I always respected my cat as a person.
Getting another cat made the situation worsen.
I love him but I can't trust him anymore.
I would keep him if the space where we reside had more.
It's sad but I guess violence ends most relationships.
He bites too hard not playful nips.
Cats are like people when they become rejected or replaced they become stalkers lurking in the hall waiting outside your door waiting to cat fight who stole away your attention.
Sorry we can no longer share affection.
I guess he is not the cuddle kiss on the lips & give a little smoochie to anymore.
He is the feed me & leave me alone kind of pet.
Who don't play well with others at all.
I was just trying to give him a friend & then he became the enemy.

Love that old fizzles out.
A new one sizzles on.
Extinguished dissolving to ashes.
My heart falls, a broken love, quit hoping.
Can't have it all.
Jealousy is only joking.
I'm coping.
Picking up the pieces.
When a lover's heart ceases.
People you love who matter deceases.
From unknown diseases.
Your will to live increases.
Made new with all you do.
Mutual admiration & respect.
Who pays the debt?
My marriage would have no regrets.
Or *** to want to forget.
Achieves the goals they set.
Wins no bets.
Glad of where & how they met.

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Violating personal rights.
Airport security....absurdity.
COMPLETELY charming.
Defenses disarming.
Misdirected aviation.
Unmasked faces.
Innocent places.
A senseless structure making perfect sense.
Relentless courage.
Knows how to add & subtract zero's.
Equations with a sequel.
So you know what that equals.
Multiply & division.
Escape from the vision.
It's simple, right?
Like TIRED EYES, at night.
Misconscrudes as offendingly rude.
Guys too demanding.
Shields the inner core.
Protecting more.

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Don't become someone to hate.
Have a positive fate.
Cater your own plate.
A true heart never descrates.
A love that's holy.
Pure & whole.
With all my heart & soul.
Don't be twisted and diss.
Or your what & who I won't miss.
Go away & stay away is not my final wish.
I have to find my own bliss.
A new man to kiss.
It may be on my list.
I not okay when I'm ******.
Betrayed me.
Used me.
Fooled me.
Refused me.
You left me.
Never kept me.

Dawn & Dusk.
Pink & White.
Deers & baby fawns.
An essence so bright.
Their aura glows.
Hunters who **** them.
Don't care to know.
Poaching....that's not right.
They don't see the light an eternal spirit will invite you to a website.
Despite the animal stalkers sick delight.
The magazines & articles they post is not alright.
A deer's death is unable to reunite.
About pride of slaughter they write.
Living beings a well being right.
Getting butchered to die is a senseless fight.

Evil entities be deflected.
Innocence never neglected.
Loved & respected.
They deserve to be protected.
A sacred birth from mother earth.
Possesses a priceless worth.
Wild life pays an unacceptable price.

At the cross I stare. .....hello is anyone there?
It doesn't answer....it doesn't care.
Miracles would be rare.
I can't go to heaven I have nothing to wear.
Why was I chosen?
My existence is frozen.
A life I have none.
A marriage not even one.
Nothing it was it has & become
My youth is over & done.
I know you are real.
You can hear, speak, & feel.
I know a better way to get you to stay.
Do things your way.
Everything will be okay.
I will become what I should be.
Everything will revolve around me.
Watch you'll see!
I am no one's type.
I don't understand why people don't like me,
I don't bite.
I guess love is not something you can see.

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Gaze upon the moon.
Moonlight illuminates the room.
Stars glitter & glow.
An enchanting beauty it bestows.
The cold night sky.
Makes me feel alive.
Not wanting to die.
An immortal existence.
Humanity has no resistance.
Fireworks penetrate the fog.
Gathering around the campfire on a log.
Rainbow colors that dont blur, you can see clearly. An image that depression is a cure.
A strength unweary.
Roasting marshmellow smores,
while the others sleep & snore.
Collecting more fire wood.
Right before me is where the grizzly bear stood.
He wanted food that is what I understood.
If you run they will attack.
The woods I wont be going back.
To live you have to stand still or try to climb a tree.
Don't run to the hills.
Just stay & be.
Animals smell fear. That much is clear.
Food attracts them. Tranqualize could be wise.

My clone so I am not alone.
We have yet to find our home.
Nobody messages me on my phone.
No where is where we roam.
Just lounge in a tub of water & foam.

If I was an actress.
I would be a success.
On screen I would never undress.
I don't do comedy.
I don't play scrabble, twister, dominos, or monopoly.
A pie in the face is a mess.
I don't do romance.
I want no one to touch or caress.

I don't do scary.
I don't like backs that are hairy.

I don't do violence or ****.
I don't do horror that would be rude.

If you believe it you can achieve it.
Visualize and it will materialize.
Thoughts are energy.
The truth can not pollute.
Potent lies are difficult to delute.
My story has no glory.
That is a fact I can't get my purity back.
I have good manners & high standards.
Don't establish bad habits.
Food puts me in the mood.
I use charm I am never rude.
I promise not to intrude.
I never sleep in the ****.

I love my cat.
I love my daughter.
I loved my father.
I hate my mother & my brother.
There is no other.
Love & hate...you don't need to wonder.
******* prevails angering the thunder.

Past to Present

Emotional train wreck, delusional, a spasm, dumb b*tch, & basket case.
I have been called all those things.
By guys who never gave me a wedding ring. People at my work when they see me they start to sing. I say "hi" to everyone.
I am fast, friendly, & fun.
So harmony Follows and tracks me.

Secure the perimeter in the contaminated sector. Find my bodyguard & soul protector.
His kiss filled me with seductive bliss.
His presence I so did miss.
For him to be with me is what I wish.
At day break we became awake.

Unseen danger with a stranger.
Making threats you regret.
Promises .......promises.
Kisses....wishes. No ***** dishes!
Let's have some fun.
You can tell me when your done.

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Ariel you are the only one who has been there.
A shoulder to cry on.
Gave me reasons to belong.
Someone to brush my hair.
Someone to love me & care.
To tell me what u should do.
Between right & wrong you always knew.
In the stars you were created.
There you were formed & nestled.
Together our lives settled.
My life was cursed until you were born.
Like a rose with a thorn.
You are like my spiritual guide.
For my heart & soul to confide.
Your soul is pure & whole.
Your mind is so refined.
Your heart will never be torn apart.
Your body is a sacred vessel.
Your innocent & sweet.
You don't text or tweet.
Your like the mom I never had.
Sorry you never had a dad.
Your talented and gifted.
Admired & my heart you lifted.

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A complexed fusion.
Complicated with confusion.
A foggy & dazed delusion.
False accusations.
Mere assumptions, no amusements.
Senseless movements.
Defiled improvements.
Stubborn sunshine that is not yours or mine.
Youth can't pause or rewind.
Unfading beauty doesn't wither.
Breath taking chill which shivers.
True loves kiss is never delivered.
Sunshine sets, the present regrets.
A wedding I never get.
A hatred you can't forget.
A destiny unescaping, mind ******.
An existence slow & scraping.
Only remembered from videotaping.

It's not bad what we had.
Waiting is a drag.
I'll be a decrepid old hag.
I look ok now,
But I don't want to brag.
Can you see the moon from this room?
Use your brain so I don't have to stress & strain. Just because you gave and gave,
don't make me your life long slave.
Be brave, with your money try to save.
Don't squander & misbehave.
Don't live life in a cave.
Choose a path to pave.
See this is my "good bye" wave.
Who's is this phone number?
It's not mine.........******.
They stole my thunder.
Makes me wonder...

