning, evening or afternoon.

My heart & mind is not blind.

In them is a mystery to find.

Nothing to enforce.

NO NEED FOR REMORSE.

I don't want to escape.

We should get this on video tape.

Love is what we gave.

Some things can't be saved.

It is in my nature to keep the peace.

Harmony is what I release.

Remind me of who you are.

I did wish for you on a shooting star.

Sorry for your pain.

NO damage to our brain.

Lack of justice is insane.

Mediators reports for reading.

Your perjury lies about me.

Your own bad karma is what you will see.

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I Forget to remember.
I don't trust my memory.
My biography in a summary.
A little piece of me.
A person to know & see.
My words are only half heard.
My face easily forgotten.
I hadn't deserved most of what I had gotten.
You don't message me daily.
You never arrange to see me.
We have no relationship.
We never kiss on the lips.

The evil eye sees.
Blindness is not how to be.
Disrespected, envied, or hated.
Alone I waited.
Safe in solitude at "home".
Inside is better & quiet.
I dislike noise.
Temperature has to be just right.
The air & the water.
Not too hot or cold.
Conflictions is not what I am after.
Controversy is not what I am about.
I wish you not to speakth my name.
To return from where you came.
I wish to remain the same.
Despite the past to blame.
To be as I were.
Self known & home grown.
Like a **** from a planted seed.
Texted & not phoned.
Censored online & not followed.
Never corner me or you will void what's hollow.
A nobody & nameless.
With my own face but fameless.
Unadmired & unreachable.
Installed now & later.
Doing what matters.
Unvoted & gathered.
I will try to keep my opinions & thoughts to myself.
To be a private person.
Unknown & unpopular the way it has always been.

To fight is not right.
I don't like to go out at night.
I am too heavy & fat.
I don't want to be like that.
I want to feel attractive & be sexually active.
I want to be someone to marry.
Before I die & get buried.

In the day I play with my cat,
I don't feel the need to chat.
Remember the time when you moved away?
Together I wanted us to stay.
18 years later finally came that day.
It was in June the month after May.
You were working at Campland by the Bay.

Now. You got a job at Denny's.
That is good because I know there is not many.

Earning money is good.
Something everybody has to do & should.
I would get a job if only I could. It is ghetto in my neighborhood.

Evil beings are heartless.
Evil has many faces.
All ages, sexes, & races.
Sadistic nature.
Everyday someone somewhere dies.
Who knows why.
Besides having mortal lives.
Crazy guys fate constist of abuse, fear & hate.
Criminal's crimes they always try.
Pathological constant told lies.
Greed never waits.
Hypocrites aren't great.
Justice is always late.
Unclean & unmoral.
Creating grief, despair, chaos, & turmoil. Unseen danger & deceit.
Be careful Who You meet.
Boast opinions injustice wins.
The devil sings......HEARTACHE it brings.
I hate the sinful destruction & corruption violates.
Contaminates my empty plate.

Haiku -
Ariel is my angel.
Kindred spirits.
Escape our cursed fate.
Our future together has been an 8 year courthouse debate.
The kidnapper belongs in a 6 feet underground crate.
A date she need not be late.
When are we supposed to be reunited?
At heaven's gate?
This world I hate.
Our souls it what it ate.

-Model -
Acrylic french tip nails, highlighted streaked hair. Glamourous vanity.
Thin as a rail.
Fabulous flair. New fashion to wear.
In admiration all eyes stare.
Posing for ******* is too transparent & bare.

Hawks, Eagles, Falcon, Owls, & Seagulls.
Ariel always wants to go to the beach.
So the ocean water she can touch & reach.
About seashells to show & tell.
But I don't want her to get sunburned.
A lesson we already learned.
One time we took the cat on his harness leash & he got scared.
To see what it would be like but we never brought him again because we cared.
We used to video tape it so we'd remember.
How little she was & cute we were.
It has been two years since we last went.
We'd only stay for thirty minutes something was what it meant.

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Majestic eyes glow. Our hearts already know. Destiny will make it so.

