I amble as if I weigh a tonne

I gasp as if someone has lied

I weep as if I have no words

I mourn as if something has died

Are you smelt
And assumed
Are your fingers judged
Where they have been
Are you a girl or boy
A girl who loves being a 'girl'
A boy who is fragile
A boy who hates his established role
A girl who just knows her potential
But still hides behind the men
Cause she has a short stature
Are you religious or atheist
Do you bow your head to get more
More money or more happiness
Health of family or world peace
Are you anti muslim
Or are you anti terror
Are you a sheep
Or Are you a hyena
Are you poor
Or are you ambitious
Do you educate your kids
Or drink Old monks in best sodas
Wake up to drink more, smoke more
*****, block, make others, beat all
Are you queer
Or you dont want to talk about that
Or maybe you are a little queer
Or do you think your best friend is
Do you bully feminism
Do you think this stuff is overrated
And teach your kids to hate it
And beat or **** their abnormal kinds
Cause they are disgustingly beautiful
Do you care about human rights
You care only for your pet
That's the truth
You care for your own pet
You dont care for anything else
You care a lot for your money
In bank, in bed, in shoes
Everywhere but where they aren't
You ever care for the kids
At the front of any parking lot
You ever gave them one millionth
Of what you earn
You ****** hound
Do you care for anything
But your silly rigid beliefs
Don't you get bored?
Or you yearn for a chance
Or you never had the vision
To see what's going on around
I am giving you that one knock
Stand for others, stand for yourself
Want to be in another sorta establishment
Welcome home.

Coping with it
See where my economy is
An empty fridge
I am taking this
And what loss they have
At markets or skyscrapers
I laugh at it
Oh, they lost their wealth
Cant afford some breads
But I am living it
And they take their lives
Leave their wives
To themselves
Like I am to myself
Like i always will be
Look at my economy
Bundling bills
Shedding skin
Scary bones
Water that's not from tap
Drowned my face
How fast it dried
And my soapless fate
Washed and rubbed it
But a loss of life won't stop a life
A loss of skin wont extinct skins
Beauty is filled in the numerous skins
Thence, look for a beautiful skin
And construct the lost economy
Fill the empty fridge
Wash the ***** face with soap
And put off that ***** water
Cause you
You
Deserve a second shot

Shining gold of medals
Or papers announcing
The brilliance of a life
A life
So easily disguised
And somethings
That make your everything
Might be hidden forever
Behind the gold plate
In between those strings
Papers, colored papers, different kinds
Is their a person ?
There is no person
Only a story of a person
Birth is just some evidence
Amongst billions, just a fiction
Thank folks for the elaboration
Pump, kick, pump, kick, giggles
Fire chain reactions
Blow smokes,
Wait
There was a person,
Unheard, unseen, tragic
Little than little things
A chicken in jungle
Driven with tongue bites
And intentions behind those eyes
Brown eyes
Might never be known
Folks, what you like
Only those shining medals
Or papers announcing
The brilliance of lives

I go through a bus
With the tense face
That i always put on
Cause peace is a luxury

The streets do me no good
Much indecisive than me
Every time i walk in a crowd
I dont feel myself

I love no soul
Not even a food
But i lust so much
I am afraid I'll die of it

I drink no water
I throw things in me
I move
Cause i have no option

I write
With my head exploding
With uncertainty
That someone might read it

A zombie in a jungle
My existence
Is a waste of time