I hate you.
You cursed my life.
You prevented & stopped me from being a mother and wife.
Your a b*.
I tried to ditch.
You took my child.
And portrayed me as being wild.
You kidnapped.
Why can't to you lightning would zap?
I am so done with your bull sht & crap.
Then I would celebrate & clap.
My daughter is a fairy.
She can't have dairy.
Stay away from her.
You are not the cure.
You are the most unpure.
You're sick.
You are a prck.
I want to **** you with a brick.
You let a child molestor fck me with his d*ck.
Get out of our lives.
Gio to a cliff & take a dive.
You have an insane brain.
You can't control your bladder.
I hope you fall off a ladder.
Or down some stairs.
I wouldn't be someone who cares.
Fall off a roof.
So you can go ****.
Die in the street.
I wouldn't care if you got hit by a car.
I would wish for that on a shooting star.
You are an unfit mother.
Who is your baby snatching grandmother.
You tell lies.
You make her cry.
Why won't you just die?
Death that can be quick.
When you are sick.
Death can be slow.
When it's time to go.
Death can be stubborn
Something you can learn.
Death can be scary.
If you eat a poisonous berry.
Death can be a risk.
When you want to be brisk.
Death can be tricky.
If you are a sickie.
Death can be sneaky.
When you are freaky.
Death can be a shock.
If you can't swim and fall off the dock.
Or gets suffocated and gagged by a sock.
The killer you they will mock.
God will make the depths of hell crumble and rock.

A loves so sweet.
No one could beat.
That would be neat.
Here have a seat.
Next to me propose and get on one knee.
Give me a diamond ring.
and pick a song and start to sing.
Harmony that's what I bring.
You can be my king.
Will you take me under your wing.
Show me the castles of Ireland.
The Sparkles and dazzles.
The wonderful view.
A love you once to knew.
It's table for two.
A sky so blue.
Gentleman like you are so few.
Walk with me on the countryside.
I am someone you can confide.
To be on your side.
Will you be my guide?
Hand in hand we will stride.
Love me let's have some tea.
Ireland that's where we'll be.
You and me watch and see.
I might not make headlines but we can still dine.
I don't drink wine.
I am just fine.
Will you be mine?
We can hide in the trees of pine.
And I can save enough cash.
To make the dash.
I can be there in a flash.
You my mother will try to bash.
My ex smokes hash.
That's beside the point.
But I hate people who smoke joints.
They can go away.
Far & there they can't stay.
I love you Ariel
thank God the ***** donor never gave me anything venereal.
How would Ariel Farrell sound?
Too profound?
I hate being trapped here in America and bound.
Dublin is where the love is I haven't yet found.
I want a puppy from the pound.
Is my **** too round?
Maybe it's just too flat.
Too much at work in this chair I sat.
I never wear hats.
But I love cats.
I don't know any bats.
I hate rats.
Am I too fat?
Do I talk too much?
Have you heard anything of that such?
Do you want to go dutch?
My **** you cannot touch.
Do you think I'm odd?
If so just nod.
Do you believe in God?

I feel so hollow.
Is it you who I can't follow?
Do you think I would dare try you too scare?
That would be fair.
Can you be my teddy bear?
I would always care.
If you saw me would you love my hair?
Will you pick out a dress to wear?
Women are nothing to fear.
We don't all drink beer.
You don't have to call us dear.
We don't wear that much gear.
We can speak & hear.
We like the sites from the pier.
Most of the us don't age much through the years
Sometimes we get sad and cry a few tears.
We can also clap and cheer.
We hates it in the rear.
So be careful to steer.
Hear this warning & you won't suffer in the morning.
I can make your life so boring.
You know it's just me you are adoring.
It's obvious from all the charm you're pouring.
I won't be *******.
At my place it's used for living that storing.
If I had been more kind you're who I could find.
I would pay you some mind.
I didn't know you.
I had the chance I blew.
It evaporated like the morning dew.
On a plane I never flew.
Sometimes I am so naive.
So unaware.
That's why you were shocked and stared.
I didn't know you were rich and famous.
How shameless.
It's my fault.
I don't have access to your vault.
I used to drink chocolate malts.
I hope I get another time.
To see you and pine.
I want to be someone you will remember.
This September.
You can treat me like a queen.
I need a magic bean.
To experience such an unrealistic dream.
One I've always tried to imagine.
To Freedom you're my key to open this lock.
To you I will flock.
Just open the door don't even knock.

Food we need to stock.
The winter is long.
The summer is short.
Autumn and Fall seems like nothing at all.
The world is small.
You can put your arm around my waist.
Dress me in black lace.
I will carry my mace.
You can kiss my face.
I'll pack my suitcase.
You can go to home base.
Pick up the pace.
This is a race.
Will my journey be able to trace?
Don't look at me I didn't break that vase!
Was all this left to just waste?
My love you can taste.
Thanks for sitting with me on the banks.
A false thought an evil I already fought.
Am I like a fish you caught?
A heart you sought.
A gift you bought.
A friend you never got?
I am not a robot.
A lesson taught.
Do you think I'm hot?
You can say if I'm not.
I don't want to die here and rot.
I will pray that someday you can take me away.
With you I promise to stay.
Come what may.
Let's sail at the bay.
Roll in the hay.
Be merry and gay.
Beside you I will lay.
Come on let's play.
If you ask I'll say.
You can have your way.
With you is where I belong.
To have a mutual love that is strong.
A commitment that's long
It would be right not wrong.
A place to be with my eyes that see.
Stay away from Tweedledum and Tweedledee.
A perfect harmony.
You can become a part of me.
You won't regret it you'll see.
I can be set free.
Alone I am just one.
Together is we.
From here I have to flee.
Whenever I see an airplane I want to be in it.
For hours I will sit.
Ariel might have a b** fit.
Her I would never hit.
That would send me to hell in the deepest pit.
I have better wits.

Dublins where we'll be cuddling.
Conflicting thoughts.
Enemies I fought.
Lessons I were never taught.
Ariel and I got caught.
Dreams that were not.
Slaughtered to rot.
Weather gets too hot.
Treasures I bought.
A destiny I sought.
Daisies are lazy.
When your fifty your not pretty.
At twenty you can make a lot of money.
I won't be back.
To be what you lack.
I've already started to pack.
You've ruined everything.
Over your flings.
You never got a wedding ring.
You broke my wings.
Your evil heart sings.
With all the hatred your life brings.
Your betrayal stings.
All your trash doesn't mean a thing.
I was a ****** until you fckd my burden.
I never got a word in.
My child you stole.
Because your life is stale & old.
Your house is mold.
You gave away my virginity for free.
It wasn't even sold.
Your heart is cold.
My story I never even told.
Your hand I would never hold.
You think you're sly like a fox.
For trapping Ariel and I in your box.
Your not nice I want to crush your skull in a vice.
You will pay the price.
I will win when I roll the dice.
You won't ***** me twice.
Your house has roaches and mice.
Curse words I yell.
Because your ***** stinks & smells.
You didn't care when Ariel fell.
I hope all of you guys go straight to Hell. Everything in your fridge is stale.
It's all lies you tell.
I made my wish when I threw my penny down the well.
That you die because you weren't well.
You can drown because you can't swim.
Your path is dim.
I will get slim.
My life is ruined because of you and him.
You don't give a d*mn.
That is why it is your doors, windows & walls that I slam.
You are ******.