Our beauty appears through the years. The direction our path steers. Our ambitions collide. Big hearts open wide. Generous & giving. Celestial happiness is alive & living. Strong minds with souls are kind. Your spirit love will seek & find. Unbreakable bonds bind.
Sacred connections unshatter.
A family to protect. & love, is all & everything that matters.
Envy is brutal & batters.
Aggravation disorder clutters & clatters.
Flirting harrassment unflatters.
A vision of hope develops.
Perfection is distorted & interrupted.
Childhood's get corrupted.

You like a troll.

You ain't got no bankroll.

You dance on a stripper pole.

You live in a sh*t hole.

During the day you hibernate like a mole.

Everything you got you stole.

You lost all hope.

You can't see your life under a microscope.

Around the house you mope.

Don't look at me like I'm mother teresa or the pope.

There's another life on the other side of the *****.

Rain clouds with thunder that's loud.
Snow fall with snowflakes for all.
Sun rays through lazy days.
A chilly breeze across a still horizon.
Sunsets in the evening.
Promise you won't be leaving.
The early morning sunrise.
Through lonely misty dew foggy skies.
The mountain tops with frosty drops.
Sparkles & glitters for all the first critters.
A creepy cave a on hillside.
The shoreline cove open wide.
Seagulls whine & hide on the missed.
Never to forget.
Everything destined not to let.
Threads so transparent & fine.
Through fabrics of time.
His lips I long to kiss.
A silhouette shadow tall & with form.
A faded desire perfect & undeformed.
A sliver of hope he may be back.
Eye contact & a caress that lacks.
My bottle in the seas casts an ungranted wish.
True love my life has untouched & missed.

Fiction in the kitchen.
Claire & Blaire were aware of the mean stare.
They swear it was there.
She cared about despair.
She said a silent prayer.
She declared how it was unfair
& dared their unwillingness to compare
to share it is rare,
To have an explict affair anywhere.
To avoid rude glares.
Tempers flared.
Try to prepare to fix & repair.
Does pierre have some tools to spare?
The pair went to the shopping square.
They to the mare.
At farmer's market got some pears.
And did there nails & hair.
Let's have a seat in this here wicker chair.
What a cute teddy bear.
Her dress had a tare.
Her cheek a tear.
What should she wear?

No place is safe.
Your path will be traced.
Your existence hollow.
Not somebody to follow.
If you can't guess.
Your not my mess.
Leave me alone, just go home.
If you don't have cash, you are jobless trash.
Looking lazy & mean has become your daily theme.
No I can't spare some change.
Maybe a job would hire you if you weren't so strange.

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Gaze at the gigantic moon.
See how it illuminates the room.
The sky so foggy & dark casts shimmer of light,
The night grass soggy.
The dog still barks, moonlight glows bright.
A silloutte shadow of a black cat jumps a fence.
My heart beat intense.
Spooky images move.
My vision improves.
Owls are bad luck, being alone in the dark *****.

Watching & waiting,
my paranoia & fears debating.
My hopes & joys fastly fading.
My journey stops parading.
Endless nights limitless heights.
Living a nightmare,
With no one who really cares.
You’re the only one there.

Gaze at the gigantic moon.
See how it illuminates the room.
The sky so foggy & dark casts shimmer of light,
The night grass soggy.
The dog still barks, moonlight glows bright.
A silloutte shadow of a black cat jumps a fence.
My heart beat intense.
Spooky images move.
My vision improves.
Owls are bad luck.
If you hear one at midnight it means someone is going to die.
Say " goodbye".

I was unseen at age thirteen.
I had to pretend that I had a boyfriend.
Broken hearts can't mend.
I was ******.
It felt like I didn't even exist.
I wasn't someone anyone would miss.

Fashion I couldn't afford.
I just grew up bored.
I was completely offended.
Letters from dad were sended.
I cried it felt like I died.

We are poor never had carpet on the floor.
I never felt safe not in that place.
My childhood had nothing to look forward to.
A low priority case.
That's why I didn't file charges.