You are a cheater.
You took my turn.
In hell is where I hope you burn.
Maybe then you will learn.
Nobody has any faith in me.
Nobody can see who I want to be.
The reason I have to flee.
I don't care what you petition.
It's not written.
In my edition.
I never agreed.
Your heart doesn't believe.
You are illiterate and can't read.
Ariel is my seed.
I can feed.
You are not who she needs.
You've been a bad seed.
The journey to hell is what you lead.
You're a sinner from your own greed.
You are like a dying ****.
In your bed and pants you peed.
You miserable cnt.
Ariel & I you stalked to hunt.
Your insane to do such as stunt.
I know your game.
It's always the same.
In your crazy brain.
You are the one to blame.
Die in the flames!
You don't know my name.
You always cause pain.
Your *** leaves a stain.
I want to be where it rains.
If I'm lucky you will get hit by a train.
Then Ariel & I won't have any more stress & strain.
Or get blown away by a hurricane.
You are nut.
I hate your guts.
Stay out of my hut.
Or I'll kick your ****.
You are a worthless smt.
You are a classic sl*t.
I never liked you much.
People like you I wish they never knew.
Someone they want to sue.
You get on my nerves.
You're like a snake that twists and swerves.
You destroy everything good.
Like a mother never should.
You strangle, suffocate trap & bind.
Everything of my heart soul and mind.
Your evil always finds.
You were never kind.
I want you to suffer.
You think your so much tougher.
Like a witch you should melt.
For your love I never felt.
You let me get beaten with a belt.
A crime you never got dealt.

I guarantee I will be nothing you'll ever notice or see.
Or ever want me to be.
You're sick why are you in such a rush?
To make the effort you did in my life to crush.
In the toilet I want your existence to flush.
You are an embarrassment that makes everyone blush.
Your poverty they pity.
You think you're so smart and witty.
You're not.
Your a snot.
Who can rot.
Trouble is what you plot.
Die of a stroke or a blood clot.
You belong six feet under decayed inside a coffin & grave.
Ariel is not your slave.
You can't make her behave.
You heartless b**.
You are a snitch.
You don't have have the cash you ***** witch.
You've always been trash.
You'll never get rich.
You don't have the cash.
Of you there should be fewer.
You belong in the sewer.
You have the evil eye.
Then is all you try.
I hope you die.
You make Ariel cry.
Everything you say is a lie.
In hell you can fry.
When that happens don't ask God why.
Heaven is not something you can buy.
To Ireland is where I want to fly.
All you can do is lie.
Your house was always been a pig sty.
That is what you deserve.
You always get on my nerves.
Hell would want you the most.
You are Satan's host.
It's a place you can roast.
Your evil disease spreads coast to coast.
Don't even try to haunt me with your ghost.
If you don't know now.
You will when you get the memo.
I can show you a demo.
Your cancer can't be cured by kemo.
You are a freaky nightmare.
If Ariel died you'd never care.
To try it my enemy haters would dare.
My anger would flare.
In a trap they would be snared.

You're ***** and I'm unpure.
You have no cure.
Innocence is what you will lure.
Trouble Is what You stir.
Nothing is what you were.
You probably think it's neat.
How you can so easily manipulate and deceit.
Your deceptions no one can perceive.
Why is it I who have to get it received.
The truth no one believed.
It's nothing that can be conceived.
You'll never keep my daughter.
You took away my father.
Go drown in the water.
You suffocated me.
You bstrd.
Who couldn't die any faster.
You're a troublemaker.
A lying faker.
A heartbreaker.
A homewrecker.
Your a cnt.
You put on the front.
Your garbage and trash.
You spread like a rash.
You hoard and stash.
Your obsessive compulsive.
Two-Faced b* .
You are a backstabber.
You gibber & gabber.
You wanted to **** Snow White.
Because she couldn't put up a fight.
You have no right.
That's why Ariel and I will take a flight.
You will never see the light.
You should never been seen in the day or night. You cause people unnecesary fright.
You've never been responsible for Ariel's care.
If California only knew the truth they'd be shocked and stare
But to care they wouldn't dare.
You're not welcome here.
I don't want you around me or anywhere near. You are who Ariel fears.
I'm the one who hold her dear.
To trouble is where you steer.
Nothing is what you hear.
You are crazy and lazy.
My memory is not hazy.
You know where you can go.
You're blind deaf and dumb.
With you Ariel will never have fun.
You fckd a child ****** ***.
Just so he could get some.
You'll never see God's Kingdom.

Look in my eyes.
So you see the tears I've cried?
Can you count all my thoughts of hate?
I am not an easy casual date.
Do you think being with me is our fate?
I think it's too little too late.
Do want to be my mate?
My dreams aren't always mean.
what they seem.
peaches and cream.
Leeches in a stream.
The stars in the night don't move.
Am I who you choose?
Who wants to make the first move?
You never want to leave where you are.
You want to keep me on the shelf in a jar.
You like the fragrance of my perfume.
In your bedroom you want *** with me real soon.
Prepare to meet your doom.
Is it possible to be unstoppable?
Do you want to be my enemy?
Or friend of me?
Strike one you are a ***.
Strike two you don't walk in my shoes.
Strike three my dreams you cannot see.
Strike four you shut the door.
Strike 5 you don't make me feel alive.
Strike six you are out of my mix.
Strike 7 this is hell not heaven.
Strike eight I was just your bait.
Strike nine I don't feel fine.
Strike ten you don't have your own den.
Strike 11 you act like a 7.
Game over.
What did my true love give me on the 12 day of Christmas?
How many licks does it take to get to the center of a Tootsie Roll pop?
If I Follow the yellow brick road.
Will I get to Emerald City?
Is it delivery?
Maybe she's born with it.
What will The Wizard of Oz give me a heart?
A brain?
A life?
Take me home if I click my heels 3 times or twice?
Or that's just what the good witch will tell me.
I'm not in Kansas.
My name is Harmony
No tornadoes.
No scarecrow.

Phoenix Park is that even on the map marked?
In Dublin, Ireland can I go there?
If he knew me would he care?
He wants to be near his son in L.A.
He owns property in both places.
He's a millionaire.
I have his 2009 calendar.
His biography.
His pictures.
Doesn't really matter.
If he knew what he'd be flattered?
Or think I'm obsessed?
Or that my life's a mess?
Or that to be together would not be best.
I don't want to be with my boyfriend anymore.
It's obvious he doesn't want a relationship with me .
If you don't see someone for almost 2 years it's pretty obvious that it's over.
He just doesn't want to admit that to himself.
I'm not going to be put on the back burner.
He took me for granted.
Too bad for him.
I'd rather be with Colin Farrell.
He is handsome, young and rich.
He dresses so nice I wish
I had the privilege of being his wife.
Whatever lady he's got is lucky.
He is so blessed.
An Irish kiss.
That's what I missed out on life's eternal bliss.
I want to follow his path.
My idol a celebrity from Castleknock is where he's from.
I wish I could get some.
I like cloudy skies with little sun.
slts who abort.
Cut precious and innocent lives short.
Sinners don't deserve to have breakfast lunch or dinner.
They should starve to death and get thinner. When your pregnancy is full-term you will have a winner.
Selfish cnts are vindictive b** who are backstabbing ***** .
There's at least one in every circle.
They don't have to stand out and wear purple.
They will dupe you and ***** you.
So watch out
Know what their all about.
Not even for one second should you ever doubt.
Take the detour route.

I don't pity poverty.
Low lives disgust me.
Undependable if you can't count on yourself.
Who can you count on?
Sell you're ss for some quick cash
Dance naked for money
to find yourself a rich honey.
Get a minimum wage job.
So you're not a broke-ss slob.
Work the night shift and get robbed.
Don't out of fear ever sob.
Bad karma is their flaw.
Their sin is what you saw.
They'all be snatched my Hell's claw.
Your sinning soul peeled raw.
Try to challenge me and I'll sock your jaw.
You broke the law.
Don't even try to deny it by saying "nah".
Your fingerprints are left by your ***** paws.
Guilty as Sin.
The devil wants you in.
He always knew your life was *******.
Don't act so surprised to see your demise.
Nobody will hear your cries.
Hell's door is open for souls to be floating.
You ruined your own self.
From the cards you're dealt.
When the Devil seee you sin he smiles for every d*mn child.
Greedy and selfish you're two of a kind.
Soulless without a good friend
You will pay for all your crimes time that never ends.
A will that bends.
A messages that never sends.
Hope & pathetic with no logic.
Out of touch & out of focus.
No Hocus Pocus.
You stand in a line up.
A finger points you out.
Without any doubt.
Go ahead and pout.
No one will care that you're sad.
You're getting so mad.
The system is glad.
No parole.
Thanks to the tax payers bank roll.
Pay karma's toll.
You gargoyle troll.

You can't put your Ariel you in a bubble.
You can't keep her in a box or a cage.
Our hunger is my rage.
You're ****** and will never be saved.
You think you're brave
Because you made the court cave.
You can't behave.
Go to your grave.
Please let the angel of death take your last breath.
The landscape will look pretty with your tombstone on it.
It will give the birds a place to sh*t.
Your corpse will give the worms food
nurture and nourish Mother Nature
fertilize the soil to the trees can give the rest of us oxygen to breathe.
You are a monster.
Be a skeleton.
Happy Halloween to The Day of the Dead.
Death is the celebration of life.
Die for me.
I pray that death will come quick and fast.
Age faster.
Wrinkle & die.
Let your web of lies strangle you to death. Trapped underground.
An evaporated soul.
An empty hollow.
A void.
Nothing.
You are nothing in life.
You will be nothing in death.
You are penniless and worthless.
No value
Nothing precious.
Nothing sacred.
You are rust.
Mold, unwanted, *****, a scar.
A barnacle.
You represent nothing.
You have no founder.
Your no leader.
You belong to nothing and no one.
You spoil the earth.
You if you pollute the air and water.
You **** the plants.
You destroy life.
You are a plague.
You crush.
You are musty & stale.
You're slow as a snail.
Your face is ugly.
You're an eyesore.
A nasal stench.
A backstabbing *****.
Your poison.
A pollution
with no solution.

The night was dark and quiet.
The building asleep.
He held her against the wall
& chokes her
with her feet off the ground.
She fell & started crying.
Don't hurt me.
A fit of rage.
A helpless victim.
No one to care.
No apology.
No sanity.
No rescue.
Nothing and no one.
No memory.
Issues.....
He pushed her down the trail.
She dropped her purse.
I don't trust you.
Abuse me once.
Use me twice.
Confuse three times.
Defuse yourself a fourth time.
Amuse yourself a fifth.
Lose me a sixth time.
We're over.
Accept it.
Bet on it.
Regret it.
Hate it.
Let it.
Forget it.
Get it.
No more luck.
No more f*cks.
No more bucks.
No more guts.
No more *****.
I am free.
To be me.
Without you.
I doubt you
I know too much about you.
I'm not you.
I don't need you.
I don't want you.
Understand it.
Stay away.
Get away.
Go away.
Don't look back.
Don't get off track.
No more chances.
No more dances.
I'm better.
You could be deader.
I've made my choice.
I have a voice.
I might not have independence.
Nut I'm not codependent.
You have no truth only abuse.
You I threat.
You were debt.
Hate is a four-letter word.
I know you heard.
I don't care anymore.
say goodbye.
Alone I can try.
It doesn't matter if you're sorry.
I don't forget
I don't forgive.
I don't care.
I have need no apology.
You have a demented psychology.
I have my theories and philosophy.
An untraced geography.
Know the biology.
There's no science.
No math equation.
No answer.
No clue.
No reason
nothing.
No story.
No symbol.
Just a nightmare.

Go with her.
Leave me alone.
Get over it.
I will fly away.
You can stay.
I won't be here.
I have my own agenda.
It doesn't include you.
My eyes are closed to you.
My ears cannot hear you.
My mind doesn't remember you.
My voice does not to speak to you.
You cannot see me.
I am not there.
I no longer care.
I have no faith in you.
You have lost me.
You are lost.
I have found myself.
I don't belong here.
I'm not from the hills or the valley.
Or not from the country or the mountains.
On this planet.
I come from garbage.
From the wastelands.
My home is a toilet.
A sty.
A trash heap.
A landfill.
My family is trash.
No money
No education
No careers.
No life.
No hope.
No chance.
no escape.
With child ****.
Poverty and disgust.
Mold and crust.
Ignorance and hatred.
And disgust.
Clutter & stench.
The head of house pees on herself.
Sagging ***** & wrinkled skin.
Racist opinions & pathetic waste of space.
Faded clothes.
Nobody that anyone knows.
A yard of dirt.
Peeling paint.
Dust, Mold, & rust.
Splintering wood.
Gates with no locks.
Faucets without knobs.
A toilet that don't flush.
The front door that's jammed shut.
A clogged sink.
Roaches & flies.
Broken walls and shattered windows.
A ghetto.
A dump.
A sh*t hole with no food.
Nothing but an empty vacant void.
Of trash, garbage, & dust.
It needs fire to disappear to erase.
To ash.
Eliminate waste to make more space.
For a garden in a vase.
For our eyes to taste.

Don't ask me to love you.
Don't tell me to know you.
Don't ask my name &
Don't give me your number.
Don't try to hook up with me.
Don't stop me know if you
Don't try to hook up with you
Don't follow me.
Don't block my way away.
Don't ask me to dance.
Don't write me a letter.
Don't buy me presents.
Don't hand my hand.
Don't call me.
Don't knock on my door.
Don't sleep on my floor.
Don't come to my work.
Don't buy me dessert.
Don't ask me to dinner.
Don't make me a sinner.
Don't say hello.
Don't say goodbye.
Don't even try.
Don't wonder why.
Don't sit by me.
Don't touch my knee.
Don't text me.
Don't acknowledge me.
Don't cross me.
Don't boss me.
Don't be my friend.
Don't bother me.
Don't ask about me.
Don't walk with me.
Don't parked beside me.
Don't take my picture.
Don't read my mail.
Don't ask me out.
Don't wonder what I'm all about.
Don't have your friends tell me you like me.
Don't try to psych me.
Don't look me up.
Don't now my lawn.
Don't sweep my sidewalk.
Don't feed my dogs.
Don't do my laundry.
Don't know my business.
Don't borrow my pen.
Don't read my book.
Don't take a second look.

Beauty is in the eye of the beholder.
Entranced and hypnotized.
Mesmerized & advertised.
Under your spell.
A face you can sell.
But don't want to share.
A covergirl, a diva that's divine & out of her mind. Someone you can never find.
Blazin.
Crazen.
Unphasen.
Desired & admired.
Always tired.
Never fired.
Easily hired.
That's who I'll be.
Bringing society to its knees.
Don't need to say thanks or please.
A career I can steer.
I can see there's no need for beer.
Don't have to be queer.
Cosmo, Vogue, Lifestyles, People & Esquire.
I can't build my own empire.
The sky's the limit.
Strange and bewildered.
Ignored and neglected.
Friendless.
Populated with enemies.
I've lost the battle but I will win the war.
My dreams will soar.
Stars of Destiny.
Fantasy the mystery.
A faith of darkness.
A colorful sunset.
Rainbows and rain clouds.
Doubtful whether.
Predictive mazes.
Webs of deceit.
Strangers you'll meet.
A broken hearts defeat.
Joyful salvation.
Towering castles abroad.
A pond of nightmares.
A waterfall of cares.
A net of insults.
A flock of enemies.
An army of glory.
An endless story.
A poem of hatred.
A secret kiss.
A whirlwind of confusion.
A rainbow fusion.
A pretty dessert.
A mirrored jeopardy.
A double destiny.
A blind future.
A deaf past.
A mute desire.
A broken will.
An evaporated heart.
A broken mind.
An evolved solution.
A shattered pollution.