Love & protection.
Not hatred, fear, & neglection.
Respect, trust, honesty, & loyalty.
Not self centered royalty.
Devotion, understanding, & consideration.
Not meaningless flings of infatuation.
Open relationships with a wandering eye.
Is that what you want in a guy?
I want to be loved & cared for.
Not betrayed, used, & scared by.

My relationship standards have been updated & upgraded.
From everyone I have dated I hated.
My feelings were discarded & degraded.
I previously stated how I always waited.
How would you rate the perfect soul mate?
Your love needs to translate.
Whether being with them had been a curse or fate.
Unattraction was reversed unmagnetized.
My agenda doesn't dictate.
Plans are late.
Disappointment it will create.
Bad feelings you can't shake.
Our love was so fake.
My place you need to vacate.

© Harmony Sapphire . All rights reserved,

I heard you just follow the herd.
What's the word?
That is absurd.
I told you it was cold.
Your too fat, ugly, & old. I fold.
I know I ain't made of gold.
Hold it, I know you sold it.
Take a look, see I told you I can't cook.
Just in case you forgot my face.
Look twice.
Remember it's nice.
I am still a lady even if I don't drive a mercedes.
Do you want to be my buddy?
Or marry me & be my hubby?
Adventure to capture.
Just because it's time for a change.
Doesn't make me mentally deranged.
I don't sob if I ain't got a job.
Only a poor slob be eatting corn on the cob.
I have a need to feed.
But it ain't greed.
If you wanna be a goof.
You need to just disappear & go ****.
But don't use the roof.

Your morals are low.
Your still not on death row.
Probation doesn't make crimes stop.
I'm no cop. Happiness you can't buy.
Not all criminals die.
I was afraid.
We never got saved.
There was no where to go.
There was no one to know.
I knew it was & is wrong.
At 12 I was weak not strong.
I had no where safe to belong.
I had no friend not even in the end.
No one to call or send.
I had to wait until he was gone & it was over.
It took to long before I told her.
No one wants to hear what's true. Only me & my sister knew.
The SDPD don't protect & serve.
Pedofiles never get what they deserve.

The swan promised me a destiny.
To marry what is left of me.
To love me with your whole heart.
A life together as a pair to embark.

At the lake moonlight dimly lightens.
A horizon white owls brighten.
The wolves howls at the moon.
It will be morning soon.
You can't see the stars in the afternoon.

Sunrise through cloudy skies.
The tears on my pillow dried.

Since the dawn of time.
Elements of creation are a mystery to find.

Gravity has a grounding power.
It's hold lasts more than 24 hours.

The sky, planet, & galaxy can not fall.
The universe is not that small.
A message is delivered to us all.
The blue jays sing their call.
Shadows move across the cabin walls.

The trees stand still.
As butterflies land on the windowsill.
Garden snakes & lizards slither underneath shrubs.
As I lounge in the hot water of the bathroom tub.

Colorful glowing rainbows,
Sparkling gleaming rivers that flow.
A powerful mighty god that knows.
Miles of green grass that grows.
Front & back yards to mow.
Fierce strong hurricanes that blow.
Pure white cold falling snow.
A set of ten fingers & toes.
Birthday gifts wrapped with bows.
A Bright yellow sun that glows.
I drove to a hidden cove.
Off a cliff a seagull dove.
A pelican layed down on green cloves.
Loud noise I truly loath.
At the beach I am fully clothed.
My mind in a daze because of your confusing ways, a temporary phase.
Your intentions a haze.
I follow you through this maze.
Long hot nights & summer days.
Crowds of people in a craze.
Money is what fundraisers try to raise.

Seen or unseen,
I know I am pure & clean.
Teleported through a watery tide.
Plasma fluid like dripping sewage.

I laugh at the photograph.
A end to tear in half.

I said my confession to answer your question.
I was never mean or obscene.
I have a moral daily routine.

BUT IT DOESN'T matter.
We couldn't be any sadder.
My current profession has no aggression.
I don't take any chances, with strange romances.

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Soft pale skin.
Seashell tops & a scaly tail with a fin.
Listen enchanting singing.
Attracting people with attention it's bringing.
Awoke on shore in the sand.
Stood up & walked hand in hand.
A strange island is this land.

Appears an angel face.
A figure to showcase.
Can't remember how we got to this place.

Sunsets across the ocean.
A plan sets in motion.
My expression shows no emotion.

Swam atop a rock.
My boat no longer at the dock.
Seagulls soar & form a flock.
Underneath the water treasures are locked.

No perception of time is forged.
My secret desires dismissed & ignored.

Beauty that never fades.

Skin that doesn't age.

Immorality that's sacred.

Seashells for bras.

No foreseen flaws.

Long flowing hair.

Talented singing voices that's rare.

An underwater sea clan to care.

Gems & treasures they wear.

Glittering & sparkly.

Speech that's not gargly.

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The hex of unwanted ***.
A curse never to publish a verse.
My songs uncomposed. & unrecorded. Undiscovered written talent unread.
Thousands undelivered & never said.
My manuscript hidden in a box under my bed.
Sometimes think through my head.
Putting words to music to produce.
Express a message of simple use.
Rap, hip hop, pop, country, or rock.
At concerts people huddle like a flock.
The doors & entranced are locked.
This a reason why I have never been to a concert & I never will.
It ain't that chill.
Herded like sheeps & lambs.
No parking only traffic jams.
Noise & screams reach the rooftops.
Elevates levels of hysteria.
Silence is something I now miss.
Calmness & tranquility no longer exists.

My funds are quickly depleting.
Being broke is financially defeating.
Wealth is something everyone is always wanting or needing.
As long as they're breathing & their hearts are still beating.
Selfishness & greed is up to speed & heating.
No friends to arrange a meeting.
Someone to who you belong.
Who would never treat you wrong.
My money don't last long.
Unless you marry someone strong.
Who when they see you they burst into song.
Respect you can see.
To get a part of me.

© Harmony Sapphire . All rights reserved,

Broken poor trash which degrades & defiles.
You lied to the courts, judge, mediator, minor's counsel, & district attorney.
A backstabber, 2 faced, hypocrite, who commited perjury.
A hunchback hammertoed hefer who gets fatter.
You live in a hoarded ***** stenched sty.
Quality is not something you search to buy.
You settle for **** bit by bit.
On your fat *** you sit.
Your ***** sag.
Your a decripid old hag with saddle bags.
You destroy relationships.
You can't form your own friendships.
Your a judgmental, prejudice, anti-social, psychotic, hermit crab.
Your a heartless blackheart who back stabs.
You take what's not yours.
By manipulation, cheating, stealing & lying.
You want my child motherless.
Your an evil diease.
Your thoughtless, your lies don't put me as ease.
You divorced my dad.
You took all I had.
You can't control your bladder.
What I want to you does'nt matter.
Greed you sought.
Your lies I fought.
You spread hate in your old lady disguise.
You believe your so clever, deceitful, & wise.
You have cellulite, verocross veins, & cottage cheese thighs.
A meat loving satanic caravore.
Who slams the door.
Pees on herself & the floor.
Has a greed for more. Always settles for poor. Vendictive evil without a cure. My life is smeared a blur from everything I am & once were.

Do you regret the day we met?
I felt like Queen of the ******.
Is that why I got body slammed?
I have not been a *****.
I was someone you were wiling to ditch.
Our connection a curse.
My homicide would have been worse.
Your manic state.
A decision to leve too late.
A second chance was fate.
What is left,
Unforgiven hate.
You made a mess.
You caused unneccesary distress.
I need to rest.
That is best.
My patience tested.
A new place nested.

I like chocolate malt.
My life is at a halt.
I know who is at fault.
It's always the same who I blame.
She is lame.
Her sanity untame.
Her self shame.
You know her name.
You know her face.
It's an image you can't erase.
She put me & my child's life to waste.
She has selfish taste.
I wish her gone without a trace.
She slows down the pace.
She is always on my case.
Her feet are always bare.
She never brushes her hair.
She always judges & stares.
She never cares.
Turmoil daily she dares.
She's the world's biggest slob.
She does'nt have a thing to rob.
The only clothes she wears has holes, stains, & tears.
She never has any food.
In my business she always intrudes.
She is jealous, miserable, & rude.