Carve me a stone.
Fetch me a bone.
Give me your number when I get a phone.
A stain of ink.
A memory sinked.
Swirl me pink.
Aged wrinkles.
Sparkling glitter.
A special wink.
Peppermint sprinkles.
A glowing pair.
A shiny slide.
A merry ride.
A chance to collide.
A path that's wide.
A narrow bridge.
A buttercup that makes no sense.
A piercing stare.
Thoughtless words.
A mumbled sentence.
Wasted gifts.
Rainbow lava.
Decaf Java.
A ***** mind to go
with your ***** hands.
A pure soul corrupted by greedy sin.
A sweet girl possessed by a curse.
A life that's worse.
A stolen purse.
A one night stand.
*******.
No soul to care.
No reflection to stare.
Beautiful long flowing hair.
Curtains for my face.
That in time will erase.
A broken & crumbled, moldy tombstone forgotten.
No Legend.
No pledging.
A pathetic beggar.
Who makes no wager.
A stumbling fool who has no rules.
Invisible memories that can not see.
A dissolved past.
With no memories to last.
No favors.
No help.
You're trespassing on my destiny.
You're prohibited to have my permission.
You broke God's law.
For the ****** you saw.
Your Photography sin.
A waterfall of rainbow pearls.
Sparkling Jewels.
Gems like colorful M&M;'s.
A river of guilt.
A forest of green.
Music that sings.
Togetherness and it brings.
A mutual fling.
Unfurnished life.
With no utilities.
No custody.
Good luck.

Stolen Child.
Insane grandma.
Homeless mom.
Convicted boyfriend.
Minimum wage.
Passport with no plane ticket.
A life broken.
No funds.
No career.
No future.
The Wrath has spoken.
It has been heard to deaf ears that hear.
Damnation.
A ****** nation.
America.
No justice.
Mo deals.
No bargains.
No victories.
Only misery.
A nightmare.
Successful nightmare.
No escape.
In death do you win life or lose it.
I don't know how to play this game.
People lose games they I can't play.
I don't have any players on my team.
No cheerleaders.
All I hear is "Boooo".....
I hate this world and the people in it 100% nothing this.
Solitude.
Loner.
Solo.
America's #0.
A day in the life of nobody.
No one who matters.
No skills.
No Talent.
No manners.
B*y.
Bitter & sarcastic.
All the flaws no one would want.
Friendless.
Thoughtless.
Dangerous.
I am a bad mother.
I am a bad girlfriend.
A driver.
A bad person.
A liar.
I seek vengeance.
Always and forever.
Never forgives.
Never forgets.
Never gets justice not in this lifetime.
A heart of pure hatred.
Just like "Grandma".
But not to Ariel just the rest of the world.
Filthy rich makes me sick.
Squandered wealth.
Gamblers, drug smugglers, prostitution, slander ****, & con artists they all make me sick.
Carnivores, butchers, sadistic criminals, pyro's, nymphos, pimps, smt, hustler's, farmers, & attorneys.
Sick to my stomach.
The boiling point.
****** detest.

Once Upon a Time you could buy the world with a dime.
Who cares now there's always been crime.
That was your world not mine.
Your next victim where and when you find.
A sin to hell is what will bind.
The devil will send you to your end.
Broken hearts don't mend.
I guarantee your nightmares will haunt my face you will forever see.
You wish you could be in heaven like me.
Too bad you could never be my dad.
I'm glad I hope you're sad.
It made me mad.
Your time will come.
Go to the fire and have some.
This is not your kingdom.
Life with you was not fun.
We were a tool.
A broken rule.
My "mother" was a haggard mule.
My "sister" a fool.
My "brother" a duel.
My father a ghoul.
A home life you ruined.
You will get yours.
A sin you can't ignore.
You took advantage of us just because we were poor.
ILLegal **** you wanted more.
Like we were for sale at a store.
I'm not your *****.
Do not knock on my door.
Go to hell will you belong.
I hope it doesn't take too long.
Before I can hear a harmonious song.
A waste of space.
You parked in my spot.
Get out of the lot.
You are wrong.
You aren't right.
You want to fight.
I will bite.
Evil should die and never get to live with innocent souls.
Why did God let this happen to me?
Why am I a victim?
Why do I have to endure filthy, rotten, ******, evil to corrupt my life?
My innocence, my happiness, my joy, my will to live, & my confidence.
Why do I have to experience your disgusting, sick, unthinkable,nasty, hate and corruption?
If sinful deceit in my heart, my mind, my body, & my soul.
And my thoughts of insanity.
My damaged sanity caused by your sins.

A yearning hunger.
A devastating ******.
A road hogging hummer.
Denim jeans
A baby Tee.
Rainbow sandals.
Desert gear.
A trip to nowhere.
A camp fire with no one.
Waiting for nothing.
In the wrong place.
At the wrong time.
For the wrong reason.
For no reason.
Bad Karma.
Why me?
No one to care.
A ghost haunting nothing.
A view of nothing.
Acres and Acres of nada.
No warmth on a cold night.
A sandy hell.
Cactus and sand dunes.
Cacti, lizards and sand blizzards.
Camels and llamas.
No buried treasure.
No water.
Take a chopper.
To the ocean.
Coves, seagulls, shores, seashells, wind, Seaweed, saltwater & a blind panic.
Like you know the end will happen.
Stranded with no hope.
Who can teleport to the mountain?
In a porthole?
Snowflakes, rocky mountains.
Not a perfect place not here not anywhere.
Isolated and alone.
I hate it so much more than life.
I ran a red light on purpose.
For no reason
Not wanting to stop.
Why?
There could have been a collision disaster.
A good happy ending to a bad bad story.
Dumb luck.
Detour.
Mount Soledad.
Pacific Beach.
Lake Murray.
Row your boat.
Climb every mountain.
You can't tame a beast.
You've to fight your demons.
They won.
Somebody please find me!
Help me out of here!
I never wanted to be here.
In the middle of nowhere.
With nothing & no one.
There's nothing to look forward to.
Nothing here to keep me alive.

Who knew?
A secret mission.
An impossible decision.
A nervous impulse.
It's now or never.
Alone at the top.
Alone at the bottom.
Misery.
A joyless life.
A hopeless existence.
Stop.
Stop right there.
Smile, laugh, rejoice & be merry.
Dance to the music.
Where are you?
Where were you?
Where are you going?
Don't copy me.
Don't follow me.
Don't remember me.
Don't talk to me.
Don't notice me.
Let me see the way to become nothing that I feel.
Words can't express what I can draw.
A mermaid.
Flowers.
A person.
A heart.
A happy face.
Shiny stars.
The sun.
Sweet victory.
Sweet Jesus.
Who wants to pine over me?
Can I buy a rebel?
I'll take Jesse James for $300.
Time is on my side girlfriend.
Table for one.
Room for one.
Ticket for one.
I don't rock it all the time.
What is my purpose?
Whoever wants me can take a number.
Then you'll be next.
I'm not eager to please.
Precious babies & children.
Angels & fairies.
Celtic beings.
Harp players.
Your Majestic Elegance Sparkles with radiance.
You shouldn't have.
I didn't.
It wasn't me.
Are you blind can your eyes see?
Your grace astounds me.
I am overwhelmed by your beauty and hair.
You are a prize.
I am baffled by your size.
Don't ridicule me.
Location.
Relocate.
Excuse me are you one of the local natives? Pardon me but do you know the way to Paradise?
But of courses it's over the cliff.
Through the cove.
Down the waterfall
The purple pink and orange sunset glow with glory.