Your *** crack is showing.
The whole while the neighbors never knowing.
You lay in a stale rancid puddle of ****.
Not to be near you is what I wish.
Your **** sag to your waist.
Dead flesh you love the taste.
Your mama's boy son is fat.
But nobody cares about that.
Old, bald, & grey.
You can't keep your stench away.
You are two of a kind.
Poor & miserable, with a brainless mind.
You burden me with disgust.
You are no one to love or trust.
You live in a **hole.
Poor people eat cereal in a bowl.
Your existence is shattered & not whole.
You shuffle around barefoot.
Things get lost where they are put.
You love to pakrat & hoard.
Being here just makes Ariel & I bored.

A two faced, backstabbing, hunchbacked, hammertoed,
Bedpissing, 77 year old, my child she stole,
Perjury committing, pedofile loving, meat eatting, lazy,

Old, packrat hoarding, ******, liar.
I wouldn't care if she was on fire.
Troublemaker of scorn.
Rotting rags is always what she's worn.
A pointy edge in my side like a thorn.
Lies under oath she sworn.
From my arms my baby she torn.
Nutty as an acorn.
A devil with horns.
Her death I would'nt mourn.

A collaboration with the entire nation.
What a musical sound creation.
Having my baby was never an if or a maybe.
That would have been crazy.
The one I have makes me glad.
Even though she never had a dad.
The pain was worth giving her birth.
Always needing feeding.
Never getting a wedding.
No engagement ring on my finger.
No ceremony singer.
The sky of stars are my diamonds,
pearls in the sea.
They would always mean something to me.
As the noise fades, animals leave the confinements of their caves.
Time goes on, the years get long.
Find a place or person to belong.
Birds chirp a daily song.
The sun keeps on burning.
Children are always learning.
The world keeps turning.
The fallen leaves get raked.
The earth quakes.
Hearts break.
Daylight can get too bright.
Rain sprinkles make the streets twinkle.
Foggy skies conceal distances.
Offering limited visablity resistance.
The chilly air I despise when it is there.
Warmer clothes I have to wear. To get sick I wouldn't dare.

Our lives entwine,
Through the fabrics of time.
Every fiber of your being,
Feels humanity & compassion your seeing.
World peace is more than a feeling.
Understanding well being is healing.
Evil & hatred deception is concealing.

It's like you can see mother earth in my eyes.
A worlds birth would make us cry.
Mortality says one day we will die.
Ambition lets us give success a try.
A family to never say "goodbye".
The after life you don't know why.
A past life you can't buy.
A destiny you cannot lie.
Secrets untold you can't pry.

Roses are red.
Violets are blue.
I am not dead.
I feel alive & new.
You forgot my birthday shame on you.
A regretful sin.
Envy begins.
Triangular webs have spinned.
Wars nobody will win.
Tragedy is what it has been.
Starved from within.
A hunger so thin.
Enemies who are twins.
Joy & Grace you should embrace.
A broken face you can't replace.
Wipe the tears from your face.
Utter disgrace how we left the vase.
The right time to leave this wrong place.
Please get out of my face!
Remember you wanted your space.
Loneliness has a bitter taste..
Our relationship needs to pick up the pace.
A memory gone to waste.
In time feelings fade & erase.
Ideas you can't express or trace.

Betrayal

Morning glories....boring stories.
Nightmares about strangers who stare.
Dreams of moonbeams, rivers, & streams.
Money I will never again lend.
That's the alternate end.
Not again your promises bend.
Your word is a lie.
Soon I hope you will die.
It's karma so don't wonder why.
The truth you wouldn't know if you tried.
Misery of being broke makes you cry.

- Haiku-
Hawaii, Ireland, and France, three places I would want to go.
*** belly piggies, chipmunks, & baby lambs I want to know.
Vacations & new pets, and working cars that don't get towed.
What will destiny, karma, trinity, infinity, & fate have bestowed?

Texas dairy farm killers crushed the skulls of my holy vessels in 2011.
Their animals spirits descended to heaven.
They bludgeoned their heads as many times as 7.

My defenseless, sweet, trusting, innocent babies.
Their fate of their existence shouldn't be a maybe.
Wilbur & Bo Bo .
Should not be Bacon at breakfast with hot cocoa.
To eat what is dead is sickness unsaid.

Cattle **** the serial killers "downstairs".
Televise the video to be seen everywhere.
So caravores will start to care.
They heartlessly murdered my cows.
My cows. Mine now & forever in this time.
A life for a life.

A precious calf's life devalued, abused, disrespected, & used.
Meat has no price tag.
Like a two faced old hunchback sea hag.

A priceless life without tombstones or mourning.
This corrupt caravore world is disturbing & my empathy for the animals is pouring.
Change this mother earth in the next morning.
Father sky watches their animal spirits soaring.
****** is their hobby.
They butcher & dismember a creatures body.
Every animal belongs to me.
They have a spiritual essence I can see.

All species created are mine.
Their ****** is not okay or fine.
The killers need to do time.
I guess justice is something we have to find.
Baby cow is delicate & needs respect & love.
Baby piglet where is mommy spirits above?
Baby Lamb I love you your a baby angel.
The sinners morals are distorted & tangled.
Their bodies should be undamaged & not mangled.
Not on a death pile of other livestock.
Their revenge should be on the farmer's ****.
Protect the living of these farms.
To the livestock bring no harm.
Sadistic butchers disarm.
Stop the slaughter alarm.
These creatures are precious their souls innocent.
The lives priceless & mint.
Meat industries & factory farms get a hint.
Clueless evil attacks as their back is turned.
A blow to their fragile baby head is how hamburgers are made i learned.
The dairy farmers killed my cows.
Unspeakable evil without a why or how.
The slaughter across the lands spread like a flood.
More death in the mud.
They lay on the ground in a pool of blood.
Their life drains from their lifeless bodies.

His brown eyes peeping.
Beside me his sneakers be creeping.
A victim of circumstance.
Mesmerized in his trance.
He can't swim or dance.
He says we're going to be together.
In his bed warm against the weather.
We give each other happiness & pleasure.
A joy nothing else can measure.
Jealousy boils and festers.
We are kindred spirits who share the same sign.
Destined to meet in this space and time.
A love lucky to find.
A true heart mended.
A friendship heaven sended.
Lasting and never ended.

A customer stole my pen & said it was his.
A fat, old, Hispanic male on a bike stole
my mom's money at the bus stop out of her shopping cart.
My mom stole my daughter.
She kicked out & divorced my father.
My brother calls me the *****.
My Co Workers believe I am annoying.
The union job don't schedule me enough hours.
I want full time work not part time pay.
My engine is leaking oil.
My tooth needs a permanent filling.
I avoid any further drilling.

It ***** to be poor.
It is a fire hazard just to use one door.
The grass is not green.
The house is filthy & unclean.
Nats in the kitchen, bathroom, & backroom.
A sty inside & out.
I can't wait to move the **** out.

Only half the burners on the stove work.
**** water came up through the tub drain.
The oven don't work.
The bed springs creak.
The refrigerator leaks.
The door knobs don't lock.
There are cobwebs on the ceiling.
The floors have no carpet.

You used to walk me to school.
When you left us I felt like a fool.
I miss your hugs & kisses.
Nothing came true from my wishes.
I always thought you'd come back.
One day your things you'd pack.
I have a cat now.
I want to save all the chickens, pigs, & cows.
I haven't eatten meat for 20 years.
I never drink alcohol not even beer.
I don't do drugs or smoke.
All I've said is no joke .

You were a talented artist.
At 13 I had a tumor.
It wasn't just a rumor.
A part of my childhood you missed.
My forehead you used to kiss.
I'll remember your laugh.
Without you I wasn't whole just a half.
When you were gone that's what I hated.
My life was degraded.
I wish you had been there.
I wish you could care.
I never had a real home.
I always feel alone.
Even though I am now grown.
Everything feels done & over.
Where does your ghost hover?
I'm sorry your dead.
All your letters I read.
Not enough was said.
Nobody made sure you got fed.
ed. Neither of us had our
own bed.