Watch out for the jackal.
A Joker.
I don't like to play games.
This is serious follow the clues.
The stepping stones line the path.
Through the meadow and the prairie.
Galloping stallions.
Twirling battalions.
Shiny medallions.
A whiny dalmatian.
A quarreling nation.
What is the logic?
Chirping frogs.
Daddy long leg spiders.
That sit down beside her.
A messed up mind.
A senseless theory.
A confusing plot.
Without any thought.
What was I thinking?
If I remember it wouldn't matter?
Really?
Of course not.
Absolutely not.
Giggling girls.
Gossiping & copying.
Stealing each others cosmetics, boyfriends,
money, CDs, DVDs, jet ski's,
Mountain climb.
Scuba dive.
Snorkel.
Hot air ballooning.
Hang gliding.
Bungee jumping.
Parachuting.
Water skiing.
Boogie boarding.
Dune buggy racing.
Ice skating.
Roller coaster.
Merry go round.
Ferris wheel.
A maze of fun.
Build a sandcastle.
Build a Snowman.
Make a snow angel.
Collect seashells.
Or sea glass.
Pearls.
Fly a kite.
1,2,3 go.
Wash, rinse, & repeat.
Step, shuffle, step.
Destiny
Harmony
Star
Karma
Ruby
Aqua
Moon
Rainbow
Trinity
Phebe
Ariel
Glow
Diamonds
Cool water
Vanilla fields
Charm
Dessert
Fantasy
Perfume
Fragrance
Delightful & frightful.
Neat & sweet & discreet.
Charming & disarming.
Meet & greet.

Whine, b*tch, & complain.
It's what I do best.
What about all the rest?
Well there's not much to say.
Lunatic goes ballistic.
You all don't understand.
To damage someone's mind, heart and body. Damages their soul.
I hate this life.
I can't remember any of my past lives.
To know if I ever hated them too.
Was I ever did rich?
Did I ever matter to someone?
Was I a better person?
These questions will never be answered.
How many tragedies have I suffered?
Do I care?
Does anyone care?
Before cars.
Before airplanes.
Before trains.
Before ships.
Before birth control.
Before electricity.
Before plumbing.
Before technology.
Computers, phones, stoves, fireplaces, heaters, air conditioners, toilets, water filters, tar, glass, paint, plastic, steel, fans, furniture, music, coal, fuel, rubber, & cement.
Did cave men and women care about religion, politics, government, education, economy, rights, justice, careers, gold, slavery, crime, morals, family values, security, love, beauty, stress, depression happiness, pain, celebration, tragedy, skills, entertainment, logic, science, history, math, reading, writing, spelling, drawing, fashion, reflections, diet, exercise, nutrition, development, inventions, ideas, language, speed, health, illness, death, sin or revenge?
Anything?

Mail order groom.
I want to know you.
The sound of your voice.
The smell of your perfume.
Your handwriting.
Your habits.
Favorite food.
Your favorite place.
Hobbies.
Your flaws.
Your goals.
The things you like
Things you hate.
Who you love.
What makes you happy.
What makes you mad.
What you spend money and time on.
Who you love.
Who you hate.
Your favorite color.
Your biggest fear.
Your worst nightmare.
Your dreams.
Your beliefs.
Your qualities.
Your favorite games, books, movies or TV shows.
What size ring you wear.
What size shoe you wear.
Your favorite toothpaste, shampoo, & soap.
What's your most prized possession?
What are your skills?
Your allergies?
Do you have patience?
Respect?
Admiration?
Confidence?
Knowledge?
Intelligenc­e?
Greed?
Are you generous?
Charming?
Or do you make trouble?
Are you careful?
Or careless?
Are you sentimental?
Are you spoiled?
Do you brag?
Do you gossip?
Can you keep secrets?
Do you have shame?
Are you shy?
Are you a private person?
Does anything you do offend anyone?
Do you insult or compliment?
Do you glance or stare?
Do you tip?
Are you kind of mean?
Do you have manners?
What do you eat?
Are you a neat freak?
Or sloppy or neat?
Clean or *****?
Do you swear?
What do you have wear?
Do you sleep naked?
Do you lie, cheat or steal?
Are you honest and dependable? Trustworthy, helpful, and considerate?
Obnoxious?
Sober?
Drunk?
Do you cook?
Are you hard working?
Or lazy?
Do you eat meat?
Brush and wash daily?
Wash your own clothes?
Shop yourself?
Drive?
Mow your own lawn?
Vacuum?
Wash dishes?
Are you a licensed driver?
Do you have a car and health insurance?
Do you own property?
What are your assets?
Do you work full time?
Are you educated?
Do you respect women?
Do you like children & pets?
Are you mature?
Do you own a car?
Do you rent or own?
Do you exercise?
Are you fat?
Do you smoke?
Are you a handyman?
Can you fix cars?
Plumbing?
Paint?
Are you creative or an artist?
Are you nosy?
Do you read a lot?
What are you know that you
Do you mind your business?
Do you have a temper or anger management problems?
Are you violent & controlling?
Are you obsessed with *** or *******?
Are you a pervert?
Are you sane?
Are you busy?
Do you have a lot of free time?
Are you religious?
Do you vote?
Are you a loner?
A mama's boy?
An alcoholic?
Obsessive compulsive?
Do you speed?
Do you use sarcasm?
Are you a good driver?
Are you a lawbreaker?
Do you kiss and tell?
Are you a tattle tell?
Are you selfish?
Are you a rebel?
Are you conceited or ******?
Are you desperate or needy?
Are you nice and fun?
Are you bitter, creepy, scary, nervous, impatient, cruel, hateful, abusive, or sick?
Do you collect anything?
Are you well-dressed?
Well-spoken?
Do you make wise investments?
Are you an overachiever?
Are you responsible?
Convincing?
Do you like to argue?
Are you positive?
Or pessimistic?
Are you adventurous?
Or reserved?
Do you like to be the center of attention?
Or a Wallflower?
Do you blame others for your problems? Do you admit to fault ?
Do you need help financially, medically,  physically, mentally or sexually?
Do you like to have *** with the lights on and off?
Do you bathe or shower alone?
Do you shave, trim your nails, wear clean socks  & underwear?
Do you open other peoples mail?
Do you dig through the trash?
Do you always flush the toilet?
Do you snore?
Do you use deodorant, toothpaste,
Do have tattoos?
How do you wear your hair?
Do your clothes have holes, stains, or tears?
Do you need glasses, hearing aids, crutches, wheelchairs, walkers, braces or insulin?
Are you at are you obese, scizo, diabetic?
Do you have bad credit?
Do you have any injuries or surgeries?
Do you color your hair or tan?
Do you moisturize?
Floss?
Do you check the oil?
Do you barbecue?
Do you ****, burp, or pick your nose?
Do you cut in line?
Have you ever been arrested?
Are you a Penny Pincher?
Coupon Clipper?
Are you cheap?
Do you complain a lot?
Do you call people names?
Have you ever done anything to trick or con someone?
Are you understanding & forgiving?
Are you a cheater?
Have you ever been arrested?
Have you ever treated anyone cruly?
Are you rude or brutal?
Do you have any abnormal fetishes?
Are you flirty, friendly, persistent, or immoral?
Are you ambitious, determined, motivated, & successful?
Are you confused, depressed, anxious, poor, angry, or unemployed?
What are your values, concerns, goals and plans?