Written in liquid gold. preserved, ancient, & old. Unfollowed & hollow.
Unerased with a path untraced.
I am someone who is friendly & polite.
On any day & every night.
I am not violent & do not fight.
I don't possess the gift of sight.
But I feel my future is bright.
Do you mind opening this gate!
Don't hate your destiny's fate.
Nothing is what I ate.
It is far to the other side.
Of the globe the ocean divides.
Corruption waits inside.
If there was food you know I eat the whole plate.
Enough said.
A hunger you fed?
I get it you don't like women in your bed. Abnormal desires in your head.

I have nothing to wear.
My body is cold & bare.
At my ****** people stare.
I don't know all who is out there.
Nobody really cares.
To flash people online I dare.
But not to minors that's not fair.
I like to keep long hair.
I am not a couple of a pair.
I have always been single how rare.
My heart in half broken it tears.
Loneliness alone & naked through the years.

I am always aware of who is out there.
Who doesn't & do really care.
Stalkers that lurk & stare.
People who are loyal, honest. & fair.
Beauty in the length of your hair.
Attention, affection, protection. & correction.
Traits to have to be a good husband or a dad.

Don't ignore every *****,
Who appears fully clothed at your door.
Single & independent.
A 1 bedroom vacancy for a tenant.
My own place...
Gets us to home base.
Four decades living with "mom" what a waste.
Freedom.....you should have a taste.
Always use mouthwash & toothpaste.

If your desire is to impress people.
From the smart to the feeble.
Old, young, female, or male.
Look & smell your best so they don't bail.
You don't want relationships to get stale.
On Amazon I always order stuff through the mail.

Dinosaurs
Fragmented fossils scattered & tousled.
Destroyed uncontrollable elements.
Unfortunate Tragedy was sent.
Replicated skeletons displayed.
Fragile & frayed.
An unearthed discovery.
Arranged for everyone to see.
Hell beast creatures?
Museums main feature.

Will it be a cold day in hell?
Before I hear my own wedding bells?
When pigs fly?
Children might ask why.
As sure as mortals all die.
When justice isn't even tried.
When bribes are buyed.
When victims cry.
When nobody ever says "hi".
Who's child was taken?
It was I.
Everyone has their own lie.
They all want a piece of my birthday pie.
Never is forever.
Phone calls & even letters.
A stubborn end, to no beginning.
Evil sin, & selfish greed winning.
They wish innocence to cry & just die.
An end of joy for every girl & boy.
An end to happiness & love.
Hell below & heaven above

I was 12 & my sister was 9.
As children with my dad we grew up fine.
Until the day my "mom" kicked him out he lived in his van.
Then she decided to move in a child molestor man.

If we were out with our friends after 5:00 he beat with his belt.
Abuse, fear, & hatred is what we felt.
He disrespected, abused, & ***** us.
He was an infectious disease he did as he pleased.
My sister told her teacher.
The police or paramedic never did reach her.
She died several times.
She is still alive....us he has not returned to find.
I couldn't save her she was 9 & I was 12.
He told me if I tried to save her the same thing would happen to me.
He tied "my brother" to a chair.
With a rag over his face he poured water there.
I think he tied, gagged, & locked "mom" in a closet where she peed herself for I don't know how long.
He said she was at work but her purse was still there so something seemed wrong.

"My sister" he spent hours punishing her by strangulation & recessesiation repeatedly because he is sick.
No body wanted his ****.
He strangled & killed the dog next door.
For the next three years or more.
All three of us became his *** slave "******".
"Mom" got him a loaded gun even though we were poor.
He would **** on our toothbrushes.
As soon as we fell asleep to **** us to our beds he rushes.
He would spit in our cereal.
It was unbelievable.
Abuse & evil inconceivable.

From my dream I awoke with a silent scream.

Not taking sides but trapped in between.

To me you always act cruel & mean.

Ordaining you supreme queen is today's theme.

Author Notes :

Haiku

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