The mother pearl.
Starved.
Marveled by it.
In the deep blue sea .
Sparkling precious gemstones.
In keyless entry without technology.
Treasures like feathers.
Marble statues you want to pursue.
He thought you knew.
Creepy janitor.
Endless corridors.
Vacant Lots.
Dark stairwell.
Late night patrol.
Criminals out of control.
Cereal for breakfast again in a bowl.
Foul people.
Full of regret.
With a stubborn mindset.
Don't fret.
You don't need a vet.
Let's make a bet.
You'll be in my debt.
You can try to disappear on a jet.
I'll catch you in my net.
You'll be my pet.
A mistake I won't let.
If you betray my trust.
I will do what I must.
You lost your wallet again?
All your money gone.
How sad.
That's bad.
Did you tell your dad?
I guess you really are bankrupt.
A life unfortunately got interrupt.
It's disturbing how I choose my wording.
Slime, mold, mildew.
Gross slosh.
Dreams of floating.
Lard thats bloating.
Braggers gloating.
Forget everything I said.
And all that you read.
Meaningless words that make no sense.
Confusing thoughts written.
I can't concentrate on reading what I wrote.
I blank out.
It's not in here.
Don't whisper in my ear.
The same things you said to her.
Nobody's jealous.
Relentless ranting
Annoying chanting.
You choked me on purpose.
Skipping thoughts.
Unreported crimes.
Shameful timing.
Pityless weeping.
Silent cries.

We have to hide.
Are you on my side?
Will our fates collide?
Don't hurt me.
Don't dessert me.
Don't flirt with me.
Don't give your enemies any ideas.
Close the drapes.
Turn off the lights.
Lock the door.
Close the windows.
Quickly under here.
Be quiet.
They'll find us.
They seek to destroy.
They want your girl and boy.
Danger from a stranger.
Do you understand?
This is not there and take my land.
I'm not undercover.
I call your bluff.
Violence is silence.
Caveman did not respect their women.
Cave dwellers.
I dare accuse you.
I can't fool you.
You tried to break my fingers.
You burnt my hand.
You grabbed my throat.
You stuck your thumbs in my eyes.
You pulled my hair.
You punched my back.
You ***** me more than once.
You don't respect women.
I don't want distress.
You have a temper.
You put your hands on me.
You intimidate.
I don't trust you.
You just want our ***.
You don't love me.
You've never loved any of us.
I don't trust you.
You call me names.
You are mean.
You are aggressive.
You are violent.
You degrade women.
You tried to restrain me.
Pinned my arms down.
Undressed me with your eyes.
I'm not scared of you.
You try to take advantage.
I'm not your victim.
You are a ******.
You have sick ideas.
I won't help you.
I've been trained in the art of self-defense.
You might be stronger.
But I can scream louder.
I bite, scratch, kick, run, & pull hair.
Watch out for my heels.
And pepper spray.
I won't aim to miss.
Don't even try.
You will die.

Is it a ghost?
The devil?
A guardian angel?
Or God?
Paranormal?
Supernatural?
Alien?
Sci - Fi?
Entity.
Satanic or demonic?
Evil or a warning?
Can they see the future?
Is it a ghost plane?
Can they stop, pause or rewind?
Or skip times?
Can they control time lapse?
Why do my home DVDs have glitches?
Imaginary or normal?
Who is the judge?
Do the seagulls hear then too?
Or can the birds see them?
They bow their heads as if to acknowledge their presence?
A hushed whisper in the wind barely heard above the crashing waves, helicopters and construction.
The static of the ocean.
A life force that's lived before.
It knows my daughter's name.
It has enough energy to project the sound of a whisper.
I rewind & it repeats.
The same recorded voice.
I did not hear while making the video.
Until I played it.
Ripley's Believe It or Not.
America's strangest videos.
Can psychics hear them?
Can they control our thoughts or words?
Or actions?
It's creepy.
This is during the daylight.
At the same beach.
Whoever it is the voice sounds like it's behind me
Or right next to me.
An invisible presence.
A threat?
A ****** soul?
A trapped soul?
A haunting ghost, spirit or angel?
Good or bad?
September discovery.
It wasn't me.
Ariel heard it too.
Recorded proof of the unseen.
Friend or foe?

You promised... You left me here to wither in despair.
You no longer care.
To come back to me.
You wouldn't dare.
I thought we make a perfect pair.
You made yourself perfectly clear.
At my beauty you never stared.
My heart you broke in half & teared.
Grace without a face.
You left without a trace.
You haven't returned my suitcase.
Freedom is all you want to taste.
The memory of us you probably erased.
Our love you just waste.
You don't understand me.
Your banned from me.
You can't stand me.
You don't want to leave this land with me.
Maybe your not the man for me.
You ran from me.
I thought I loved you.
I didn't belong to you.
I don't need you.
I drove from you.
I used to pursue you.
I no longer care for you.
I thought I wanted you.
Why did you cry?
If you can't even try.
A bus ticket to see me again
you couldn't even buy.
You'd rather die.
I don't want you to be my guy.
Don't even say "hi".
Your girlfriend is no longer I.
That was all just a lie.
I would give anything
but Ariel to leave this pig sty.
Love is a four letter word.
I know I heard.
Ariel is my world.
She is my only reason to live.
She loves me.
She needs me.
She wants me.
I love her.
I am her mommy.
Our love is....
Unforgettable, unbreakable, ungrateful,
Unforgivable, Unreplaceable, untraceable,
unmistakable.

Do you think you got skills?
That you're smart because you can't hit the bull's-eye with six darts?
Throw ninja stars.
**** people at the local bars.
Can we travel real far?
I saw your clock his jaw.
Nasty you eat fish raw.
You dare scratch me with your claws.
Eventually I will catch your flaw.
I love to kiss the baby Kitty paw.
Animals so soft stay up in the loft.
A peppermint swirl for a little girl.
Dance with me a spin & a swirl.
I love your long hair with curls.
I have no phones.
No ringer tones.
My body has bones.
My mom is a b**
She has never been rich.
A person I can't wait to ditch.
A grave I wouldn't hesitate to pitch.
She is an evil witch.
She pulls my switch.
My desire is not to play with fire.
She holds me from my path.
She will suffer my wrath.
The Spells I cast.
You should be turned into a rat and eaten by wild cat.
She is old, fat & lazy.
You drink while I think.
My dress of velvet and satin pink.
You might miss me if you blink.
You flirt with your eyes and wink.
Catch my boat before we sink.
Will you love me forever what do you think?
1977 I was born.
1978 I was one.
1979 was two.
1980 I was 3.
1981 I was 4.
1982 I was 5.
1983 I was 6.
1984 I was 7.
1985 i was 8.
1986 i was 9.
2008 my daughter was 9.
This makes no sense.
It seems dense.
There's nothing to divide the side.
No gate or fence.
Am I tense?
Just go.
I hate what I know.
You made it so.
Remember I was there though.
Stop this.
You shoot to miss.
It's not me you need to kiss.
This is not what I wish.
You bite & hiss.
Shut up and be quiet.
You will cause a riot.

This is not where I belong.
This place is all wrong.
I need music and song.
******* not a thong.
You just sit and smoke your ****.
I hear the doorbell goes ding ****.
I'm out & gone.
Selfish people don't have kids.
It's what they try to rid.
***** deeds they did.
****** who try too hard to please.
Gems don't grow on stems.
You're a clown who jumps up and down.
A friend I found.
On a mermerry-go-round.
I am no longer 180 pounds.
But I'm not fat and round.
I'm not tied and bound.
I'm quiet and I have no sound.
You won't find me or my *** in the index.
I will cast a hex.
Be my guide.
Take me for a ride.
Let's go inside and hide.
Or escape outside.
It's just you I can confide.
You are the only one on my side.
But just wait and see I don't eat candy.
Everything fine and dandy.
If I was your honey could I make you spend your money?
Would that be funny?
It's hot and sunny.
Don't take my money.
But I hate the color red.
You know I like blue.
The color pink makes your heart sink.
In black and white they want to fight.
Enough I call your bluff.
You got my stuff.
You think you're tough.
You want to get rough.
You just want my ****.
You pig.
Go get a leaf of fig.
Your naked.
You're lazy.
You're crazy.
I like daisies.
This fog is hazy.
I said maybe.
Cancers no joke.
You did it to yourself when you smoke.
To death you die and choke.
You old bloke.
Whatever will life really get better?
Can can you be any deader?
You say I'm delirious.
When I am being serious.
I don't have the cash to flash.
It was me you wanted to catch.
Because you know we both match.
And that our love would last.
It would be neat & feel so sweet.
Nobody can beat.
Have a seat.
Don't fall on your feet.

You maybe want to have a baby.
Now or later?
Where is our waiter?
Do you want to date her?
Or just **** her?
You want to wed?
But you don't bring home the bread.
Your family is not dead.
Is it strange to be deranged?
You can feel the pain.
Get cold in the rain.
Have no brain.
Get lost on a train.
Leave on a plane.
Flush your life down the drain.
From violence you refrain.
You need to be restrained.
No one on the block
knew you ***** me with your cck.
Gagged me with a sock.
Had me under keyv& lock.
My anger you mock.
My face you knocked.
Your face pocked.
Because you were never arrested.
My sanity tested.
You may me a slave.
Go to Hell in Your Grave.
My virginity wasn't saved.
"Mommy" didn't even know from how you behaved.
You **** the neighbors dog.
You will be judged by God.
If someone would have saw through the window they would have said "bingo".
Harmony, astronomy, lobotomy, apology
And part of me.
Cathology, photography, & geography.
A serpent is not perfect.
They have to work it.
To cause sin.
It's a real thing.
They have to shop.
To adopt.
Sinners to join.
The messenger makes them a member.
A bad club hangs out at the night pub.
They want me naked in the tub.
Somebody that could rub.
And scrub
in the mud.
****** to you make you hrny.
Sinful pleasure is not a kind gesture.
Is it a strippers fate
To get gang *****?
To tease the populated ******.
With such ease.
You don't even have to say "please".
You just dance & get on your knees.
Take a picture to frame & freeze.
How desperate is that? "Jeez"!
Do you want some crackers and cheese?

I said you weren't my type.
I just dissed.
You looked like my brother.
So I didn't want another.
A mistake
my heart you would just break.
Real love you can't fake.
I didn't make myself available or saleable.
99.9% of Americans are stupid.
I know Ariel and a part of the 1% that isn't.
America is filled with drug addicts, homeless bums, perverts, ******, nuts, thieves, tramps, cons, ******, pimps, stalkers, greed, sin. ignorant, immoral, bad, cheating and low life people.
Who are liars, sick, mentally deranged, angry, crazy, *******, poor people.
European, English, British, Irish people
seem different, better, hard-working, proper, classy, distinguished, polite, considerate, thoughtful, moral, high class, honest, rich, intelligent, generous, caring, loving, good, modest, straight, wise, home owning, business managing, educated, family valued, sane people who are not corrupt or worldly.
Homebodies, farmers working class, civil, helpful, fearless, strong, nice, friendly and secure.
I hope to know some of them.
Get their luck of love and wealth.
A peaceful, quiet, happy home.
Of family & love & security.
Friends, money, fame, respect, loyalty, trust.
Land, bank, work, food, shelter, & clothes.
Shade from the Sun,
Warmth from the cold
A hand to hold.
Love to share with somebody who will care. Somebody to adore.
Who doesn't make me their *****.
Someone who gives me gifts.
One who doesn't just drift.
A guy who acts with swift.
One who puts me first.
Who never makes me feel the worst.
I want them to be number one.
Someone who's not dumb.
Not just together for the fun.
Not after a few years will be done.
One who will last forever.
One who is clever.
One who doesn't say never.

Nothing is not something to be.
Broke & unemployed, for a year that was me.
Any friend who cares can see.
A mutual connection to give that part of me.
I envision a stable happiness of harmony.
A peace that is free.
A trusting love that's true that is he.
Big hearts & thoughtful minds that is we.
No secrets to find, no mysteries to untwine.
No regrets to rewind.
No promises to bind.
Nothing to hide.
Open book. Open wide.
A friend to confess & confide.
A journey & path to guide.
Prayers answered.
Whispered desires.
Untamed flames & passionate fires.
No untold lies.
Friends money can't buy.
No unanswered Questions of why.
No broken hearts that cry.
All that is true & fair.
Nothing pursued or dared.
Someone real to care.
A meaningful stare.
A loving heart, an honest feeling, a true passion.
A faithful promise.
A heart felt respect.
No one needs to correct.
An erased debt.
A winning bet. A reunion met. A commitment to get. A destiny & fate to let. A loving loyal pet. A plan to set.

Dad I loved you.
Your the only father I knew.
It should have been just us two.
Our memories are so few.

You showed me I could trust a tomcat or a puppy.
To pet him & make a buddy.
I still can't cook.
To find the right food.
Caravores are selfish, sick, & rude.

My vegan species is divided.
Separate dwellings unspecified are hided.
Recipes unconfided.

What is for lunch?
Besides rootbeer, cola, & fruit punch?

Is there no vegan chefs left?

Not enough vegan restaurants here.
Nothing close by or near.
To become extinct is something I fear.
Too many taverns with beer.
Vegan establishments this town & city needs to build.
In malls & shopping centers to be filled.

Vegans don't know where to look.
I want to write & publish a poetry book.
"Innocence Unattended" is my best work.

Your body is lazy & your mind is hazy.
Forget we ever met.
Threats you deeply regret.
Never forgiven that is honest living.
You can bet I am still upset.
I require a mutual trust.
You kissed a tavern ***** in lust.
Promise to change my mind.
Am I the best woman you can find?

A number I no longer dial.
Only sobriety in society is worthwhile.
Never with you will I ever walk down the aisle.
Don't be shy & hide .......

I have always been a big talker.
You were just a creepy stalker.

© Harmony Sapphire . All rights reserved,

One day your there the next day your not.
My life hasn't been how I had thought.
I remember everything for me you had taught.
For us not much you ever bought.
Our ****** you never fought.
Growing up we didn't really have alot.
In the grave pedofiles need to rot.
Everything I seek I have sought.

Because of the events that transpired I loathe.
From then on I always slept in clothes.
Do few photos together we had posed.
I remember naps daily you would doze.
Like a thorned rose resentment froze.

You were always proud of us.
Even though for years we took the bus.

You were my only real dad.
The times we had shared made me glad.
Your death in 2009 made me sad.
In the past things happened to us that were bad.
At least until age 10 for us a Dad we had.
"Mom" divorcing you made us mad.
Child molestor wore a flannel shirt of plaid.